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Watch at: 00:00 / 00:00:20[Music]we all know the atomic bombis very dangerous since it may be usedWatch at: 00:20 / 00:40against uswe must get ready for it just as we areready for many other dangersfire is a danger it can burn wholebuildingsif someone is careless it can burn wholebuildings if someone is careless andburn whole buildings if someone iscareless and burnwhole building if someone is carelessWatch at: 00:40 / 01:00and burn whole buildingsomeone is careless can burn wholebuildings so you know what to doit can burn whole building if someone ishere it can burn whole buildingif someone is here that can burn wholebuildings we are ready for fire since itmay be used against us if someone iscareand you have fire drills in your schoolwe have a fine fire department to putout the fire you have fire drills inWatch at: 01:00 / 01:20your schoolso you know what to do if someone iscareless and you have fire drills inyour schoolwe have a fine fire department to putout the fire you have fire drills inyour school so you know what to doif someone is careless automobiles canbe dangerous too someone is scaredsometimes cause badass someone iscareful we are readyWatch at: 01:20 / 01:40if someone is careful if we have safetyrules now if someone is carelessautomobiles can be dangerous too someoneis scary sometimes cause bad ass someoneis carefulready if someone is careful we must beready for a new dangerinto the atomic bomb the atomic bombcan burn whole building atomic bombWatch at: 01:40 / 02:00boom wait outout check myself up out out let me geton the cave sorry outoh stop stop this is a pogba's momentall right uh that wasawkward that was that was awkward don'tdo that againright time for death and misery yes it'sWatch at: 02:00 / 02:20time for death and miseryanyway how's everyone doingon this fine wednesdaymonkeys more like monikers that's a goodone anyway what's everyone doing how'severyone doing on this fine wednesdayare you guys doinggood you guys doing great you guys doingWatch at: 02:20 / 02:40antonyms forbad synonyms for great terrific terriblewhy is terrific and terrible there'slike three letters in between the birdthat could change the meaning of thewordum fine you you hop on i'm doing greatthat is great that is good to hear andif your day is not going well i hope iWatch at: 02:40 / 03:00can make your daybetter still golden hat we're getting somany subs one month till golden hour ohmy gosh oh my god everyone's getting thesubs inget your subs in get your subs in i willgo through all of themhas it almost been that long yes it'sit's been it's been agesbut anyway um you guys are probablywondering what we're doing todayWatch at: 03:00 / 03:20actually no you're not wondering becausei've made it pretty obvious by the titlethe build up to the stream the title ofthe stream and the game that we areplaying which is in the middle of thescreen and it is known asdoki doki literature club plusthat's right this the way to make gamesbetter is either plus at the endWatch at: 03:20 / 03:40like disney plus baldi's basics plusddlc plus paramount plustheft plus you know you know you knowthe standard stuffbut anyway um we are going to be playingsome ddlc dlc oh my god that's a tonguetwistersome d d l c dl c and um it's basically uh an enhancedWatch at: 03:40 / 04:00version of the original doki dokiliterature club game if you guys don'tknow what that game is about or whatthat game entailsum you can go and watch the video that imade on the main channel way back in2017now the problem with that video is thatyoutube decided after about a year and aWatch at: 04:00 / 04:20half not even like after three yearsthat they were going to restrict thevideo they are going toage restrict it so um yeah you need tobe over the age of 18 if you want towatch thatvideo it's the same with tech rules thisvideo it got dinged by youtube as wellbut anyway thank you for the subwooferso mega man jet artists antivirusWatch at: 04:20 / 04:40steve orion mubarak thank you for allthe subsbut anyway um pretty muchbefore going into the game there's acouple of things that i have tofirst address about the game now dan hasalready said that there will be no datamining in this game unfortunatelybecause unlike the original version ofWatch at: 04:40 / 05:00the gameddlc plus is made on unity enginemeaning that it you can't do any of thatfile appearing in your uh desktopanymore diner said himself there will beno data miningeverything in the game is going to be inthe game becauseof course it's on console versions so umthere will be no data miningWatch at: 05:00 / 05:20unfortunately and there is no modding inthis game as wellso uh yeah it's there's also triggerwarnings in the game as well so if youguys are affected by anything inthe game there will be warnings but i'mgoing to turn them offbut editor you're going to add them inon to you aren't you editor you're goingto add them inyou're going to add them right rightWatch at: 05:20 / 05:40right but anyway yeah so ddlc plusyou guys already know the drill there'sthere's new storiesi have a theory that it's going to be aner it's going to be a sequellike it's going to be a a spiritualsequelso uh i guess without furtherWatch at: 05:40 / 06:00ado we are going to go and open ddlcplus and hope my pc doesn't explode allright let's golaunch oh all characters in this gameare over the age of 80.they had to they had to clarify that yepandrule 34 yep that and they come in theyWatch at: 06:00 / 06:20comeall right this game is not suitable forchildren or those who are easilydisturbed can i play this with mycontroller let me just try i'm gonna i'mgonna start my xboxxbox on well i i actually thought my exwas gonna get activated by that allrightindividuals suffering from anxiety ordepression may not have a positiveWatch at: 06:20 / 06:40experience playing this game and they'reall going to leave negative reviewswould you like to review detailedcontent warnings which contain spoilersnah we already know what we're in forby playing doki doki literature club youagree that you have noted the game's agerating in your region and you consent toyour exposure of highly disturbingWatch at: 06:40 / 07:00contentoh my god it's like the thing is the uiand the content of the game just doesn'tseem rightso it's like because the game's rated 18here it's an 18 rated gamebut it's it's so weird because it hasall this ui oh [ __ ]here we go again yep here we go againboth of dancers assume anyone will havea positive experience after playing thisWatch at: 07:00 / 07:20all rightdo we agree yeah we agree we agreeand now it's in colora new dev on the right the game is notsuitable for children or those who areeasily disturbedhang on hang onWatch at: 07:20 / 07:40fellas fellasthis is exactly the same as the originalyou know what we're gonna do it we'regonna do itwe're gonna play the original let's goenter your name what's our namewhat's up what's our name[Music]we need it we need a nameWatch at: 07:40 / 08:00should we go back to um the originalvideoshould we go back to the original we'regonna name it we're gonna name it[ __ ]all right we're gonna call itWatch at: 08:00 / 08:20all right part two part two is back tothe originalall right play let's goall right i guess we're just gonna gostraight inall right we're going straight in thisit's the entire game i think i have todo the whole game before we get the sidestory soum amazing voice acting for me let'sWatch at: 08:20 / 08:40just make sure thatwe're prepared all rightall right we're ready we're ready allrighthey i see an annoying girl runningtowards me from the distancewaving her arms in the air like she'sWatch at: 08:40 / 09:00totallyoblivious to any attention she mightdrawto herselfthat girl is sayori uhmy neighbor and and good friend since wewerechildrenthey're so much fun to watch and i'mWatch at: 09:00 / 09:20happy to be a part wait is can you guyshear ctsoh yeah you can hear tts all right justneed to make sure thank you for the subepic for for tier 2 for 11 monthsall right anyway um you knowthe kind of friend you'd never seeyourself making todaybut it just kind of works out becauseyou've known each other for soWatch at: 09:20 / 09:40long we used to walk to school togetheron days like thisbut starting around high school shewould oversleep more and more frequentlyand i would get tired of waiting upbut if she's going to chase after melike this i almost feel better offrunning away however i just sighan idol in front of the crosswalk andWatch at: 09:40 / 10:00let sayoricatch up to mei overslept again but i caught you thistimemaybe but only because i decided to stopand wait for you[Music]you say that like you're thinking aboutWatch at: 10:00 / 10:20ignoring[Music]that's me [ __ ]well if people stare at you for actingwith then i don't want them to thinkwe're a couple or somethingeveryone's already just hey sayori how'sit hanging alreadyalready fineWatch at: 10:20 / 10:40fine but you did wait for me after alli guess you don't have it in you to bemean even if you want towhatever you say sayori all rightrelease again we need to makesure we're prepared for this becausethis is going to be a long streamyou guys you guys got your your food anddrink ready you guys got your food anddrink readyWatch at: 10:40 / 11:00it's going to be a long onewe cross the street together and makeour way to schoolas we draw near the streets becomeincreasingly speckled with otherstudents making their daily commuteby the way [ __ ]Watch at: 11:00 / 11:20have you decided on a club to join yeta club i told you already i'm really notinterested in joining any clubsi haven't been looking either eh that'snot trueyou told me you joined a club this year[Music]did i i'm sure it's possible that i didWatch at: 11:20 / 11:40in one of our many conversations where idismissively go along with whatevershe's going on aboutsayori likes to worry a little too muchabout me when i'm perfectly content justgetting byon the average while spending my freetime on games and animeWatch at: 11:40 / 12:00[Music]i was talking about how i'm worried thatyou won't learn how to socialize or haveany skills before collegeyour happiness is really important to meyou know you knowand i know you're happy now but i die atWatch at: 12:00 / 12:20the thoughts of you becoming uh[Music]in a few years because you're not usedto the real worldyou trust me right don't make me keepworrying about youall right all right i'll look at a fewclubs if it makes you happyWatch at: 12:20 / 12:40by the way how to music levels because ican't see on obs for how the music'slikeno promises no will at least promise meyou'll try a littleyeah promise you thatyay why do i let myself getlectured by such a carefree girl yeahWatch at: 12:40 / 13:00why do i let myself geteducated by such a carefree girl morethan thati'm surprised i even let myself relentto her i guess seeing her worry so muchabout me makes me want to ease her mindat least a little biteven if she does exaggerate everythinginside of her headalright we're in school now the schoolWatch at: 13:00 / 13:20day is asordinary as ever and it's over before iknow itafter i pack up my things i stareblankly at the wall looking for anounce of motivation clubs[Music]siori wants me to check out some clubsWatch at: 13:20 / 13:40i guess i have no choice but to startwith the anime clubokay wait so what's the difference hereis there like some extra content orthere is some extra content but it's themain game firstyou have to play through the main gamefirst before you get the extra contentsowe're going to play it through theWatch at: 13:40 / 14:00entire game together because i'veactually never recorded it for t9 butanywayhellosayori sorry must have come into theclassroom while i was spacing outi look around and realize that i'm theonly one left in the classroomi thought i'd catch you coming out ofWatch at: 14:00 / 14:20the classroom but i saw you just sittinghere and spacing outso i came in honestly you're even worsethan me sometimesi'm impressed you don't need to wait upfor me as this is going to make you lateto your own clubwell i thought you might need someencouragement so i thought you knowWatch at: 14:20 / 14:40know what siri looks on ironic andunnaturally hdoh yeah everything got remastered everythe entire school literally everythinggot remasteredthat you could come to my club say oriyeah there is no way i'm goingto your clubWatch at: 14:40 / 15:00meeting is vice president of theliterature clubnot that i was ever aware that she hadany interest in literaturein fact i'm 99 sure she only did itbecause she thought it would be fun tohelp start a new clubsince she was the first one to showinterest after the one who proposed theclubWatch at: 15:00 / 15:20she inherited the title vice presidentthat said my interest in literature isguaranteed guaranteedto be even less while my english isreally badyeah i'm going to the anime club come onplease why do you care so much anywayWatch at: 15:20 / 15:40well i kind of told the club yesterdayi'd bring in a new memberand not the key made cupcakes andeverythingdon't make promises you can't keep yeahthatthey could easily say that about me ikeep promising a new video by the end ofthe week and i keep not delivering i'msorry guysanyway i can't tell if sayori is reallyWatch at: 15:40 / 16:00that much of an airhead or if she's socunning as to have planned all of thisouti let us alongsideWatch at: 16:00 / 16:19fine i'll stop by for a cupcake okayyes let's goall right we're into going to the cluband thus today marks the day i sold mysoul for a cupcakei dejectedly follow sayori across theschool and upstairsWatch at: 16:19 / 16:40a section of the school i rarely visitsayori full of energyswings open the classroom doorum everyone the new member is herei i i told you don't call me a newmemberWatch at: 16:40 / 17:00hey i glance around the room[Music][Laughter]oh okay anywaywelcome to the lecture club it's apleasure meeting yousiori always says nice things about youseriously you brought a boy why'd youWatch at: 17:00 / 17:20kill the atmosphere[Music]ah [ __ ] huh what a nicesurprisewelcome to the cluball words escape me in this situationthis club this clubWatch at: 17:20 / 17:40it's full of incredibly cute girlsall right what are you looking what youlooking at themif you want to say something sabram[Music]sorry that's okayWatch at: 17:40 / 18:00the girl with a sour attitude whose nameis apparently natsuki is one i didn'trecognizeher small figure makes her look like afirst year studentshe's also the one who made cupcakesaccording to sayoriyou can just ignore her when she getsmoodysiri says that quietly into my ear thenWatch at: 18:00 / 18:20turns back towards the other girlsanyway this is not to keep full ofenergyand this is yuri the smartest in theclubdon't say things like that yuri whoappears comparably more mature and timidseems to have a hard time keeping upwith people like sayori and natsukiWatch at: 18:20 / 18:40ah well it's nice to meet both of youand it sounds like you already knowmonica is that rightthat's right it's great to see you again[ __ ]monica smiles sweetly we do know eachother wellwe rarely talked but we were in the sameWatch at: 18:40 / 19:00class last yearmonica was probably the most populargirl in classsmart beautiful athletic basicallycompletely out of my league so having asmile at me so genuinely feels a littleyoutube monicaWatch at: 19:00 / 19:20come come sit down [ __ ] uh wemade room for you at the tableso you can sit next to me and monica ijust have sarah be a deep voice thewhole time[ __ ] it i'll get the cupcakeshey i made them i'll get them wrongsorry i get i get a little too excitedWatch at: 19:20 / 19:40then how about i make some tea as wellthe girls have a few desks arranged toform a tableas sayori mentioned it's been widened sothere's one space next to monica and oneplace next to sayorinatsuki and yuri walk over to the cornerof the room where natsuki grabs aWatch at: 19:40 / 20:00wrapped tray and yuri opens the closetstill feeling awkward i take a seat nextto sayorinatsuki proudly marches back to thetable tray in handokay you guys ready are you lad's readyta-da what do you thinkWatch at: 20:00 / 20:20natsuki lifts the foil off the tray toreveal a dozen white fluffy cupcakesdecorated to look like little catsthe whiskers are drawn with icing andlittle pieces of chocolate were used tomake earsso cute i had no idea you were so goodat baking nuts okayWatch at: 20:20 / 20:40well you know yeah i i i guess i'm thedog's bollocksjust sorry to take one of them sayorigrabs one firstthen monica i followthey already talked to the mouthful andhas already managed to get icing on herfacethe dumb [ __ ] i turned the cupcakeWatch at: 20:40 / 21:00around in my fingerslooking for the best angle to take abitenatsuki is quiet i can't help but noticeher sneaking glances in my directionis she waiting for me to take a bite ifinally bite downthe icing is sweet and full of flavor iwonder if she made it herselfthis this is really goodWatch at: 21:00 / 21:20thank you natsuki why why is that whyare you thanking me broit's not it's not are you dumb you'retrying to get rude to man it's not likeihaven't heard this somewhere beforemade them for you or anythingwait lads lads that's not in theWatch at: 21:20 / 21:40originali think i think they're aware it's asequel i think he's aware of the sequeli think he's aware because i i'm not i'm99sure that did not happen in the originalhe did not say that he heard that before[Music]i think it is i think i think it's astealth sequel anywayWatch at: 21:40 / 22:00hey i thought i thought you technicallydidsayori said well well maybebut not not for youall right all right also editorconfirmed that this wasn't said beforeWatch at: 22:00 / 22:20i give up on natsuki's weird logic anddismiss the conversationyuri returns to the table carrying a teaset she carefully places a teacup infront of each of us before setting downthe teapot next to the cupcake trayyou keep a whole tea set in thisclassroom don't worry the teachers gaveus permissionWatch at: 22:20 / 22:40after all doesn't a hot cup of tea helpyou enjoy a good bookright all right i i guessdon't let yourself get intimidated yuriis just trying to impress youhey that's that's notinsulted jury looks away i meanWatch at: 22:40 / 23:00i meant that you know i believe youwell reading tea and re tm reading mightnot be a past time for me but i at leastenjoy tea i'm gladyuri frankly smiles to herself in reliefmonika raises an eyebrow then smiles atWatch at: 23:00 / 23:20me sowhat made you consider the literatureclubuh i was afraid of this questionsomething tells me i shouldn't tellmonica that i was practically draggedhere by sioriwell i haven't joined any clubs yet andWatch at: 23:20 / 23:40sayori seemed really happy here so[Music]that's okay don't be embarrassed wellmake sure you feel right at home okayas president of the lecture club it's mydutyto make the club fun and exciting foreveryonemonica i'm surprised how come youWatch at: 23:40 / 24:00decided to start your ownclub you could probably be a boardmember for any of the major clubsweren't your leader of the debate clublast yearwell you knowto be honest i can't stand all of thepolitics around the major clubsWatch at: 24:00 / 24:20feels like nothing but arguing about thebudget and publicityand how to prepare for advance i'd muchrather take something i personally enjoyand make something special outside andif it encourages others to get intoliterature then i'm fulfilling a desiremonika is a really great leaderWatch at: 24:20 / 24:40yuri also nods in agreement then i'msurprised there aren't more people inthe club yetit must be hard to start a new clubi mean i guess you could put it that waynot many people are very interested inputting out all the effort to startsomething brand newespecially when it's something thatdoesn't grab your attention likeliteratureWatch at: 24:40 / 25:00you have to work hard to convince peoplethat you're both fun and worthwhilebut to make school events like thefestival that much more importanti'm confident that we can all reallygrow this club before we graduateright everyone yeahwe'll do our best you know ivan let's goeveryone enthusiastically agrees suchWatch at: 25:00 / 25:20different girlsall interested in the same goal monicamust have worked really hard just tofind these threemaybe that's why they were alsodelighted by the idea of a new memberjoiningalso for those of you guys who are newthis is ddlc plusthis is ddlc plus everyone is sayingabout it this is theWatch at: 25:20 / 25:40i am playing ddlc plus right noweveryone's likeare you playing the original i'm playingddlc plus right now it's how it worksyou play the original game then get thestuff afterwardsanyway though i still don't really knowif i can keep up with their level ofenthusiasm about literatureWatch at: 25:40 / 26:00so oh my [ __ ]what kind of things do you like to readwell uh considering how little i've readthese past few yearsi don't really have a good way ofanswering that[Music]manga i'm not so quietly to myself halfWatch at: 26:00 / 26:20jokingnatsuki's had suddenly perks up it lookslike she wants to say something but shekeeps quiethmm not much of a reader i guesswell that can change what am i sayingspoke without thinking after seeing yurisad smile anyway what about you yuriWatch at: 26:20 / 26:40well let's seeyuri traces the rim of a teacup with afingermy favorites are usually novels thatbuild deep and complex fantasy worldsthe level of creativity andcraftsmanship behind them is amazing tomeand telling a good story in such aforeign world is equally impressiveWatch at: 26:40 / 27:00yuri goes on clearly passionate abouther reading she seemed so reserved andtimid since the moment i walked inbut it's obvious by the way her eyeslight up that she finds her comfort inthe world ofbooks sorry booksnot peopleWatch at: 27:00 / 27:20but you know i like a lot of thingsstories with deep psychological elementsusually immerse meas well isn't this amazing how a writercan so deliberately take advantage ofyour own lack of imagination tocompletely throw you for a loopforeshadowing anywayWatch at: 27:20 / 27:40i've been reading a lot of horror latelyah i read a horror book once idesperately grasp something i can relateto at the minimal levelat this rate yuri might as well behaving a conversation with arock editor can we get dwayne johnson onthe screen right nowthere and there top left top rightWatch at: 27:40 / 28:00in the middle maybe a jump scare anywayreally i wouldn't have expected thatyurifor someone as gentle as youhmm i guess you could say that but ifthe story makes me think or takes me toanother world then ireally can't puss it down surreal horrorWatch at: 28:00 / 28:20is often very successful at changing theway you look at the worldif only for a brief momenti hate horror man horace [ __ ]oh why is that welli just ranWatch at: 28:20 / 28:40natsuki's eyes dart over to me for asplit secondnever mind never mind that's right youusually like to write down about cutethings don't you nutzikiwhat what what whatwhat gives you that [ __ ] give me theWatch at: 28:40 / 29:00ideayou left the piece of scrap paper behindlast club meetingit looked like you were working on apoem called don't say out loud shut upshut up man give it backfine fineyour cupcakes your poems everything youWatch at: 29:00 / 29:20do is just as cute as youare sayori sidles up to behind natsukiand puts her handson her shoulderslisten i'm not cute okay bamwhy is why are you deep in it so muchi'm not cuteWatch at: 29:20 / 29:40natsuki you write your own poemseh i i i get i guess some sometimessometimes sometimeswhy do you care what you geti think that's impressivewhy don't you share them sometimeno natsuki averts her eyesWatch at: 29:40 / 30:00[Music]listen listen listen you wouldn't youwouldn't like him you wouldn't like himyou wouldn't like my buzz i only onlywrite for the coolestdrill artist ever just get me a producerand i can get something cool ahnot a very confident writer yetWatch at: 30:00 / 30:20i understand how natsuki feels sharingthat level of writing takes more thanjustconfidence the truest form of writing iswriting to oneselfyou must be willing to open to yourreaders exposing your vulnerabilitiesand showing you the deepest reaches ofyour heart diabeticWatch at: 30:20 / 30:40you share some of your work inexp canset an example and help natsuki feelcomfortable enough to share hersi guess it's the same for you yuri ohi want to read everyone's poems we allsit in silence for a momentWatch at: 30:40 / 31:00okay i have an idea everyonehuh natsuki and yuri look quizzically atmonicalet's all go home and write a poem ofour ownthe next time we meet we'll all sharethem with each otherthat way everyone's even ohWatch at: 31:00 / 31:20[ __ ] hmmyeah let's do itplus now that we have a new member ithink it will help us get a little morecomfortable with each otherand strengthen the bond of the clubisn't that right[ __ ]Watch at: 31:20 / 31:40monica smiles warmly at me once againhold onthere's still one problem hey what'sthatnow that we're back to the originaltopic of me joining the club i bluntlycome forth with what's been on my mindthe entire timei never said i would join this clubWatch at: 31:40 / 32:00siori mates of commerce sayori mighthave convinced me to stop bybut i never made a decision i still havethe other clubs to look at andum i lose my train of thoughtall four girls awful girls stare back atme with dejected eyesbut but i'm sorry i thoughtWatch at: 32:00 / 32:20you all i'm defenseless against thesegirlshow am i supposed to make a clear-handeddecision when it's like thisthat is if writing poems is the price ineed to pay in order to spend every daywith thesereally fit girls rightWatch at: 32:20 / 32:39okay i've decided then i'll join theliterature clubone by one the girl's eyes light upyes i'm so happy yessiori wraps her arms around me jumpingup and downhey hey hey you really did scare me forWatch at: 32:39 / 33:00a momentif we just came for the cupcakes i'd beso pissed i would be i will be muggedoffi'll be so vex mum then that makes itofficial[Music]welcome to the lecture club uhthanks i guess okay everyonei think with that we can officially endWatch at: 33:00 / 33:20today's meeting on a good noteeveryone remember tonight's assignmentwrite a poem to bring to the nextmeetingso we can all share monica looks over atme once more[ __ ] huh i look forward toseeing how you express yourselfWatch at: 33:20 / 33:39yeah can i really impress the class starmoniker with my mediocre writing skillsi already feel the anxiety welling upinside me meanwhile the girls continueto chit-chatters yuri and natsuki cleanup their foodhey mo [ __ ] uh since you're alreadyhere do you want to walk home togetherah that's right saria and i never walkWatch at: 33:39 / 34:00home together anymore because she hasalways stayed after school forever umfor clubs sure might as wellyes all rightwith that the two of us depart the clubroom and make our way homethe hallway my mind wanders back andforth between the two between thetwo the four girls sayori natsukiWatch at: 34:00 / 34:20yuri and of course moniker will i bereally happy spending every day afterschool in the literature clubperhaps i'll have the chance to growcloser to one of these girlsall right i'll just need to make themost of my circumstances i'm suregood fortune will find me and i guessWatch at: 34:20 / 34:40that started writing a poem tonightand before before we before we go to thepoem writingbefore we go to the poem writing becausesomeone did redeem iti wasn't going to interrupt the gameplayfor it so since someone did itadd time are you sitting comfortablyWatch at: 34:40 / 35:00enjoying the stream maybe do you wantmore content while being able to supportthe streamer in questionwell why don't i introduce you to twitchprime or subscribingwhichever works by subscribing to thischannel you directly support me and thecontent i'm trying to makewhether it be pretending to be scared byrandom horror game 483Watch at: 35:00 / 35:20maybe losing my mind is just anotherrage game that i found from the darkdepths of steamsubscribing allows me to put more budgetand effort into the things you love toseeweek in and week out if you subscribeyou get a fancy little icon next to yourname that you can flex to others abouthow cool you arethe longer you're subscribed the coolerWatch at: 35:20 / 35:40your icon gets and that's not alltwitch subscribers get access to a supersecret chat in my discord server whereyou can chat with fellow rich kids waitwait hang on hang on hang on are youseriousthis wasn't part of the scriptfellow patrons and suggested games forme to play and things for me to watchWatch at: 35:40 / 36:00you can also chat to me after streamsfor exclusive looks at new videos butwaitthere's more each week i also have movienights where we watch the latest andgreatest films as well as some classicsso what are you waiting for go andsubscribe or use your twitch prime toget a free subscriptionand now back to whatever it is we weredoingWatch at: 36:00 / 36:20welcome back welcome back after thatquick add time we are doing the poemgameso what we're going to do what are wegoing to do for the poem game what arewe thinkingwhat do we what what do we do for thepoem game guysprimers yes who are we going to who aregoing to pander toWatch at: 36:20 / 36:40do kitty okay all right um stuff are wegoing for the true ending while we doall the roots or the normal endingi will do normal ending and then i willpay i will play extra for the trueending off cameraall right anyway we just got anachievement sayingpoetry slam all rightkitty uh hmmWatch at: 36:40 / 37:00milk hmmall right what which one here what arewe talkingwhat we do what we thought what were wesaying here what are we doingexplode explode explode i'm seeing i'mplaying explodequestion fine i'll do a questionWatch at: 37:00 / 37:20i don't know everyone's been soindecisive explodei'll do explode all right well why didyuri like that oneum um frighteningscary oh okay okay we're getting yuriall rightum umWatch at: 37:20 / 37:40amazing papa fine i'll be papaoh of course that was natsuki of courseall rightum let's seelet's see doki do i'm gonna do doki dokithat was natsuki againall right pure anime cue music funchocolate chucky nope nope i'mWatch at: 37:40 / 38:00overriding this chuckywe're doing chucky all right dreamdream it's a music dream it's his dreamdream all right i'm going to dreami always knew yuri was a dream stan iknew i alwaysi knew it i knew itWatch at: 38:00 / 38:20um hmm[Music]i'm gonna do fear let's do this to fearfear of course syria had fear all rightum we got ten more wordswe need some we need some sophisticatedWatch at: 38:20 / 38:40words like we we need somesophistication now all right here we gophilosophy marshmallowextraordinaryextremeum kawaiiWatch at: 38:40 / 39:00all right let's go for stickyheadphones let's gothe scene this feels like a brunoperoznik videoexcitementWatch at: 39:00 / 39:20depressioncontaminationmassacreall right all right we're done we'redonewe're done all right anywayWatch at: 39:20 / 39:40hi again [ __ ]glad c didn't run away on usnah don't worry don't worry this mightbe a little strange for me but i atleast keep my wordwell i'm back at the literature club iWatch at: 39:40 / 40:00was the last to come inso everyone else is already hanging outthanks for keeping your promise[ __ ] uh i hope this isn't toooverwhelming of a commitment for youmaking you dive head first intoliterature when you're not accustomed toitcome on fam like he deserves any slackhe was gonna [ __ ] out on usWatch at: 40:00 / 40:20so i told him he didn't even want tojoin any clubs this yearlast year too as well you lazy geardon't know if you plan to come here hangout or what what are you forwhat yeah you battybut if you don't take us seriously youwon't see the end of itWatch at: 40:20 / 40:40things are gonna get a bit vexing in ityou certainly have a big mouth forsomeone who keeps their manga collectionin the club roomwhatnatsuki finds herself stuck betweenWatch at: 40:40 / 41:00saying monikaand manga listenermanga's literatureswiftly defeated natsuki plops back intoher seatdon't don't worry guys [ __ ] heralways gives it his best as long as he'shaving funWatch at: 41:00 / 41:20he helps me with busy work without meeven askinglike cooking cleaning my room[Music]how dependablesorry that's because your room is somessy it's distractingand you almost set your house on fireonceWatch at: 41:20 / 41:40is that soyou two are really good friends aren'tyoui might be a little jealousi'll come you and [ __ ] her comebecome good friends tooWatch at: 41:40 / 42:00uh umsayori hmmas usual siori seems oblivious to theweird situation she just put me intooh oh oh oh oh yurieven brought you something today youknowWatch at: 42:00 / 42:20wait sorry hey meum not not reallydon't be shy it's it's really nothingwhat is it n never mindsee ori made it sound like a big dealand it's it's really notWatch at: 42:20 / 42:40uh what do i do what do i do what do idohey i'm sorry yuri i wasn't thinkingi guess that means it's up to me torescue this situationhey don't worry about it first of alli wasn't expecting anything in the firstplace so any nice gesture from you is aWatch at: 42:40 / 43:00pleasant surpriseit'll make me happy no matter what allright real quicki'm oh it also saves i'm going to autosavejust to make sure just to make surewe're also savingguys i need to have an email to my chatwhere i can um where i cansave we need we need a thuff save emoteWatch at: 43:00 / 43:20that's what we needthat's what we need a theft cv modeanyway also you're not allowed to skiplook you cannot skipskipping is not allowed anywayit will make me happy no matter whatWatch at: 43:20 / 43:40is that so yeahi won't make it a big deal if you don'twant it to beall right well hereyuri reaches into her bag and pulls outabook i i didn't want tofeel left out so i picked out a book iWatch at: 43:40 / 44:00thought you might enjoyit's a short read so it should keep yourattention even if you don'tusually read and we could you knowjust discuss it if you wantedthis this is spartaoh how is this girl accidentally beingWatch at: 44:00 / 44:20socute she even picked us a book shethinks i'll like despite me not readingmuchyuri thank you i'll definitely read thiswe've got the book of shadowswe we got the book of shadows is what wegoti enthusiastically take the bookWatch at: 44:20 / 44:40well you can read us out here in peace ilook forward to hearing what you thinknow that everyone settled in i expectedmonica to kick off some scheduledactivities for the clubbut that doesn't seem to be the casesiori and monica are having a cheeryconversation in the corneryuri's face is already buried in a bookWatch at: 44:40 / 45:00i can't help but notice her intenseexpressionlike she was waiting for this chancemeanwhile natsuki's rummaging around inthe closetyes we are i i hear natsuki utter anWatch at: 45:00 / 45:20exasperated sigh from within the closetshe seems to be annoyed by something iapproach her in case she needsa hand oh let's see all rightall right here we go umare you are you looking for something inthere[ __ ] monika man she never puts myWatch at: 45:20 / 45:40stuff in the right spotwhat's the point you keep yourcollection organized if someone's justgonna [ __ ] it all upnatsuki slides a bunch of stacked booksand boxes all over the shelfmanga you remind me wrong you meanWatch at: 45:40 / 46:00oh god why is my english so bad today uhyou read manga right ahsometimes manga is one of those thingswhere you can't admit you're really intoit until you figure out where the otherperson stands how did you knowanyway do you bring it up at some pointWatch at: 46:00 / 46:20besides kind of written on your facewhat's that supposed to mean isee there's a lone volume of mangaadmits to stack of various books on theside of one of the shelvescurious i pull it out of the stackoh there it is say thank youWatch at: 46:20 / 46:40natsuki snatches it out of my hand shethen turns to a box of manga and slipsthe volume right into the middle of therestah much better seeing a box set with himwith one buck missingis probably the most vexing thing sitein the world in iti know that feel i get a closer look atthe box that she's admiringWatch at: 46:40 / 47:00parfait girls it's a series i've neverheard of in my lifethat probably means it's either way outof my demographic or it's simply [ __ ][Music]listen listen listen you're gonna judgeyou can go do it in the glass and thedoor through you knowshe points to the classroom door hey heyhey heyWatch at: 47:00 / 47:20i wasn't judging anything i didn't evensay anythinglisten it was it was turn on your voicetone of your voicebut i'll tell you one thing[ __ ] huh because there's alesson straight from the literature clubdon't judge a book by its cover in factnatsuki pulls up the first volume ofparfait girls from the boxWatch at: 47:20 / 47:40i'm gonna show you why shoves the bookright into my handsah i stare at the cover it features fourgirls in colorful attire strikinganimatedfeminine poses it's exceedingly umboy don't you stand thereWatch at: 47:40 / 48:00[Music]natsuki grabs my arm and pulls me out ofthe closetshe then takes a seat against the wallbeneath the windowsillsshe passed the ground next to hersignaling me to sit therewouldn't wouldn't wouldn't chairWatch at: 48:00 / 48:20wouldn't chairs bemore comfortable wouldn't she wouldn'twouldn't chairs be more comfortablei take my seat listen you want the fulleffectin it chairs wouldn't worklisten to me listen to my voice look atmy lips chairs wouldn't workman we can't read at the same time likeWatch at: 48:20 / 48:40thathey why is that i i guess it's it'seasier to be close together like this[Music]yo yo yo yo hold up pause pause pausedon't say that don't say that don't saythat please please don't don'tyou made me feel you make me feel weirdWatch at: 48:40 / 49:00why are you trying to act fruity fromyou'll make me feel weird about itstop acting you're moving madnot to keep crosses her arms andscooches an inch away from meah sorry i didn't expect to be sittingthis close to her eithernot that i can say it's a particularlybad thing i open the bookWatch at: 49:00 / 49:20it's only a few seconds before natsukionce again inches closerreclaiming the additional space well shehopes i won't noticewhy did i okay seriously why are youacting fruity why did i why did itwhy is man why are we moving madi can feel her peering over my shouldermuch more eager to begin reading than iam wow whoa how long has it been since iWatch at: 49:20 / 49:40read the beginningoh my god oh oh my god how long has itbeen since i read the beginninghmm you don't go back and flip throughto all the volumes every now and thennah not really maybe sometimes after ialready finished the series in ithey wake up wake upWatch at: 49:40 / 50:00what am i see bb's program at 6's my name boris johnson are youpaying attentionwake up fam quick[Music]uh i am but nothing really happened yetWatch at: 50:00 / 50:20so i could talk at the same timeit looks about a bunch of friends inhigh school typical slice of life affairi kind of grew out of these since it'srare for the writing to be entertainingenough to make up for the lack of plotso what should i expect from this isthere going to beplot are you done obviously there'sWatch at: 50:20 / 50:40going to be plotyou think i'd enjoy something thatdidn't have a plot are you doneliving what is is my name jinxi mean i i guess i know whatokay okay i guess i guess i know whatyou're saying but likea lot of the beginning is about simplethings but likethere's a really funny there's a reallyWatch at: 50:40 / 51:00funny chapter trust me it's jokes it'sjokesthat's not the guy at the ice cream shopright but that just helps you get toknowthe characters and besides it's stillentertaining don't worry don't worrylater later on later on there's allkinds of dramalike when they get all to their backstories from the and when all theromance starts to happenit's really what makes it so good trustWatch at: 51:00 / 51:20me trust trust there's so many liketouching partslike seriously seriously[Music]oh is that is that is that so it soundslike you really know what you're talkingaboutmaybe i underestimated you[Music]hey wait whoa whoa whoa wait wait waitwait hold pause pause pause pause pauseWatch at: 51:20 / 51:40what's that supposed to mean whatnatsuki gives me a little shove i i justmeant i haven't seen you at your fullpowpower good save good savegood save david de gea good saveah this chapter seems like it's aboutbaking it's just a guess but is there aWatch at: 51:40 / 52:00lot ofbaking in this mangawow wellnot to keep pauses for a moment as ifshe doesn't want to admit somethingyeah yeah why is that man why is manit doesn't i was just curious since youyou enjoy baking too rightthat's a that's just a coincidenceWatch at: 52:00 / 52:20that is just a coincidence man i justhappen not i just happen to get intobaking around the same time i've gotthis mangawhy are you trying to deep it so muchit's not that deep i got into bacon atthe same timethat can't ever get into anythingbecause it's a manga you know how muchWatch at: 52:20 / 52:40of ashot shot happened i feel bad i feel badfor anyone that impressionabledumbass huhdefinitely not a coincidence i guessthat explains natsuki's interest inbakingstill all of the hobbies to pick up froma mangathat's definitely one of the better onesWatch at: 52:40 / 53:00not to mention she's really good at itso who am i to judge[Music]hmm we read on for a few more minutesi finished a couple of chapters at thispoint hmmare you sure this isn't boring for youno no no it's not it's nice it's notkeep going keep going keep going why areyou looking at what are you looking atWatch at: 53:00 / 53:20me forkeep reading eyes on the book[Music]even though you're just watching me readwell i'mi'm i'm okay with that welli mean well if you say so i guess it'sfun sharing something you like withsomeone elsei always get excited when i convince anyof my friends to pick up a series iWatch at: 53:20 / 53:40enjoyyou know what i mean no i'm saying huh[Music]you don't uhah [ __ ] that's notwhy would i i wouldn't know i wouldn'tknowwhat do you mean don't you share yourWatch at: 53:40 / 54:00manga with your friendscould you not wrap it in i just i justlisten one more weakness and you'rerunning withit you're running with it like it's likekeemstar when he finds a new storywhat's wrong with you themgeez [ __ ]oh uh yeah sorry hmmWatch at: 54:00 / 54:20like i like i could never get my friendsto my friend my friends my friends willcall me a [ __ ] or if iif i tried to read this they think theythink mangoes for kidsanything longer some kids think aboutproper nunshaving bring up without them being alllike hey you still you still haven'tgone out of that yetwhat are you what uh why are you a babyWatch at: 54:20 / 54:40yo see bb's finishes at 6pm famwhat are you what about what are youfeeling aboutbro the new the new the new viewing ofin the night gardens on you haven't goneahead your little babymakes me want to suck him in the facemanoh oh bang i'll bang him up themWatch at: 54:40 / 55:00oh i i know this kind of peoplehonestly it takes a lot of effort tofind friends who don't judge much lessmuch less friends who are into it i'malready kind of a tosserso i can i guessi guess i gravitated towards the otherlosers over timeWatch at: 55:00 / 55:20but it's probably harder for someonelike you[Music]yeah yeah i guess yeah that's right it'srightwait which part which part was whichparts was righti mean i feel like a carving key i can'teven keep it in my own roomi don't know what my dad would do if i'mbroke my dad my dadWatch at: 55:20 / 55:40[Music]oh [ __ ] at least listen at least atleast it's safe in the club roomyo yo at least it's safe just don'tdon'ttell my dad yeah he'll bang me out ifyou find outthat monica monica's a bit of a prickabout it it's about [ __ ]Watch at: 55:40 / 56:00can't wait i can't win i can't winwell it paid off in the end didn't it imean here i amreading it well i mean you'll read itrightyou're reading it but it's not like itsolves any of the problems rightbecause i still have to take this homeWatch at: 56:00 / 56:20maybe but but listen at least you'reenjoying yourself rightso got youlisten that's enough that's enough stopyou're gonna keep reading or what yeahWatch at: 56:20 / 56:40yeahyeah i'll keep reading i flipped thepagesuddenly natsuki starts laughingoh god oh god sorry sorry yo yo i forgotiforgot that happens bro natsuki puts herWatch at: 56:40 / 57:00fingers in one or on one of the panelslisten minnow is my favorite charactershe makes me crease yoyou always feel a bit bad for her sinceshe's so unlucky sheshe's like she's so unlucky it getsreally bad whenall right i shouldn't be talking aboutWatch at: 57:00 / 57:20that yet no i ain't going to talk aboutthat yeah i ain't talking iain't talking just finish the chapter[Music]uh i have to go to sleep sadly i had funbeing in the stream bye good night i'llwatch it tomorrow i'll see you later seeyou laternatsuki's voice sparkles with excitementit's a stark contrast to her usualbossy tone but if she's not used tosharing her favorite manga with herWatch at: 57:20 / 57:40friends i can understandwhy it's hard to express in words thefeelings you get when connecting withsomeone like thatand being able to provide that tonatsuki for whom it's a rare experiencethe thoughts makes me smile little tomyselfokay everyone heyare you all ready with today's poemsWatch at: 57:40 / 58:00hmm ah come oncould your timing yo i was literallymid reading you have such bad timingwhat's wrong with you uh uh sorry i justneed to make sure we have enough timethough you do look pretty cozy overtherewhat what what whatWatch at: 58:00 / 58:20[Music]natsuki notices in the house close she'sgotten to meshe actually slides herself a good 12inches away from meall right all right guess i'll just stophere for nowi closed the book and handed towardsnatsukiwhat you just you just you're justgiving it back then you want to knowWatch at: 58:20 / 58:40what happensi mean i mean yeah but monica just saiddope don't be duffed what are you areyou donejust take it home heyare you sure are you sure is that isthat really all righti say that mostly because i reallydidn't plan on using my spare time toWatch at: 58:40 / 59:00read thiswell yeah it would take forever tofinish if you didn't take it homewhat's the point of a library are youwere you born yesterdaydo you need do you need me to get you apacifiertake it home just listen finish that onebefore tomorrow so we can start the nextWatch at: 59:00 / 59:20one all rightand if it gets better i'll kill you ifyou get if it gets[ __ ] because that will [ __ ] killyou don't ever touch my [ __ ] again[Music]by tomorrow i only got part way throughthe volume so farWatch at: 59:20 / 59:40am i[Music][Laughter]i might fall behind on some shows if iif i tryand get through this but i supposethat's a necessary sacrifice in exchangefor seeing natsuki'senthusiastic face or am i mostor am i more scared of what what willWatch at: 59:40 / 01:00:00happen if i don't finish itall right then i'll stand up i returnedto where i put my stuff and carefullyslipped the book into my baguh by the way did you remember to writea poem last nightuh yeah my relaxation endsi can't believe oh [ __ ] i can't believeWatch at: 01:00:00 / 01:00:20i agreed to do something so embarrassingi couldn't really find much inspirationsince i never really done this beforewell now that everyone's ready why don'tyou find someone to share withi can't waitsiri and monica enthusiastically pullout their poems oh yeah whipout yeah the whip out your poems sioriWatch at: 01:00:20 / 01:00:40is on a wrinkled sheet of loose leaftorn from a spiral notebookon the other hand monica wrote hers in acomposition notebooki can already see monica's pristinehandwriting from where i sitnatsuki and yuri reluctantly comply aswell reaching into their bagsi do the same myself all right poem timeWatch at: 01:00:40 / 01:01:00it's pawn timeall right all rightwho are we doing who are we going to gofor first siori natsuki or monicawho first who who whowho did it first run a poll all rightpaul all right modsWatch at: 01:01:00 / 01:01:20mud check mutton month check i need apolli need a i need a poll done mud checkfor a pollrunner paul who are we doing it for whoare we whoare we romancing first[Music]who are we romancing first wait i thinkWatch at: 01:01:20 / 01:01:40i think i'll be able to do it let me letme try i'm gonna try to do it uhlet's do um who who firsti'm gonna do sayori monika yuriand um natsuki all rightthe duration of this is one minute oneminutewho first who firstWatch at: 01:01:40 / 01:02:00give me give me give me uhyou got one minute to vote in themeantime thoughum obligatory discord plug join thediscord if you have not alreadyand also this entire vod will beavailable onthat vods probably tomorrow i'm probablygoing to try and get thisWatch at: 01:02:00 / 01:02:20as fast as i can tomorrow which is whichmeans this streammight be very long all right i'm justwaiting for thethe thing to end i'm gonna wait for i'mgonna wait for it to endall right it's either right now i seemonaco natsukimonaco natsukiWatch at: 01:02:20 / 01:02:40up by four it's up it's up by four we'llnotget this one i i think that'si think that's kim i've got this one yoyo i think yeah no i think that'snatsuki's got it all rightnatsuki one we are going to be romancingWatch at: 01:02:40 / 01:03:00natsuki[Music]first natsuki all right let's do it letlet's do it all right let me just makesure this is thereum and i told okay ii told natsuki i was interested in herpoems yesterdayit's probably only fair if i shared mineWatch at: 01:03:00 / 01:03:20with her firstall right here we go there we go[Music]okay okay now let's start with thethings that are [ __ ] rightfirst of all[Music]natsuki re-reads my poem ah [ __ ] nevermind never mind i don't feel like givingWatch at: 01:03:20 / 01:03:40you my opinioni i don't i don't even care i don't carei'm not giving you my opinion i don'twant to give my opinioneh then then then what's uh then thenwhat's the point of sharing in the firstplacei wrote this when i could have beendoing other thingsWatch at: 01:03:40 / 01:04:00in fact remember how i said i wanted toread your poemsthat's what i had in mind when writingthis i want to help you feel comfortableenough to share yourslike monica said ohfor god see listen wellWatch at: 01:04:00 / 01:04:19i'll be more comfortable sharing mypoems if yours if yours is really [ __ ]you're supposed to show me something[ __ ] and make me go ah yeah but likethis this is badbut let me show you what real literaturelooks likeone job and you [ __ ] up you went andruined it likelook at look at my lips you're ruiningit ruinWatch at: 01:04:19 / 01:04:40oh man i hope you're happyoh [ __ ] so in other words you're sayingyouliked it whatnatsuki's retort gets caught in herthroatyou're you're soyou don't understand anything do youyou're dumb you're dumb you're dumbWatch at: 01:04:40 / 01:05:00i already told you that you'd have to goannouncing it to the world like you'reall self-importantlike why are you are you michael gambonplaying as dumbledore from harry pottergoblet of firepretty sure you you never actually saidthat i say that mostly to myselfWatch at: 01:05:00 / 01:05:19natsuki must really hate me or somethingcan't figure out if it's a win or a lossthat she liked my poemin any case you still need to show meyours right[Music][ __ ] fine fine fine fine i guessonly because monica will make me if idon't all right here we goWatch at: 01:05:19 / 01:05:40all right here we goeagles can flymonkeys can climbcrickets can leaphorses can raceowls can sinkWatch at: 01:05:40 / 01:06:00cheaters can runeagles can flypeople can try but that'sabout it[Applause][Music]yeah yeah[Music]Watch at: 01:06:00 / 01:06:19listen i told you i told you that ithought you're gonna think it was [ __ ][Music]i like it what listendon't lie why are you lying why are youlying why line fouri am why are you so convinced that iwouldn't like itlisten well cause cause uhWatch at: 01:06:19 / 01:06:40everyone everyone in high schooleveryone in like like secondary schoolthinks that writing has to be all likesophisticated sophisticated and stuffi don't know that word so people don'ttake my writing seriouslybut isn't the point of poems for peopleto express themselvesyour writing style wouldn't make yourmessage any less validWatch at: 01:06:40 / 01:07:00yes yes that's all saying that's whythat's all i'm sayingi like when it's easy to read but hitsyou hard have you ever been like cloudedin the face bya size 5 football like in this poemseeing everyone around you do greatthings it really really beat the silenceWatch at: 01:07:00 / 01:07:19so i decided to write about it yeahi understand but listen the other nicething about simple writing is that itputs more weight in the wordplaylike i settled for a rhyme at the endbut then made it fall flat on purposeyeahit helps bring out the feeling in thelast line you knowso you did i guess more went into re iWatch at: 01:07:19 / 01:07:40guess more went into it than i realizedthat's what i mean that's what it meansto be a professional drill artist whyare you onwhat are you on don't know glad youlearned somethingdidn't expect that from the youngest onehere did you did youexplain you expect like some baby rhymesWatch at: 01:07:40 / 01:08:00nah i'm out here like kendrick i'mstomzyyeah yeahyeah guess guess guess not i decided tohumor her with that last commenti don't really care how old everyone isbut if natsuki's feeling proud then iwon't take that away from herWatch at: 01:08:00 / 01:08:20all right who next who next siori yurior monicai'm gonna i think we should do it inorder what was the order what was monicamonica next it was monica next and thenit was there i'm doing it in orderso i think monaco is next all rightwe're doing monicaright hi [ __ ] uhWatch at: 01:08:20 / 01:08:40having a good time so far ahyeah good glad to hear it by the waysince you're new and everythingif you have any suggestions for the clublike new activities or things we can dobetteri'm always listening don't be afraid tobring things up okayall right all right i'll i'll keep thatWatch at: 01:08:40 / 01:09:00in mindof course i'll be afraid to bring thingsup i'm much better off just going withthe flow until i'm more settled in[Music]anyway want to say your point with meall right it's kind it's kind it's kindof embarrassing but i guess i i guess ihave to[Music]Watch at: 01:09:00 / 01:09:20don't worry [ __ ] huh we're alla little embarrassed today you knowbut it's all that it's nice so barrierthat we'll all learn to get past soonyeah i guess that i guess that's true ii hand monica my poemWatch at: 01:09:20 / 01:09:40i like it [ __ ] huh what reallyit's a lot cuter than i expectedoh jeez no no no no no no no noit kind of makes me think of somethingnatsuki would writeand she's a good writer too so listenWatch at: 01:09:40 / 01:10:00say take that's a complimenthuh if you say soyep there are lots of poems and storiesout there that are no more than a fewsimple wordsthey can be funny endearing or even sadand sometimes they're only a few lineslong they might even feel like they'reWatch at: 01:10:00 / 01:10:20written for kids but if you think aboutthemthey can express views of the world thatwould apply to anybodyi see so you're saying that natsuki iskind of like thatsort of maybe she's not an expert butyou probably wouldn't findmuch filler in her poems it might beWatch at: 01:10:20 / 01:10:40easy to write but they're superchallenging to get the meaning throughso i can see why it would be your kindof poem to explorei'm sure i'll end up trying differentthings a lot it could take a whilebefore i feel comfortable doing thisthat's okay that's okay i'd love to seeyou try new things that's the best wayto find this kind of style that suitsyouWatch at: 01:10:40 / 01:11:00everyone else might be a little bitbiased towards that kind of styles buti'll always help you find what suits youthe mostso don't force yourself to write the wayeveryone else wants is right it's notlike you have to worry about impressingthem or anythingWatch at: 01:11:00 / 01:11:20anyway do you want to read my poem nowdon't worry i'm not very goodyou sound pretty confident for someonewho claims to be not very goodwell that's because i have to soundconfidentthat doesn't mean i always feel that wayyou knowi see well let's read it thenWatch at: 01:11:20 / 01:11:40all right the bars the bars let's getthe bars ready[Music]hold him well listenit's a holy wall it couldn't have beenmesee the direction the spark this pack ofprotrudesa noisy neighbor an angry boyfriendWatch at: 01:11:40 / 01:12:00i'll never know i wasn't homei appear inside for a clue noi can't see i real blindlike a film left out in the sun but it'stoo latemoreton is already scorched with theWatch at: 01:12:00 / 01:12:20permanent copy of the meaningless imageit's just a little hole wasn't toobrightit wasn't too deep stretching foreverinto everythinga whole of infinite choicesi realize now that i wasn't looking inWatch at: 01:12:20 / 01:12:40i was looking out and hereon the other side was looking in[Music]yeah yeah yeah that's rightso what do you thinkWatch at: 01:12:40 / 01:13:00hmm it's it's very it's very it's veryfreeform if that's whatwhat you call it sorry i'm not reallythe right person to ask for feedback[Music]it's okayyeah that that kind of style has gottenWatch at: 01:13:00 / 01:13:20pretty popular nowadaysthat is a lot of poems have been puttingemphasis on the timing between words andlineswhen performed out loud it can be reallypowerfulwhat was the inspiration behind this onewell i'm not sure if i know how to putWatch at: 01:13:20 / 01:13:40iti guess you could say that i had somekind of[Music]epiphany recentlyit's been influencing my poems a bit anepiphanyyeah something like thati'm kind of nervous i'm kind of nervousWatch at: 01:13:40 / 01:14:00to talk about deep stuff like thatbecause it's kind of coming downstronglymaybe after everyone's bet aftereveryone's better friends with eachotheranyhoo here's monica's writing tip ofthe daysometimes when you're writing a poem ora storyyour brain gets too fixated on aspecific point if you try so hard toWatch at: 01:14:00 / 01:14:20make it perfectthen you'll never make any progress justforce yourself to get something down onthe paperand tidy it up later another way tothink about it is thisif you keep your pen in the same spotfor too long you'll just get a big darkpuddle of ink so just move your handand go with the flow that's my adviceWatch at: 01:14:20 / 01:14:40for todaythanks for listeningall right who are we romancing next whoare weromancing next who are we romanceis a yuri next it's yuri[Music]all right all right was it what was itWatch at: 01:14:40 / 01:15:00yuri did yuri comethird or was it sayori that came dead ohsayori paul said yurium let me go check i'm gonna checkproof and i need i need proof what's theresultit will sayori next it will say alreadyall right saving the best till lastsay already next all right umWatch at: 01:15:00 / 01:15:20hmm this is a good pomo [ __ ] uh are you sure it's yourfirst timeuh oh of of course it's it's not thatgoodam i the kind of guy who would bewriting poems in his spare timeguess you're right but that's whyimpressed meWatch at: 01:15:20 / 01:15:40well to be honest i was afraid that youwouldn't do it seriouslyor that you wouldn't write one at alli'm really happy that you wrote oneit just reminds me of how you're reallypart of the club nownot to mention the fact that i'mstanding in front of you in the clubroomall right all right well uh of coursei'm not really into it yet but itdoesn't mean i'll break my promiseWatch at: 01:15:40 / 01:16:00see see it's like i said before[ __ ]deep down you're not selfish at all youknow trying to do things like this forother peoplethat's something that only really goodpeople douh thanks thanks sayori i'm i'm not sureif siori sees the full picture of mymotive hereWatch at: 01:16:00 / 01:16:20then again i can't deny that she's partof the reason i joinedknowing how much this means to her andall yeahand i'm gonna make sure you have lots offun here okay don't be my way ofthanking youall right i'm gonna i'm going to holdyou to that then[Applause]Watch at: 01:16:20 / 01:16:40you read my poem too right don't worryi'm really bad at thisall right we'll see about that all rightwe're gonna have to do we're gonna haveto do this the right way this onedoesn'tthere's only one way we can do this allright i strongly suggestyou put the volume down that's what i'mWatch at: 01:16:40 / 01:17:00going to say you have five seconds toput your volume downfive seconds from now[Music]Watch at: 01:17:00 / 01:17:20doWatch at: 01:17:20 / 01:17:40[Music]i want breakfast[Music]all right sorrythis is this is just a this is just aguessbut did you did you wait until thismorning to write thisWatch at: 01:17:40 / 01:18:00no just just a little bityou can't just answer just a little bitto a yes no questioni i forgot to do it last nightwhat's your voice well at least thatmakes me feel a little bitbetter about myself don't be meanWatch at: 01:18:00 / 01:18:20i still try my best uh uh yeahi didn't mean to say it was a bad poemit came out nice sohow should i put it it soundsjust like you reallyyeah especially that last linei've been active tools even though youWatch at: 01:18:20 / 01:18:40were you werelate to school it's better to getbreakfast i get all crankyand when i get cranky something changeswell i guess there's nopoint in arguing anyway thanks forsharing methis was so much fun monica's the bestWatch at: 01:18:40 / 01:19:00brazil va here you'd best impress me ori won't care because you seem radhi hi hi hi i like your voice actingit's really goodhello hello okay sorry i just had todayi'll die to fanboy for a bit anywayah yeah but next timeWatch at: 01:19:00 / 01:19:20i won't forget that i'm gonna write thebest pool everwell i i guess i look forward to it[Music]who should i share my poem to next okaywe're going to romance yuri nowit's time to romance yuri last oneWatch at: 01:19:20 / 01:19:40yuri stares at the poem i need a drink[Music]oh god a minute passesmore than enough time for her to finishreadingum ohsorry i i forgot to start speakingWatch at: 01:19:40 / 01:20:00um it's it's fine don'tforce yourself i i'm not fori'm not gonna force myself i i just needto put my thoughts into wordshold on okaythis is your first time writing a poemWatch at: 01:20:00 / 01:20:20rightuh yeah why do you aski'm i'm just making sure i guess that itmight be after reading through itah so so it's so it's that bad [ __ ]no no no didi just raise my voice i'm i'm so sorryWatch at: 01:20:20 / 01:20:40yuri buries her face in her hands icouldn't help but notice that it's beenseveral minutes and we really haven'tgotten anywhereit might take yuri a while to get usedto new peopleit's it's it's fine i i really didn'tnoticewhat were you saying right uh umWatch at: 01:20:40 / 01:21:00it's just that there's specific writinghabits that are usually typical ofnew writers and having been through thatmyselfi kind of learned to pick up on them ithink the most noticeable thing irecognize in new writersis that they try to make their stylevery deliberatein other words they tend to pick awriting style separate from the topicWatch at: 01:21:00 / 01:21:20matterand they form fit the two together theend result is that both the styleand the expressiveness are are weakenedonce yuri finds a train of thought it'sas if a demeanor totally changesher stammering is completely gone andshe sounds like an expertof course that's not something you canbe blamed forWatch at: 01:21:20 / 01:21:40there are so many different skills andtechniques that go into writing even asimple poemnot just finding them and building thembut getting them to work together isprobably the most challenging partit might take you some time but it allcomes at practice and learning byexampleand trying new things i also hope thatWatch at: 01:21:40 / 01:22:00everyone else in the club gives youvaluable feedbacknaziki can be a bit biased thoughbut biased how and you're also saying alot of words just to say that my poem is[ __ ]um well never mindi shouldn't be talking about people likethatWatch at: 01:22:00 / 01:22:20sorry it's it's it's finei'm not sure if yuri's apologizing toherself or to me or tonatsukido you mind if i read your poem now ohyes plea please do please doi'd love to share my thought processbehind ityuri smiles dreamily as if that's a rareWatch at: 01:22:20 / 01:22:40opportunity for herwhich itself is kind of funny it's kindof banterous if you think about itafter all isn't this supposed to be aliterature clubway anyway umghost under the light the tendrils of myhair illuminates beneath the amber glowWatch at: 01:22:40 / 01:23:00basic it must be this onethe last remaining streetlights havewithstood the test of timethe last yet to be replaced by thesickeningblue-green hue of the future i bathecalm breathing air of the present butliving in the pastthe light flickers i flicker backWatch at: 01:23:00 / 01:23:20uh i'm i'm so sorry i have such terriblehandwritingwhat i i wasn'ti wasn't thinking that that allWatch at: 01:23:20 / 01:23:40but but it took it took you a long timeto readuh well i just don't readscript very often i actually think yourhandwriting is pretty yeah we're notusing a default font anymore we're usingone that we actually paid forhuh that's a reliefWatch at: 01:23:40 / 01:24:00also i like the poemeven though it's short it was reallydescriptiveit it wasn't too short i usually writelonger poemsnot at all i'm really glad you like iti'll be honest since it's our first timeWatch at: 01:24:00 / 01:24:20sharingi wanted to write something a littlemore mildsomething easy to digest i supposeyou're going into ghost yuriactually the story isn't about a ghostat allif that's what your name is reallyWatch at: 01:24:20 / 01:24:40i must have totally missed a point welli supposeyou did only glance over it after allbut rememberthat poets often express their ownthoughts feelings and experiencesin their work they usually do more thantell a simple story or paint a picturein this case perhaps the subject of thepoem is only being symbolically comparedWatch at: 01:24:40 / 01:25:00to a ghostlingering in her last remaining place ofplace what'swhat's a p-lace place of comfort unableto let go of the pastand soon to be left with nothingthat's a lot more solemn putting it thatway i haven't even thought of it likethat that's impressiveWatch at: 01:25:00 / 01:25:20oh it's oh it's nothing really well itmakes me happy that you think thatjust remember that it won't be longbefore you pick up on these things tooyeah maybe you're right i guess i'llhave to keep tryingi'm counting on you all right wellthat's itWatch at: 01:25:20 / 01:25:40wow i guess that's everyonei glance around the room that was alittle more stressful than i anticipatedit's as if everyone is judging me for mymediocre writing abilitieseven if they're just being nice there'sno way my poems can stand up to theirsthis is a literature club after all highsighWatch at: 01:25:40 / 01:26:00i guess that's what i ended up gettingmyself intoacross the room sayori and monica arehappily chattingmy eyes land on yuri and natsuki theyWatch at: 01:26:00 / 01:26:20gingerly exchange sheets of papersharing their respective poemsas they read in tandem i watch each oftheir expressions changenatsuki's eyebrows furrow in frustrationmeanwhile yuri smiles sadlywhat the [ __ ] is this hieroglyphics likewhat the [ __ ] am i reading what is thislanguageWatch at: 01:26:20 / 01:26:40why is it hieroglyphics i don'tunderstand thishey did you saysomething oh oh no no it's nothinghey hey chad we are many things but weare not racist in the chat okaywe are not we're not we're not racist inthe chat we are menWatch at: 01:26:40 / 01:27:00we may be many things racist is not oneof them don'tdon't all rightguess you can say it's fancyah thanks yoursis cute cutedid you like completely miss theWatch at: 01:27:00 / 01:27:20symbolism or somethingit's clearly about the feeling of givingup from how could that be cutelisten i i i know that i just i justmeantthat the language i guess i was justtrying tosay something nice huhyou mean you have to are you you meanWatch at: 01:27:20 / 01:27:40you have to try that hard to come withsomething nice to saythanks but like it really didn't comeout nice at allum well i do have a couple ofsuggestionshuh as if if i was looking forsuggestionsi'd have asked someone who actuallyliked itWatch at: 01:27:40 / 01:28:00which people did by the way they likedit sayori liked ita i did it too so based on thati'll gladly give you some suggestions onmy own right first of allexcuse me i appreciate the offer buti've spent a long time establishing mywriting stylei don't expect it to change anytime soonunless of course i come across somethingWatch at: 01:28:00 / 01:28:20particularly inspiring which i haven'tyet no and [ __ ] i liked my poemtoo you knowhe even told me he was impressed by itnatsuki suddenly stands up ohi didn't realize you're so invested intrying to impress our new memberyou're trying to bang you you trying toWatch at: 01:28:20 / 01:28:40bang[Music]what that's not what i uhyou you're just you're justyuri stands up as well maybe you're justjealous that [ __ ] appreciates myadvice more than he appreciated yoursfight fight fight fight fight guys canWatch at: 01:28:40 / 01:29:00we get some fights in the chatbeef beef beef beef beef breathe yothere's some beefhuh how do you know he did appreciate myadvice more famare you that fooling yourself are youdumb are you trying to get rude to manwhat do you just shove it out shank upwith this pencil bruh just sit back downbang you outi i know if i was full of myselfWatch at: 01:29:00 / 01:29:20i would deliberately guard my way tomake everything i dooverly cutesy what whatuh um is everyone okaywell you you know what you know what famlisten i wasn't the one whose tents grewWatch at: 01:29:20 / 01:29:40a size bigger as soon as my [ __ ]start showing up what are you on aboutthat's okay uh natsuki that's a littlethis this doesn't involve melisten i don't like fighting guys idon't i don't like it i don't like itone bityou guys probably stop suddenlyWatch at: 01:29:40 / 01:30:00both girls turn towards me as if theyjust noticed i was standing therei'm actually standing i'm actuallystanding up now i have to move mymicrophone set up i think i'm gonna do astanding setup[Music]my [ __ ] her she's she's just tryingto make me look badWatch at: 01:30:00 / 01:30:20listen that's not true she started itlike shestarted it did you not see it she wantedme to come in firstif she could get over herself and lether appreciate the simple writing ismore effectiveit's what happened in the first placewhat's the point of making all yourpoems all convoluted [ __ ] for no reasonWatch at: 01:30:20 / 01:30:40there's a reason we have so many deepand expressive words in our languageit's the only way to convey complexfeelings of meaning the most effectivelyavoiding them is not only unnecessarylimiting yourself it's also a wasteyou understand that right more [ __ ]huhWatch at: 01:30:40 / 01:31:00well how did i get dragged into this inthe first placeit's not like i know anything aboutwriting but the remember i agree withthey'll probably think more highly of meso of course it's going to be uh uh uhwhich one which one what am i doing whatWatch at: 01:31:00 / 01:31:20am i doing you know i'm going to put itto the chat i'm gonna put it to the chatoh whoa poopow it's obviously we need a poll allright new poll new pollum um i'll do i'll do it mods i'll do itdon't worrywho i'm just gonna do nuts natsuki yuriuh sayori who did one minute one minuteWatch at: 01:31:20 / 01:31:40or less than one minute if there's aclear winner then i'll do it from therewho and what everyone's saying oheveryone just said sayorieveryone said sayori okay fine i'll dosorry then oh 72 of you said say okayfine i'll do sayorihelp helpnot that's okay not to keep glass at meWatch at: 01:31:40 / 01:32:00drying up any words i had in my mouth soinstead i turned to yuriyuri but yuri's expression is sodefenseless that i can't bring myself tosay anything to hersay hi it's like it's like you have tosum and say already likesay hiWatch at: 01:32:00 / 01:32:20yeah yeah everylisten everyone's fighting is makingsayori uncomfortablehow can the two of you keep fightingwhen you know you're making your friendfeel like this[ __ ] whatlisten that's her problem isn't aboutWatch at: 01:32:20 / 01:32:40heri i agree it's unfair for others tointerject their own feelings into ourconflictyet listen unless cereal wants to tellyou what suck a [ __ ] she's being fromshe she would she would never did younever it's your immaturity that made herupset in the first placeWatch at: 01:32:40 / 01:33:00excuse me are you listening to yourselfit's exactly what listen exactly why noone likesstop stop stopoh my godnatsuki yuri [ __ ]Watch at: 01:33:00 / 01:33:20you guys are my friends i just wanteveryone to get along and be happymy friends are wonderful people i lovethem because of their differencesnazikis poems they're amazing becausethey give you so many feelingswith just a few words and euros poemsare amazing because they paint beautifulWatch at: 01:33:20 / 01:33:40picturesin your head wait this is new musicthis is new music listen everyone's sotalentedso why are we fightinglisten becausewell alsoWatch at: 01:33:40 / 01:34:00natsuki is cured and there's nothingwrong with that and your intentsare the same as it always whatbig beautiful big and beautiful boomersayori siori stands triumphantlyWatch at: 01:34:00 / 01:34:20monica stands behind her with abewildered expressioni'll i'll make her some teayuri sprints off natsuki sits down witha blank expression on her face staringat nothingyeah so this is why i say where's vicepresident ehoh it's right i whispered to monicaWatch at: 01:34:20 / 01:34:40she's not in returnto be honest i might come up as a goodleader and i could organize thingsbut i'm not very good with people icouldn't even bring myself to interjectas president it's kind of embarrassingof meWatch at: 01:34:40 / 01:35:00nah whoa whoa what the [ __ ] whoa i justvaccinatednah it's not like i can blame you iwasn't able to say anything eitherwell i guess that just me sarah'samazing in her own ways isn't sheyou could say that she might be anWatch at: 01:35:00 / 01:35:20airheadbut sometimes it's weirdly suspiciousthat she knows exactly what she's doingi see take good care of her okayi would hate to see her get herself hurtthat makes two of us foreshadowingWatch at: 01:35:20 / 01:35:40you can count on me monica smilessweetly at me causing my stomach to notsuch a genuine person really does make agood president regardless of what shesaysif only i could get the chance to talkto her a little moreokay everyone it's just about time forus to leavehow did you feel about sharing yourWatch at: 01:35:40 / 01:36:00poemsit was a lot of fun well i'd say it wasworth itit was all right it was all right wellwell mostly it was mostly all right[ __ ] how about you[Music]Watch at: 01:36:00 / 01:36:20yeah i'd say the same it was a neatthing to just talk about with everyoneawesome in that casewe'll do the same thing tomorrowand maybe you learn something from yourfriends too so your poems will turn outeven betterWatch at: 01:36:20 / 01:36:40i think to myself what a wonderfulokay i'm gonna stop doing that i didlearn a little more about the kinds ofpoems everyone likeswith any luck that means i can do atleast do a better jobimpressing those i want to impress i nodto myself with newfound determinationWatch at: 01:36:40 / 01:37:00ready to walk home sure let's gosayori beams at me it truly has been awhile since ceo and i've spent this muchtime togetheri can't really say i'm not enjoying iteithersayori about what happened earlier ahWatch at: 01:37:00 / 01:37:20what do you mean you know between yuriand natsukidoes that kind of thing happen often ohno no nowhy does that actually sound like thisthing i was like i see trees that aregreen rare roses too i'm gonna stopdoing i need to stop getting on thattangent anywaythat that's really the first time i'veWatch at: 01:37:20 / 01:37:40seen a fight like thati promise all they're both wonderfulpeople you don'tyou don't hate them to you no no i don'ti don't hate themi just wanted your opinion that's all ican see why they'd make good friendswith youyou know [ __ ] uh it's nice thatWatch at: 01:37:40 / 01:38:00i can spend time with you in clubbut i think seeing you get along witheveryone's what makes me the happiestand i think everyone really likes youtoo that'severy day is gonna be so much funWatch at: 01:38:00 / 01:38:20it looks like theory still hasn't caughton to the kind of situation i'm insure being friends with everyone's nicebut does it really need to stop therewe'll just have to see what the futureholds coreyi pat sarah on the shoulder i said thatmore to myself than to her but it's easyto use sayori as an internal monologueWatch at: 01:38:20 / 01:38:40sometimesokay yeahlet's do this all rightoh okay back to another poem gamewe have got anot another poem game butbefore we continue with the poem gamei need a refill of drinksWatch at: 01:38:40 / 01:39:00so i'm going to leave you guys a littlebit of ad time while i get a drinkand i will be back in approximatelytwo minutes all right add timeare you sitting comfortably enjoying thestream maybedo you want more content while beingable to support the streamer in questionwell why don't i introduce you to twitchWatch at: 01:39:00 / 01:39:20prime or subscribingwhichever works by subscribing to thischannel you directly support me and thecontent i'm trying to makewhether it be pretending to be scared byrandom horror game 483or maybe losing my mind is just anotherrage game that i found from the darkdepths of steamWatch at: 01:39:20 / 01:39:40subscribing allows me to put more budgetand effort into the things you love toseeweek in and week out if you subscribeyou get a fancy little icon next to yourname that you can flex to others abouthow cool you arethe longer you're subscribed the cooleryour icon gets and that's not all twitchsubscribers get access to a super secretchat in my discord server where you canchat with fellow rich kidsWatch at: 01:39:40 / 01:40:00wait wait hang on hang on hang on areyou seriousthis wasn't part of the scriptfellow patrons and suggested games forme to play and things for me to watchyou can also chat to me after streamsfor exclusive looks at new videos butwaitthere's more each week i also have movieWatch at: 01:40:00 / 01:40:20nights where we watch the latest andgreatest films as well as some classicsso what are you waiting for go andsubscribe or use your twitch prime toget a free subscriptionand now back to whatever it is we weredoingall right i got a drink i got i got it igot a drinkWatch at: 01:40:20 / 01:40:40okayoh godall right let's do it let's do it let'sdo the poem game what are we gonna dofor the poems this time aroundi think fear why does siori like thatonelet's okay we're gonna we're gonna doWatch at: 01:40:40 / 01:41:00this properly we have to do like brunoperoznikyou guys ready you got you guys readydepressioncontaminationWatch at: 01:41:00 / 01:41:20happinessphilosophyinfalliblefrighteningWatch at: 01:41:20 / 01:41:40tearsi mean of course it was yurigiggledoki dokiWatch at: 01:41:40 / 01:42:00awesomeagonizingintellectualmelodyWatch at: 01:42:00 / 01:42:20defeathopepoppy[Music]Watch at: 01:42:20 / 01:42:40cryanother day passes and it's time for theclub meeting alreadyi've gotten a little more comfortablehere over the past couple of daysentering the club room the usual scenegreets meWatch at: 01:42:40 / 01:43:00[Music]looks like you're in a good mood todayi'm just still not used to you being ina club that's alli see i seethat's a pretty simple thing to get youWatch at: 01:43:00 / 01:43:20in a good moodbut i guess it's always the simplethings to do anywayspeaking of which i'm kind of hungrywill you come with me to buy a snack nono no thanksah that does not like you at alli have my reasons why don't we take aWatch at: 01:43:20 / 01:43:40look at your purse theoryah what what what that all all of asuddenno no reason no reason really i justwanted to look at itsiori nervously retrieves her coin purseshe fumbles at the latch and gets itopenthen she turns it upside down and letsWatch at: 01:43:40 / 01:44:00his content spill onto the deskonly two small coins fall out ohbroke [ __ ] oh oh she broke she brokeyi knew it i can see right through yousayorithat's not fair how did you even knowWatch at: 01:44:00 / 01:44:20it's simple if you had enough money inthe first place you would have bought asnack before coming to the club roomso either you're not hungry and wantedan excuse to take a walk or you plan toconveniently forget that you spent allyour money so that i would lend you somebut there's one more thing you're alwayshungry and sothat only leaves the one optionWatch at: 01:44:20 / 01:44:40i give you up don't make me feel guiltyif you feel guilty that means youdeserve to feel guiltyyuri suddenly giggles heyi didn't notice she was listening she'slistening in she was eavesdroppingher face is in her book as alwaysWatch at: 01:44:40 / 01:45:00i i wasn't listening or anything i itwas justthis is something in my bookyuritell my [ __ ] just let me borrow somemoney that'sWatch at: 01:45:00 / 01:45:20don't don't get me don't get me involvedlike that siribesides you should only buy what you canresponsibly affordand frankly after pulling a mischievouslittle stuntlike that your suffering is fair enoughretributiondid i just i i didn't mean thatWatch at: 01:45:20 / 01:45:40i i got too absorbed in my book ii really like when you speak your mindyuri it doesn't matter much but it's funside of youthat's there's no way you could thinkthatyou you were you were right though i didsomething bad enough to accept theWatch at: 01:45:40 / 01:46:00revolutionretribution that stillcoming from you sayori i guess there's alittledevil inside all of this isn't therethis is quite devilish delightfullydevilish yurivery devilish what's it what's a demonWatch at: 01:46:00 / 01:46:20what's the demon i amanywaydon't let her fool you see or he knowsexactly what she's doingafter all she told you guys she wasbringing me to the club before she eventold mebut good but you wouldn't love comingforthe cupcakes so i had to drink not tokeen to make it themWatch at: 01:46:20 / 01:46:40come on give me more credit than thatsayoriout of nowhere something smacks siri inthe face and tumbles onto the deskoh god oh oh i'm hit i'm hit oh lordyi'm hitoh god ref ref refereeWatch at: 01:46:40 / 01:47:00oh god medic medic i'm down i'm down i'mdown i'm downman down man down how ohso-called ambulance whatwhat was that huha cookie sure enough it's a giant cookieWatch at: 01:47:00 / 01:47:20wrapped in plasticsiori glances around isis this a miracle it's because i playedmy my restitutionretributionactually that that one almost workedi was i was just gonna give it to youWatch at: 01:47:20 / 01:47:40but then i already iheard you chat [ __ ] about the cupcakesas a wise man once saidchat [ __ ] get banged it's totally worthseeing your reaction thoughthe nutsky i'm so nice of youso happy sayori hugs the cookiejeez just eat it sayori rapidly tearsWatch at: 01:47:40 / 01:48:00open the wrapper and takes abig bite like a big bite like a biggestbitesuddenly claps her hands over her mouthyeah bro why are you chewing your mouthopen oh god i bit my tongueWatch at: 01:48:00 / 01:48:20medic medic medicoh god doctor[Music]medic medicmedic doctorWatch at: 01:48:20 / 01:48:40that sayori is a spy the doctorall right doc come on manyo you're going through bat you're goingthrough bad just over one cookienatsuki takes a bite out of our owncookieyours looks really good too natsukiWatch at: 01:48:40 / 01:49:00can can i try ityou [ __ ] [ __ ] that just can't bechoosersbut but but yours is the chocolateyeah why did you think i gave you thatone you dumb dumb [ __ ]Watch at: 01:49:00 / 01:49:20ah fine still i'm really happy you sharethis one with mesee how he gets out of his seat and goesbehind natsuki then wraps her armsaround her[ __ ]Watch at: 01:49:20 / 01:49:40sit down listen i get i get itcookie's still in hand natsuki reachesup to nudge sayori offerumsiori suddenly leans down and takes abite of natsuki's cookieWatch at: 01:49:40 / 01:50:00hey hey you you see that you whatthe [ __ ] banging up are you stealing meyou're stealing my [ __ ]why stealing my [ __ ] [ __ ] i'll bang youoff him[ __ ] me [ __ ] me dude manmouthful sayori chopped away to safetyWatch at: 01:50:00 / 01:50:20yuri and i laugh as wellyou're such you're such a little [ __ ]or sometimes [ __ ] manmonica can you ta can you tell monicacan you tell siri huhnatsuki glances around monica isn't inWatch at: 01:50:20 / 01:50:40the club roomoh [ __ ]where's monica anywayguys i don't think this happened in theoriginaldid i don't did this not happen in newridge can someone can someone confirmWatch at: 01:50:40 / 01:51:00this for me editor confirm for me thishappened in the originalit did then it did didn't monica come indoesn't monica come in lateshe was playing the piano yeah she'splaying the pianoshe's playing she's playing the pianoWatch at: 01:51:00 / 01:51:20good question have any of you heardanything about her being late todaynot me yeah i haven't eitherhmm that's a bitunusual oh she's okaylisten spam of course she's okay but heWatch at: 01:51:20 / 01:51:40probably just had something to do todaylike[ __ ] several men in it she's prettypopular after allshe'll be banging banging all theteachersyou don't think she she hasn'ti wouldn't be surprised she's probablymore desirable than all of us combinedWatch at: 01:51:40 / 01:52:00that's true excuse methe door swings open sorry sorry sorryi'm super sorryah there you are i didn't mean to be solatei i hope you guys weren't worried aboutanything huhWatch at: 01:52:00 / 01:52:20monica chose to club over a boyfriendafter allhe's so strong worldboy boyfriend what uh what are youtalking aboutmonica quizzically glances at meforeshadowingWatch at: 01:52:20 / 01:52:40yeah never never mind that well why heldyou up anywayuh well my my last period today wasstudy hallto be honest i kind of just lost trackof timethat makes no sense though you wouldhave heard the bell ring are you deafare you are you ludwig van beethovenWatch at: 01:52:40 / 01:53:00are you wolfgang amadeus mozarti'm i must not have heard it since i waspracticingpiano pianai wasn't aware you played music as wellmonicaoh i i don't really iWatch at: 01:53:00 / 01:53:20kind of just started recently i'vealways wanted to learnpiano that's so coolyou should play something for us monikathat's monica looks at memaybe once i get a little better i willWatch at: 01:53:20 / 01:53:40yeah that sounds cooli'd also look forward to it is that soin that case i won't let you down[ __ ] huhmonica smiles sweetly ah i didn't meanany pressure or anything like thatWatch at: 01:53:40 / 01:54:00don't worry i've been practicing a wholelot recently and i'd really love thechance to share once i'm readyi see in that case best of luckthanks so i didn't miss it i didn't missanything did ino no not not really i chose to leaveWatch at: 01:54:00 / 01:54:20out sayori's mischievous escapadei'm sure natsuki will end up complainingto her anywayit looks like everyone has alreadysettled downserious somehow already finished herentire cookie yuri's back to her bookand natsuki has disappeared into theclosetman it looks like no one wants to beWatch at: 01:54:20 / 01:54:40bothered today i slumped down into thenearest deskhow am i supposed to occupy some myselfwith something literature related bymyselflike this i guess i could always readsome of the book yuri gave mebut i'm feeling a little too tired toread alrightit's time to saveWatch at: 01:54:40 / 01:55:00i could probably fall asleep right now iclosed my eyes and end up listening inon sayori's conversation with monicawe're probably gonna seem really lame socompared to all the other clubs thoughhmm well we can't give up the festivalis our chance to show everyone what it'sjust all aboutWatch at: 01:55:00 / 01:55:20the problem is that the idea of aliterature club sounds too dense andintellectual but it's not like that'sall you knowwe just need a way of showing that toeveryone something that speaks to theircreative mindsthat doesn't solve the problem thoughhey what do you mean even if weWatch at: 01:55:20 / 01:55:40come up with things with the most funthing evernobody will come in the first place ifit's a literature event so it's moreimportant to figure out they get peopleto come inand after they come we can do the thingto speak to their creative mindswhat's this siora's taking this reallyreally seriously it's ready to hear aWatch at: 01:55:40 / 01:56:00deliberating like thishuh that's a good point in that case doyou think food will do the trickall right i'm going to sleep now it'salmost 3 a.m go online classes see youthere in the chat see yawhat kind ah well i guess we couldWatch at: 01:56:00 / 01:56:20cupcakesgood thinking natsuki would love to dothatah you're right natsuki makes the bestcupcakesthe hogs are perfectlythat wasn't why you suggested itWatch at: 01:56:20 / 01:56:40cupcakes speak to my creative tummycupcakes it is then i'm hungryanyway we filmed we still need to workout the details of the events itselfi find myself smiling in the end sayoriWatch at: 01:56:40 / 01:57:00is still a usual selfbut therein lies the unexpected reason iadmire her unlike mewho has trouble finding any motivationat all siri can put her mind to thingsand make them come to lifei suppose that's why i ended ended upletting her get on my case about thingscan't help but wonder what it'll be liketo see the world through eyesWatch at: 01:57:00 / 01:57:20i opened my eyes to find siora's facefilling my vision i nearly fall out ofmy chairgod sorry waitactually i'm not sorry at all it's yourmother sleeping like thatthis isn't a napping club does thatWatch at: 01:57:20 / 01:57:40school happenthis is this does the school have anapping clubyou're staying up late again aren't youanother club you can have less time foranime you knowlet's get used to it don't say that soloudi glanced over my shoulders to see ifmonica overheard it's true thoughyeah i know i know you're always lookingWatch at: 01:57:40 / 01:58:00out for me sayoriwhat i do best that's a problemwhat about you you look you look out forme better than you look out for yourselfyou're still oversleeping every dayaren't younot not every day this is not veryWatch at: 01:58:00 / 01:58:20convincinghow many days this past week have yougotten up on time that'sit's a secret i knew itcome on at least give me the better bitof a doubti can't even do that look sayori it'swritten all overWatch at: 01:58:20 / 01:58:40you ah siri glances around that herselfhow's it written all over me you areclearly in a rush this morninglook your hair is sticking out allaround herei run my fingertips down the side ofsayori's hair trying to straighten thisoutman you you you really need a brush forthis my hair is just really hard to getWatch at: 01:58:40 / 01:59:00righti won't fall for that there's more thanjust your hair look your bow isn'tstraight eitherand there's toothpaste stain on yourcollar right here i tried to wipe up thestain with my fingerbut nobody would ever notice that ofcourse they wouldnobody's going to tell you about itbecause they don't want to embarrass youfortunately i really don't care aboutWatch at: 01:59:00 / 01:59:20that heyyou mean and you don't even keep yourblazer buttoned upsiri sir seriously sayori why do youthink you don't have a boyfriend yetwhy do you think you're not getting laidhuhthat's super mean you prick sorry butyou'll thank me lateri start to button a blazer from theWatch at: 01:59:20 / 01:59:40bottom once you see how much better itlooks you'll change your mind[Music]ohthis is so funny what iswhere oh welli was just thinking how weird it is tohave a friend who does these kind ofWatch at: 01:59:40 / 02:00:00thingsstop put the sensor up want the sensorup wait wait hang onwait whoa whoa i don't i don't like thatangle i know the angles from theoriginal but that angle seems reallywhat the [ __ ] what what's with the legswhat what's with the leg what the [ __ ]is going on here editoryou know actually no don't do thatyou'll get some widows in the chatWatch at: 02:00:00 / 02:00:20editorenhance what's her leg what what arelegs doing thoughwhat what what the legs do what what arelegs doing though and you know what hangon hang onhmm interestinginteresting there'sWatch at: 02:00:20 / 02:00:40she really is doing the stanky leg itlooks like she's just wearing sockswhere she's doing stanky legs the anglethe angle is just likeyou know the insane angle where animecharacter where anime characters areabout to go insane and they have thatand that anglelike we're tall look at the backgroundbroWatch at: 02:00:40 / 02:01:00sayori is really is these sayori isreally talluh where a little what the [ __ ][Music]sure is tall as [ __ ] anywayhey when are you supposed to romance umnatsukium i i did i did random i'm doing thisWatch at: 02:01:00 / 02:01:20randomlydon't don't don't say that you'll makeme feel weird about itstupid it's okay thoughi'm everywhere like this aren't you ahi guess siori versus hack a battle ofgiants how could winWatch at: 02:01:20 / 02:01:40you do as hack would literally winanywayi i i i guess i i guesshey hey be careful the bottom might comeoffwhy is this one so hard to close istruggled to fully close the button nearher chestdoes this thing doesWatch at: 02:01:40 / 02:02:00does this thing even fit you properlyit did when i bought itif you have a button that you would havenoticed sooner that it doesn't fit youanymorewhat are you smiling about it means myWatch at: 02:02:00 / 02:02:20titties got bigger again[Music]anyway you look much better now sowhy does it feel strange to see sayori'sblazer buttoned up like thatbut it's so stuffy ohWatch at: 02:02:20 / 02:02:40it's not worth it at all siri hastilyunbuttons a blazer once morewhoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoadecency the wawa public display ofwhoa stop stop stop stopstop stopwhoa desistWatch at: 02:02:40 / 02:03:00all right that's so much bettersiri puts her arms out and twirls aroundso if i keep itwait so if i keep on button then i won'tget a boyfriend rightwhat kind of logic is that and why areyou saying like that's a good thingWatch at: 02:03:00 / 02:03:20because if i had a boyfriend then hewouldn't even let you do things likethisand you take kev better than anyone elsewould anywaythat's why i'm keeping it unbusted stopsaying all these embarrassing thingsah i didn't say anything embarrassingjeez well anyway just focus on trying toWatch at: 02:03:20 / 02:03:40wake up a little earlieri'll leave you focus on going to bedearlier fine fineit's a deali guess we really are better at takingcare of each other than we are takingcare of ourselvesi guess so huhWatch at: 02:03:40 / 02:04:00so maybe you should come wake me up inthe morningyou're doing it again sorry oh but i wasjoking that timeman it's impossible to tell with yousometimesoh this is monica okay everyonehey monica suddenly calls outWatch at: 02:04:00 / 02:04:20why don't we share the poems we wrotenow[ __ ] i can't wait to read yoursyeah samei failed to sound enthusiastic butsayori still chops away to retrieve aWatch at: 02:04:20 / 02:04:40poemwho should i show it first first i amgoing to doshould we do the same order or should wedo a reverse order what are we doingwho are we doing first[Music]reversal natsuki reverse orderi don't even know what the order wasWatch at: 02:04:40 / 02:05:00[Music]what was the order wasn't that sameorder i'll do natsuki wait i'll do thatokayi think i'll do same order i don't knowi'm gonna do random waitstop i'll just do nuts okay [ __ ] it [ __ ]Watch at: 02:05:00 / 02:05:20it [ __ ] itwell it's not [ __ ] but it's prettydisappointing after your last one it'spretty disappointing i'm disappointedit's [ __ ] [ __ ] then againif this one was as good as the last onei would be [ __ ] vexedWatch at: 02:05:20 / 02:05:40well i guess i wanted to try somethingdifferent this timefair enough fair enough you saw your newto this so i wouldn't expect you to findyour style right awaycome to think of it it kind of remindsme of siri's point from yesterday[Music]huh you think so yeah well listen ifyou've been friends with us so muchWatch at: 02:05:40 / 02:06:00so long you might have the samewavelength you might have saidwavelength famyou never really shot me as a typewait siri has a type all of a suddenlisten i don'ti i don't know fam how could someone besofluffy spend so much time with someonelike youthey should track around the dead wayWatch at: 02:06:00 / 02:06:20you're bunny yeah your poem is dead ohthat was a little bit unnecessarybut think of it this way if it weren'tfor me she would probably just fly awaylike letting go of a balloon you couldsay we takecare of each other in our own way listenwhatever it iswhatever it is don't get it oh yeahWatch at: 02:06:20 / 02:06:40i guess i'm supposed to share my poemi'm sure my [ __ ] all right heretake it take it i don't give a [ __ ][ __ ] take it man all right here we goamy likes spiders you know what i heardabout amy amy likes spidersWatch at: 02:06:40 / 02:07:00icky wrigley hairy ugly spidersthis is why i'm not friends with her amyhas a cute singing voice i even heardher singingmy favorite love song every time shesang the chorusmy heart would pound to the rhythm ofWatch at: 02:07:00 / 02:07:20the wordsand that's why i'm not friends with her[Music]one time i hurt my leg pretty badamy help me up i took me to the nursetry not to let her touch me she likespiders so her hands are probably grossthat's why i'm not friends with herWatch at: 02:07:20 / 02:07:40listen amy has a lot of friendsi always see a talking of people sheprobably talks about spiderswhat infesters like spiders too this iswhy i'm not friends with herit doesn't matter if she has otherhobbies it doesn't matter if she keepsit privateit doesn't matter if she hurts anyoneit's grossWatch at: 02:07:40 / 02:08:00she's gross the world is better up forthose spider loversand i'm gonna tell anyone[Music]not bad right no but not bad rightWatch at: 02:08:00 / 02:08:20it's quite a bit longer than yesterdayyesterday was way too shortjust warming up in it i'm just warmingup in iti hope you didn't think that i i hopeyou didn't think i was the best if youthought i was the best your bossy famyour back your dumbWatch at: 02:08:20 / 02:08:39trying to get rooted mananyway message pretty straightforwarddon't have to explain itsometimes you can explain complicatedissues with simple analogies in itand helps people realize how how stupidthey're beingstupid how dumb they're beingWatch at: 02:08:39 / 02:09:00like anyone would agree the subject ofthe poem is an ignorant[ __ ] ignorant prickdo do you know people like that ofcourseit's about everyone thinks about listenlistenit doesn't matter can't be aboutanything right to be easy to relate toeveryone some kind of weird hop yourWatch at: 02:09:00 / 02:09:20guilty pleasure mansomething that you're afraid of peoplefind out they'll make fun of you thinkless of youso i call you a [ __ ] but just makepeople stupidwho cares what someone likes as long asthey're not hurting anyone it makes themhappyi think people really need to learn torespect others for liking weird things[Music]Watch at: 02:09:20 / 02:09:39well you're definitely right at least ii can relate to that and i'm sure otherpeople can relate to thattoo listen i'm the i'm the best at thatlisteni don't like writing unless there's agood message to take away from itlike conveying emotion is importantright yeah but i want i won'tWatch at: 02:09:39 / 02:10:00i want to make people think not justfeel yeah remember thati'm gonna write a good one for tomorrowlook forward to it it's gonna be [ __ ]sickit's gonna be greatall right who are we doing it next allright who are we doing nextum i'll do yuriWatch at: 02:10:00 / 02:10:20let's let's see what you've written fortoday[Music]hmm well done [ __ ]your skills are already improvingreally thanks yuricoming from you that means a lot[Music]Watch at: 02:10:20 / 02:10:39it's it's it's nothing i'm just reallyhappy to help inspire fellow writersi know you're new to this so don't worryso much if it seems like you can'tget your poem to feel perfect you don'tneed to be afraid to be a little moredaring metaphors can go a long waydon't feel like you need to work yourbrain like turning a bunch of gearsWatch at: 02:10:39 / 02:11:00try letting your mind wander throughyour feelings and write down the thingsyou see and hearthat's one way to truly enable yourreader to see into your mindit's a very intimate exercisei see that's a certainly interestingtechniquethanks for sharingWatch at: 02:11:00 / 02:11:20i have um i haven't well anexample of that if you'd like to read itof course is this the poem you wrote fortodayyuri nod and timidly hands me her poemalright here we go[Music]the raccoonWatch at: 02:11:20 / 02:11:39it happened in the dead of night while iwas slicing bread for a guilty snackmy attention was come by disguise goingoutside my windowthat was i believe the first timei noticed my strange tendencies are notvery humanWatch at: 02:11:39 / 02:12:00i gave the recruit and piece of bread mysubconscious well aware of theconsequenceswell the word that a raccoon that is fedwill always come back for morethe enticing beauty of my cutting knifewas the symptomthe bread my hunger curiositythe raccoon the urgeWatch at: 02:12:00 / 02:12:20[Music]the moon increments his face andreflects that much more lightoff my cutting knife the very same lightthat glitters in the eyes of my raccoonfriendthat slice the bread fresh and softthe raccoon becomes excited or perhapsWatch at: 02:12:20 / 02:12:39i'm merely projecting my emotions ontothe newly satisfiedanimal the raccoon has taken tofollowing meyou could say that we've gotten quiteused to each otherthe raccoon becomes hungry more and morefrequently so my bread is always handyevery time i brandish my cutting knifethe raccoon shows me his excitementWatch at: 02:12:39 / 02:13:00a rush of blood classic pavlovianconditioningi slice the bread and i feed myselfagain[Music]um i was ai was a little more daring with this onethan yesterdayWatch at: 02:13:00 / 02:13:20well i can see that it's a lot moremetaphoricali don't know if it's my fault but ican't begin to imagine what this poem'saboutthat's right it's a bit close to mypreferred editing styleediting no writing style i'm not ayoutuber but if i wasusing the poem as a canvas to expressWatch at: 02:13:20 / 02:13:39vivid imagery and conveying emotionsthrough themyeah if i take out face volume then ican't even figure out what it's supposedto mean welli think it's something that differentpeople can relate to in their own wayi wanted to express the way it feels forme to indulge in my moreunusual hobbies it's those sorts ofWatch at: 02:13:39 / 02:14:00things that i'm usually forced to keepto myselfso sometimes i enjoy writing about themthat's funny huh didn't natsukialso write something about that aboutsomeone being ridiculed for a strangeWatch at: 02:14:00 / 02:14:20interestyeah yeah yeah ehshe she didyeah she was talking about how itdoesn't matter what you're into as longas you're not hurting anybodyshe she's right[Music]i mean does she really feel that wayWatch at: 02:14:20 / 02:14:39yeah sounds like you two have that incommoni'm actually interested to see how theydo the twistwell that's uh that's interesting iguess[Music]to me she seemed like the kind of personwho'd make fun of my hobbiesbut i suppose that's my fault for forjudging isn't itWatch at: 02:14:39 / 02:15:00what the [ __ ] what the [ __ ] justhappenedwhat the [ __ ] just happened to my pc ohgod that was closei just oh god that scared the [ __ ] outof me holy [ __ ]that actually scared the [ __ ] out of meanywayall right all right we're fine we'refinewe're fine i think i hope we're fineWatch at: 02:15:00 / 02:15:20into something open on my other monitorno like something something opened in myother monitor so i was like what the[ __ ] is going onokay so it's not it it's not it's not idon't think this is like ddlc [ __ ]this might be something elseWatch at: 02:15:20 / 02:15:39yeah this might this might be somethingelse[Music]umbut while we're here let's quickly bumpthe stream let's quickly let's quicklybump the streami'm still going all right anywayWatch at: 02:15:39 / 02:16:00[Music]i was wondering what the [ __ ] justhappened i got so scared i was likevirus all right okayi'm just doing i've been i've been doingthis as like during the entire timeanyway okay wellthank you for sharing it with me afterWatch at: 02:16:00 / 02:16:20all if i hadn't learned to embrace myown weirdness i would probably hatemyselfi might be ranting a little bit now buti'm glad that you're a good listenerall right whoa who's nextwho's next[Music]Watch at: 02:16:20 / 02:16:40monica[Music]all right we'll do monicaall right heyagain [ __ ]Watch at: 02:16:40 / 02:17:00how's the rain going all right i guessi'll take those as long as it's notgoing badmight be that you're playing yourselfmaybe soon you'll come up with amasterpiecei wouldn't count on that you never knowwanna share what you wrote for todayWatch at: 02:17:00 / 02:17:20surehere you go i give my poem to monicaall right i like this one it makes methink of something sayori would likeis that so you and sayori are reallygood friends righti wouldn't be surprised if you had theseWatch at: 02:17:20 / 02:17:40kind of things in common ah wellwe may be good friends but sayori and iare actually really different[Music]well that may be the case but maybethere are also some similarities thatyou wouldn't expectthe way she talks about you it soundslike the two of you really care abouteach other's well-beingeven if you show it in different ways itWatch at: 02:17:40 / 02:18:00ends up being more similar than you'dthinkso i think that's the kind of vibe i getwhen reading your poemhmm you sure you're not reading into ittoo muchi could be oh gosh i sound like yuribut in any case siri's writing has akind of gentle feel to itWatch at: 02:18:00 / 02:18:20i can tell she likes exploring withemotions like happiness and sadnesswho knew that someone so happy wouldenjoy sad things tooyeah that's totally unexpected maybeoh she knowswell to each their own and you shouldn'tWatch at: 02:18:20 / 02:18:40be afraid to experiment elizabeth eitherbut anyway you want to read my poem nowi like the way this turned out so i hopeyou do too all rightall right let's take a looksave me wise like wellWatch at: 02:18:40 / 02:19:00this is like bring bring me to life byevanescencethe colors where hang on waitwait wait wait waitcan we pause oh noWatch at: 02:19:00 / 02:19:20the colors they wouldn't stop brightbeautiful colorsflashing expanding piercing red greenbluean endless cacophony of meaninglessnoisethe noise it won't stop violent gradingaway from squeakingscreechingWatch at: 02:19:20 / 02:19:40like playing a chocolate on a turntablelike playing a vinyl on the pizza crustand endless poem of meaninglessload me[Music]Watch at: 02:19:40 / 02:20:00[ __ ] was that what was that what wasthat about thenWatch at: 02:20:00 / 02:20:20what does it mean what do you what doyou mean by this[Music]stop stop stop i stopped sayingsomething cause i was likeload her is there something in thesettings i'm missingum it's not just sex speed a bitWatch at: 02:20:20 / 02:20:40[Music]hmm[Music][Music]Watch at: 02:20:40 / 02:21:00i'm gonna say something[Music]so i'm i'm literally just checking ifthere's anything in the menu that can ican [ __ ] withclick exit ddlci think i think that just closes thegameWatch at: 02:21:00 / 02:21:20i'm going to actually dlc one secondwhat the [ __ ] what the [ __ ]is this whatwhat the [ __ ]oh it's the in-game menu ohWatch at: 02:21:20 / 02:21:40that's this that's where you get theextra stuffoh [ __ ] oh that's my actual time as wellwhoaWatch at: 02:21:40 / 02:22:00waithmm okay so i'm gonna i'm gonna [ __ ]with this i'm gonna [ __ ] with this a bitall rightso all the character files are there andthis is accurateWatch at: 02:22:00 / 02:22:20all right let's see umhmm hmm i might do some fiddly diddlyi might do some fiddly deadly [ __ ] can ido some fiddly diddlycan i fiddly really deadly fiddly diddlyand i'm gonna think i'm gonna do someWatch at: 02:22:20 / 02:22:40fiddly dillyuh who should i fiddle with who should ido some fiddly diddly withwho should i fiddle who's your fiddlewithum delete natsukiwhy am i waiting i'm gonna press thedelete buttonWatch at: 02:22:40 / 02:23:00delete sayori actually won't let me ohwait delete right hereunable to delete unable to deleteunable to delete wayall right pictures i'm gonna see ifWatch at: 02:23:00 / 02:23:20there's any new oneshmmwhy is it called metaverse is it metaversus a thingwait is a metaverse like athing wait oh that's newwell that's 2019 set wallpaperWatch at: 02:23:20 / 02:23:40you can [ __ ] with the wallpaperyou can [ __ ] with the bro i think thisgame is gonna [ __ ] with the wallpapersyou knowit has theWatch at: 02:23:40 / 02:24:00[Music]hmm it's sothis game's gonna stop f i'm 99 surethis game is going to stop [ __ ]you once [ __ ] go sidewaysum[Music]let's seeWatch at: 02:24:00 / 02:24:20let's seei think i'm gonna i'm gonna load i'mgonna load something wait what's sidestorieshuh side stories ehside stories ehWatch at: 02:24:20 / 02:24:40okay so all right i'm looking at thisso you unlock the side stories byplaying through the normal game okayyeah okay yeah i just want to make sureyou unlock the side stories by playingthrough the normal gameokay so you have to you have to likeWatch at: 02:24:40 / 02:25:00romance everyone by this bythe end of the game so basicallywhere's natsuki where's natsukiwait let me trust that's itoh wait we're missing wait one twothere's two moreWatch at: 02:25:00 / 02:25:20not the natsuki's not therewe'll make or make do we start it i'mgonna check the mail no new mailshould we go back should we continuewhat are we sayingWatch at: 02:25:20 / 02:25:40music everything is theredaniel's gonna [ __ ] with us i know itunable to open monikerWatch at: 02:25:40 / 02:26:00unable to open natsukiunable to sayori unable to open yuriinteresting interesting little thingwhat i'm gonna dois i'm gonna i'm going to i'm going tosee whether this will change anythingi i am going to do something i'm goingtowe're going to make the desktopWatch at: 02:26:00 / 02:26:20backgroundall rightachievement unlocked error i'm justgoing to assume you're saying errorwhy why did i just get achievementsaying erroryo why why did i just get an achievementsaying errorWatch at: 02:26:20 / 02:26:40yeah something's gonna f i i bro whenyou exit something's going to[ __ ] up i know you know oh godoh god oh nowhat's internalthe [ __ ]Watch at: 02:26:40 / 02:27:00all rightthis is a scratch disk do not use it tostore sensitive or permanent thingsif you need access to files from theencrypted file share copy them to yourdisposable drive and plug it directlyinto the thing clientdo not copy them here ray is working onsetting up a proxy mail serverWatch at: 02:27:00 / 02:27:20so we can have a proper remotecommunication without having to worryabout the higher upskeep everything offline until then whothe [ __ ] is paulawhat's in the backup meeting notesvm2automatic data collection this is loWatch at: 02:27:20 / 02:27:40this is loreid visual renders audio data persistentvariable tempering timestampsvm environment changes passing thoughtpatternsuh meeting over time wait wait is thisis this earthbound reference or is itjustlaw is is this is it references or is itactual lawtest file copy test from disposableWatch at: 02:27:40 / 02:28:00drive to think clientum systemwhat if i delete anything in the systemwait game savessay four unknown file typeWatch at: 02:28:00 / 02:28:20okay that's not gonna [ __ ] um poem wordshey there's literally just gives youlike the winning wordsthat gives you the winning words whatWatch at: 02:28:20 / 02:28:40was that in the original was that wasthat in the originalthere's no way was that actually in theoriginali'm gonna ch i'm gonna check the wordsagain after the resetyeah we didn't have a file calledpropone wordsWatch at: 02:28:40 / 02:29:00we can't open any of the images eitherinterestinginteresting i think wei think what we're going to dois we are going to go through the gameWatch at: 02:29:00 / 02:29:20and when[ __ ] goes sideways is when we we gothrough with it i thinksettings nothing here ummail no mail all right let's open ddlc[Music]let's open ddlc let's see inch i'mWatch at: 02:29:20 / 02:29:40interestedall right[Music]okay let's keep going let's keep goinglet's keep going let's keep going we'regoing to keep going umstop in setting there was data collectedis that 18 that's how much data you'veWatch at: 02:29:40 / 02:30:00got in the game so farall right let's continuehmm it's even more abstract than yourlast one huhi guess it's just the way i write i'msorry if you don't like itWatch at: 02:30:00 / 02:30:20no i never i never said that it's justthe kind of thing i've never seen beforei guessi kind of like playing with my space onthe paperchoosing where and how to space yourwords can totally change the mood of thepoemit's almost like magic the way i wrotethose lines really sure makes me feellike they're trying to speak over theWatch at: 02:30:20 / 02:30:40noisei see it's too hard for me to tell whatit's about though[Music]sometimes asking what a poem is aboutisn't the right question a poem can beas abstract as a physical expression ofa feelingor a conversation with the reader soputting it that waynot every poem is about something anywayWatch at: 02:30:40 / 02:31:00here's monica's writing tip of the daysometimes you'll find yourself facing adifficult decisionwhen that happens don't forget to saveyour game you never know when you mightchange your mindor when something unexpected may happenWatch at: 02:31:00 / 02:31:20wait is the tip even about writing whatam i even talking about[Music]that's my advice for today we gotta savethe game we gotta sit [ __ ] no no nono no no no no no no no no no no no noall rightthanks for listening andWatch at: 02:31:20 / 02:31:40last but most certainly not leastwe're going to romance the stone akasayori[Music]i'm looking at the background nothingseems to have changed in the backgroundWatch at: 02:31:40 / 02:32:00nothing seems to have changed in thebackgroundbut i'm going to say all rightoh oh my goodnessthis is so good [ __ ] nahhey oh i love it let's watch it afteryesterday's poemWatch at: 02:32:00 / 02:32:20oh you're too honest sometimes sirino but really i want to put them up awallcan i say all rightyou must be seriously over overreactingi'm not a good writer at all i honestlyWatch at: 02:32:20 / 02:32:40have no idea what i'm doingwell maybe that's whybecause i have no idea what i likeeither[Music]why am i laughing like seth rogen everysingle timejeez i'm sure yuri's opinion has to be alittle more constructive than thismaybe even natsuki's are you sure youWatch at: 02:32:40 / 02:33:00don't like it just because i wrote itah well i'm sure that's part of iti think you got to study about a lot ofother people you know someone alreadyboomit's not just a bone it's a[ __ ] puckand that makes it feel extra specialWatch at: 02:33:00 / 02:33:20like you can feel your feelings in it[Music]sayori hugs the sheets against her chestyou're so weird sayoriwell i'm not very good at figuring outif perms are good or badbut that's why i just go by my heart ifit makes me feel thingsthere must be a good poem i'm not sureWatch at: 02:33:20 / 02:33:40that's exactly how it worksthen again i guess conveying feelings isa pretty important part of this wholething yeah maybehonestly i don't even think i know whatkind of writing you like in the firstplaceyeah me neitheroh why didn't you at least try giving itWatch at: 02:33:40 / 02:34:00some thoughtsoh you want to write something for methat's so sweetyeah right but you're always thinkingabout other peopleyou need to think about yourself once ina while if you don't you might end upgetting hurt at some point[Music]well wellWatch at: 02:34:00 / 02:34:20i don't really know what you mean bytrying to keep it in mindwell whatever anyway let's seei guess i like happy poemswait sometimes i like sad poems toosometimes like a little bit of boththere's a word for that right what's theword i'm looking forWatch at: 02:34:20 / 02:34:40bittersweet yeahi like things that are happy and thingsthat are sad someone asked what partwhat point of the game am i well ifsayori is still alive i'm obviouslyact one happy and sadi can't see you liking something sadsayoriWatch at: 02:34:40 / 02:35:00well i like happy the mostbut sometimes when you have a littlerain cloud in your head a sad poem canhelp give the rain cloud a little hugoh my goodness happy rainbow sorrythat's unexpectedly poeticah it is maybe i'm getting better atexpressing my feelings after allWatch at: 02:35:00 / 02:35:20thanks [ __ ] uh i should writethat down thenyou can read my phone now okay wait howlong is thisright i'm not really gonna dofunny mac for that longall right you know whatWatch at: 02:35:20 / 02:35:40[Music]will my will my will my voice get lostafter thisall right we're gonna do this we'regonna do this we're gonna do this[Music]bottles i pop off my scalp like the lidof a cookie jaris the secret place where i keep all ofWatch at: 02:35:40 / 02:36:00my dreamsthe balls of sunshine all rubbingtogetherlike a bundle of kittens i reach insidewith my thumband forefinger and pluck one out i'msounding like cops right nowoh [ __ ] all right here we go it's warmand tinglybut there's no time to waste i put it inWatch at: 02:36:00 / 02:36:20a bottle to keep itsafe and i put the bottle on the shelfwith all the other bottleshappy thoughts happy thoughts happythoughts and bottles all in a row thatis some serious foreshadowingmy collection makes me a lot of friendseach bottle is started to make wayWatch at: 02:36:20 / 02:36:40sometimes my friend feels a certain waydown comes the ball to save the daynight after night more dreams friend ofthe friend more bottlesdeeper and deeper my fingers go thatsounded really wronglike exploring a dark cave discoveringthe secrets hiding in the nooks andcranniesdigging and digging scraping andWatch at: 02:36:40 / 02:37:00scraping all rightlast verse i blew dusted my bottle capsit doesn't feel like time elapsed myempty shelf could use some more myfriends look through my luxup front door finally all done i open upand income my friendsand they come in such a hurry do theywant my bottles to muchi frantically pull them from the shelfone after the other holding them out toeach and every friendWatch at: 02:37:00 / 02:37:20each and every bottle but every time ilet one go he shouts against the talentbeneath myfeet happy thoughts happy thoughts happythoughts and shouts all over the floorthey were supposed to be with my friendsmy friends who are smiling they'll shoutand plead and somebut all i hear is uh umWatch at: 02:37:20 / 02:37:40inside my head[Music]sierra has no flow your flow's dog [ __ ]holy [ __ ] siori did you really writethisof course i did did i tell you yesterdayi was gonna write the best poem everyeah yeah but i mean if i didn't expectWatch at: 02:37:40 / 02:38:00something like thiscoming from you monica told me a wholelotand i've been really in touch with myfeelings recentlyi i see that it's almost kind of creepycreepy well not exactlyWatch at: 02:38:00 / 02:38:20maybe because i'm so used to you beingcheerfuloh well well never mind i'm thinking toohard about itthe point is it came out good and she'dbe proud of itoh thanks i feel likei feel like i was meant to expressmyself this wayit even helps me understand my ownfeelings a little bit betterWatch at: 02:38:20 / 02:38:40writing's like magic you've gottenpretty passionate about this huhi hope you keep it up yeahright looks the best i'm gonna keepwriting until iWatch at: 02:38:40 / 02:39:00die[Music]i mean she's not wrongdon't get ahead of yourselftheories always had a habit of gettingobsessed with something before droppingit no more than a week lateri wonder if this is one of those timesWatch at: 02:39:00 / 02:39:20but seeing the passion in her eyes makesit hard for me to be pessimisticall rightokay everyone we're all done readingeach other's poems righti have something extra planned today soif everyone could come sit at the frontof the roomWatch at: 02:39:20 / 02:39:40is this about the festival them wellwell sort ofoh do we have to do something for thefestival[ __ ] so now we have to put togetheranything good in a couple of dayswe'll set up embarrassing ourselves soif you get any new members[Music]Watch at: 02:39:40 / 02:40:00that's a concern of mine as well i don'treally do well in last minutepreparationsuh don't don't don't worry so much we'regoing to keep a csecret simple okay we won't need muchmore than a few decorationssiori has been working on posters andi've designed some purpose we can giveout during the eventWatch at: 02:40:00 / 02:40:20okay okay that's awesome and all butthat doesn't tell uswhat exactly we're going to be doing forthe event in it oh sorry i thought youheard about it alreadywe're going to be performing[Music]performing monicayeah we're going to have a poetryperformanceWatch at: 02:40:20 / 02:40:40[Music]each of us is going to choose a poem torecite during the eventbut the cool part is we're also going tolet anyone else come up and recite poemstoosiori is putting up on posters in caseanyone wants to prepare ahead of timesayori who's been coloring a posterWatch at: 02:40:40 / 02:41:00holds up for us to seeare you [ __ ] me monica fam are you[ __ ]are you you're batsy fam you didn'tno no no you didn't stop putting thosepunches up did youno well i didWatch at: 02:41:00 / 02:41:20did you really think it's that bad of anideano no no i didn't i didn't it's not it'snot but it's not badit's not it's not a bad idea it's notit's not a [ __ ] onebut listen i didn't sign up for this ididn't sign up for this familyno [ __ ] way i'm gonna be performingin front of a group of people like thatWatch at: 02:41:20 / 02:41:40have you seen them have you seen theexpectations of see bb's recordingthey're gonna be like yo when's the nextcpp's pantomimebro is this in the night garden live allover again where's mr tumblebro [ __ ] off them ii i agree with with natsukiWatch at: 02:41:40 / 02:42:00i could never in my life do somethinglike thatam i imagining it yuri shakes her headin fearguys no no sorryi understand where they're coming fromremember that natsuki and yuri havenever shared their poems to anyone untilWatch at: 02:42:00 / 02:42:20just a couple of days agoit's a lot to ask them to recite theirpoems out loud to a whole room full ofpeoplei guess i i kind of overlooked that soi'm sorrybut i still think we should give it ourbestwe're the only ones responsible for theWatch at: 02:42:20 / 02:42:40fate of this club if we start the eventand each put on a good performance theni'll inspire us to do the sameand the more people who perform thebetter we'll be able to show everyonewhat this is all about[Music]yeah it's about expressing your feelings[Music]being intimate with yourself finding newWatch at: 02:42:40 / 02:43:00horizonsand having fun that'sright and it's those reasons that we'reall in this club todaydon't you want to share that with othersto inspire them to find the samefeelings that put you in the first placei know you do i know we all do and ifall it takes is standing in front of theroom for two minutes and reciting a poemWatch at: 02:43:00 / 02:43:20then i know you can do itnatsuki and yuri remain silent siorilooks worriedi guess that leaves me no choice i agreei don't think it's too much to ask ithink that sayori and monica have beenreally trying to get new membersthe least we can do is help them out atiny bitWatch at: 02:43:20 / 02:43:40listen well maybe but like but i know idon't know if i'm i don't knowit looks like natsuki doesn't have anyarguments leftoh [ __ ] fam finefine fine okay okay uh calm your tipscall me your tits because i just have toWatch at: 02:43:40 / 02:44:00get over with i'll be quick in itall right ah thanks natsukiwhat about you yuriyuri dejectedly glances around ateveryone else's experts and facesWatch at: 02:44:00 / 02:44:20i guess i don't really have a choice ahthat's everyone you're the best yuri[Music]this club is seriously going to be thedeath of meforeshadowing oh goshyou'll be fine yuri but anywayWatch at: 02:44:20 / 02:44:40let's move on to the main event i wanteach of you to choose a poem of yourswe're going to practice reciting them infront of each other whoa whoa whoa whoawhoawhoa whoa whoa whoamonica this is too suddenWatch at: 02:44:40 / 02:45:00well if you can't recite your poem infront of the club how do you expect todo in french changesoh nodon't listen don't worry i'll start offto help everyone feel a little morecomfortablecan i go next of courseWatch at: 02:45:00 / 02:45:20now let's see monica flips through anotebook to the specific point she hasin mind for herselfshe then stands behind the podium[Music]the title of this poem is the way theyflymonica begins reciting a poem her clearcompetent voice fills the roommore than that her inflection ispristine she knows exactly how to applyWatch at: 02:45:20 / 02:45:40emotion behind each line she recitesbringing her words to life is thissomething she's done before or is shesimply unnaturali glance around me everyone has theireyes on monicasiori looks amazed yuri has an intenseexpression on her face that i don'tunderstandfinally monica finishes the recitationthe four of us applaud monica takes aWatch at: 02:45:40 / 02:46:00breath and smilesyo that that was so good baruchah thank you very much i was just hopingto set a good exampleare you ready to go next aorii'll i'll go next wowyuri's fired up all of a suddenWatch at: 02:46:00 / 02:46:20yuri clutches a sheet of paper betweenher hands and stands upkeeping her head down she walks quicklyover to the podiumthis poem is called yuri anxiouslyglances at each of usyou could do it durie it's calledafter image of a crimson eye yuri'sWatch at: 02:46:20 / 02:46:40voice shakes as she starts reading thepoemjust a moment ago she practicallyrefused to do this why is she suddenlyputting in so mucheffort as yuri gets past the firstcouple of lines her voice changesit's almost like what happens when yurigets absorbed into her booksher quivering words transform into thesharp syllables of a fierce andconfident womanthe poem is full of twists and turns inWatch at: 02:46:40 / 02:47:00this structure that she enunciates withperfect timing[Music]this must be a rare glimpse into thewhirling fire yuri keeps concealedinside her headsuddenly she she is finished everyone isstunnedyuri snaps back into reality and glancesaround her as if she's bewildered evenherselfi it's up to me to save the situationWatch at: 02:47:00 / 02:47:20i'm the first to start applaudingeveryone else joins me afterwards and wegive yuri the recognition she deservesit's not that we didn't want to applaudfor her but we were caught so of godthat we must have forgottenas we applaud yuri holds the poem to herchest and rushes back to her seat[Music]yuri that was really good thank you forWatch at: 02:47:20 / 02:47:40sharinglooks like yuri is down for the countokayi guess i'm next then theory hops out ofa chair and cheerfully walks onto thepoemthis one's called my meduah sorry i giggledWatch at: 02:47:40 / 02:48:00ah sorryit's louder than i thought how did youguys do so easilyum try not to think of it like you'reresizing to other peopleimagine you're reciting it to yourselflike in front of a mirror in your ownbedor in your own head it's your poem soit'll come out the best anywayi see okay then siori begins a poemWatch at: 02:48:00 / 02:48:20somehow it feels like a soft voice wasmade as a perfect matchthe poem isn't aimlessly cheery likesayori is it's serene and bittersweetif i were to read this on paper i wouldprobably wouldn't think much of itbut hearing it come from siori's voicealmost gives it a whole new meaningmaybe this is what theory meant when sheWatch at: 02:48:20 / 02:48:40said she likes my poemsit's like i get to reach into some withmore deeply into someone i thought iknew through and throughsiori finishes and we applaud i did itgood job sayori even more [ __ ] alllike thati guess that's a good sign what doesthat even meanWatch at: 02:48:40 / 02:49:00it came out nicely sayori the atmosphereof the poem fits you really nicelybut it might be that other poemswouldn't quite as well work with thatkind of deliveryi don't really understand you knowin other words i've seen poems of yourswhere that sort of gentle deliverywouldn't work as wellthey might need a little more forceWatch at: 02:49:00 / 02:49:20behind them depending on what you'rereadingoh i know what do you mean that's welli've been practicing that kind of thingit's just embarrassing to do in front ofeveryonethe next time i'm going to make you picka poem that challenges you a little morewe don't have much time before thefestival you knowWatch at: 02:49:20 / 02:49:40okay what sayori flips a table and ripsoff a shirtshe just tears a shirt like a buttonsjust tear off it's likei'm doing this poemnow who's next natsuki hmmdon't make me go before my [ __ ] earthso i can compare to you guys anywayWatch at: 02:49:40 / 02:50:00don't make me go before that i'll[ __ ] kill you might as well let my[ __ ]lower everyone stand as a little beforei have a little to do itit's natsuki it's fine it's finei might as well get it over with butit's not like i have much of a selectionof what to readi'll just have to go with what i wrotefor today i stand up and step in frontWatch at: 02:50:00 / 02:50:20of the podiumeveryone has their eyes on me making mefeel terribly awkwardi recite my poem since i'm not exactlyconfident in my own writing it's hard toput energy into itdespite that once i finish i receiveapplause anywaysorry i'm not really good as everyoneelse don't worry about it so muchi think it's less about your abilitiesWatch at: 02:50:20 / 02:50:40and more about your lack of confidencein your writingthat's something that will improve overtime though yeahmaybe or i end i just leave you natsukiyeah yeah yeah yeah i'm going i'm goingi'm going in itnot to give a gradually gets out of herseat and makes her way onto the podiumthis poem is called it's it's calledWatch at: 02:50:40 / 02:51:00why are you looking at me still lookaway fromwhy are you staring at me you call mefit[Music]because you're presenting huh anyway thepoem is calledjump the poem's called jump fam okayWatch at: 02:51:00 / 02:51:20natsuki takes a breath once she startsreciting the poem her sour attitudedisappears a littlewhile she's still a little unenthusedher poem has a rhythm and rhyme to itit's natsuki's trademark style and itworks surprisingly well when spokenaloudthe words feel like they bounce up anddown as if giving life to the poemthat turkey finishes and everyoneWatch at: 02:51:20 / 02:51:40applaud she hops back to her seat[Music]that wasn't so bad was it it was easyfor you to say [ __ ]blood it was easy for you to say you upthere bangingup about your poem and you're gonna bestepping to mesaying it wasn't so hard you better makeme do that i gotta [ __ ] kill youWatch at: 02:51:40 / 02:52:00ah welldo you at least feel prepared enough torecite a poem in front of other peoplei mean doing it in front of other peoplewill be way easieri could probably ever face someone forother peoplebut when it's just my mates when whendoes just my mates [ __ ] hellWatch at: 02:52:00 / 02:52:20it's just embarrassing that's a that's asurprise natsukii think it'll be the other way aroundfor me welledies what it is sowell i guess in that case you won't havemuch to worry about for the best of allthat said i want to thank everyone forWatch at: 02:52:20 / 02:52:40coming throughit might be hard but i hope that you allhave an idea of what it's like nowmake sure you pick apartment gets enoughpractice for the festival okayi'll be making pamphlets so let me knowahead of time what you'll be recitinggeez[Music]i should probably find some other poemto recite insteadWatch at: 02:52:40 / 02:53:00that's fine too it doesn't have to beyour owni'm already presently surprisinglyputting in all this effort for the clubit makes me really really happy ohyeah no problem okayeveryone i think that's about it fortodayWatch at: 02:53:00 / 02:53:20i know the festival's coming up butlet's try and write poems for tomorrowas wellit's been working really long reallyreally my englishi'm having a stroke it's been workingout really nicely so far so i'd like tocontinue thatas for the festival we'll finishplanning tomorrow and then we'll havethe weekend to preparemonday's the big dayWatch at: 02:53:20 / 02:53:40i can do this i can do this i can dothisall right i stand upthere's no way i'll be able to find thesame enthusiasm as siori and monika buti'll do my best to get through itWatch at: 02:53:40 / 02:54:00if it's for the sake of the club andimpressing monikathen i'll have to do my best ready to gosayori[Music]look at you two always going hometogether like that you're up tosomethingfruity are you gonna start bangingWatch at: 02:54:00 / 02:54:20oh you guys are banging ohit's kind of adorable isn't it[ __ ] jesus jeez guys let me seedon't make such a big deal out of it itmust be a little nice thoughwell uh how am i supposed to respond toWatch at: 02:54:20 / 02:54:40thatit's a game mode [ __ ] are you notsaying itwhatever let's go already[Music]i'll walk home with cereal once moreeven though it's only been a few daysa lot of things have already changed buttoday sarah is being a little quieterthan usual on her wayWatch at: 02:54:40 / 02:55:00home interestinghey sayorihuh sorry i'll space it out ahno wonder uh i wasthinking about something from earlierabout how how we get toi mean say we fumbles with her wordsWatch at: 02:55:00 / 02:55:20so let's just say that one day let's sayhypothetically one dayyuri has to walk home with you huh[Music]what would you do what kind of questionis thatyou're kind of putting me on the spothere[Music]Watch at: 02:55:20 / 02:55:40um what do we saywhat do we saywe will actuallysay already sorry all right the thingsWatch at: 02:55:40 / 02:56:00this might [ __ ] my saves upi'll do sayori sorryyou really think i'll ditch you for yuriyou think you really do you really thinki will ditchyou for yuri you're dead wrongshe's so beautiful and smart jeezWatch at: 02:56:00 / 02:56:20i already see her in the club every daybesides you always seem to really likegoing home togetheri wouldn't just ruin that for you iwouldn't just ruin that like look at mylipsruin i won't ruin ityou're so silly [ __ ] you thinkabout me too much sometimesyuri would deserve if she wanted it soWatch at: 02:56:20 / 02:56:40sorryi've already made up my mind i reallycan't figure out sometimessorry besides what's the point inspeculating something that's never goingto happenhmm the conversation trails offit's kind of a weird thing for sayori toWatch at: 02:56:40 / 02:57:00care so much aboutbut i want to respect her and keep herhappy too then again the festival's onlya few days awaywho knows what will happen in that timeall right okaybefore we do that i'm a little bit tiredso i think i'm going to runad time and then i will be back shortlyWatch at: 02:57:00 / 02:57:20soget your drinks get your food and i willbe back after the break all right thenare you sitting comfortably enjoying thestream maybedo you want more content while beingable to support the streamer in questionwell why don't i introduce you to twitchprime or subscribingWatch at: 02:57:20 / 02:57:40whichever works by subscribing to thischannel you directly support meand the content i'm trying to makewhether it be pretending to be scared byrandom horror game 483or maybe losing my mind is just anotherrage game that i found from the darkdepths of steamsubscribing allows me to put more budgetWatch at: 02:57:40 / 02:58:00and effort into the things you love toseeweek in and week out if you subscribeyou get a fancy little icon next to yourname that you can flex to others abouthow cool youare the longer you're subscribed thecooler your icon gets andthat's not all twitch subscribers getaccess to a super secret chat in mydiscord server where you can chat withfellow rich kidswait wait hang on hang on hang are youWatch at: 02:58:00 / 02:58:20seriousthis wasn't part of the scriptfellow patrons and suggested games forme to play and things for me to watchyou can also chat to me after streamsfor exclusive looks at new videosbut wait there's more each week i alsohave movie nights where we watch theWatch at: 02:58:20 / 02:58:40latest and greatest films as well assome classicsso what are you waiting for go andsubscribe or use your twitch prime toget a free subscriptionand now back to whatever it is we weredoingwe're back all right oh gosh we're backwhoa i think i think i'm going to umWatch at: 02:58:40 / 02:59:00i i think if anything umlet's get something trendingthat'll be fun actually no nevermindlet's go get something trending nowlet's sit down a bit let's sit down abitall right let's do this let's do itWatch at: 02:59:00 / 02:59:20i would do papa climax[Music]all right we'll do it we'll do thisagain[Music]i want to see if i can get uh i see iwant to get a fancy little uma fancy um what's called yuri easter eggsohere we goWatch at: 02:59:20 / 02:59:40[Music]kittygriefWatch at: 02:59:40 / 03:00:00special oh we're getting a lot of sayorii want to try and get yurii'm restrained[Music]melancholyraindropsWatch at: 03:00:00 / 03:00:20[Music]incongruenton ending[Music]Watch at: 03:00:20 / 03:00:40variantsanimestrawberrysilver oh it's yuri interestingWatch at: 03:00:40 / 03:01:00happinesscontamination[Music]tenacious[Music]Watch at: 03:01:00 / 03:01:20graveyardlads what the [ __ ] did he just did shejust glitch inwait did did she just did she justglitch in[Music]did you guys see thatWatch at: 03:01:20 / 03:01:40[Music]all right let me wait you know what i'mgonna do i've saved iti'm gonna just i'm gonna go check ifthere's a new if there's a new filei'm gonna see if there's a new file yetWatch at: 03:01:40 / 03:02:00let me let me actually let me ask youfor now[Music]all right new picturesnew pictures new pictures new pictures ithink they're just the poems for nowyeah i think it's just a pose for now wedon't have all the backgrounds butoh that's new oh they just added thisWatch at: 03:02:00 / 03:02:20okay interestingfair enough fair enough they just addedthisi think it i think it dependsthese are nice images me like it me likeyou a lotalso yes i know dan also made francofaces frank franco face zWatch at: 03:02:20 / 03:02:40so guys use your bttv um emotesinteresting what happens if you open thefolders with the numbers in the setorderno you know it's interesting what if iWatch at: 03:02:40 / 03:03:00what if i setwhat if i set the desktop background tosayori what happens if i saidthis what happens i said i'm going tosay as sayoriwhat happens because what happens if youset it as sayori and then she dieslike i never i never i've never uhWatch at: 03:03:00 / 03:03:20entertained the ideai've never i've never entertained theideathat what if what what if[Music]Watch at: 03:03:20 / 03:03:40umif he says the scripture over hangingyourself that's if it's there that'sthat's when it's therelike um because would that be would thatbe incredincluded would our room changewe haven't been to saori's room yetWatch at: 03:03:40 / 03:04:00interestingall right let's open the dlc againthere's no there's i mean i i guesseverything [ __ ] happens in act twobut yeah let's keep goingWatch at: 03:04:00 / 03:04:20stuff what if you try and edit um howgood each word is in the poem where it'stextingmake them all good for yuri that's alsoan idea we could try that tooall right let's do thisWatch at: 03:04:20 / 03:04:40oh man[Music]i'm the last one here againdon't worry i walked i just walked intowhy are you practicing piano againWatch at: 03:04:40 / 03:05:00[Music]you must have a lot of determinationstarting this club and now picking uppianowell maybe not determination but i guesspassionremember that the club wouldn't be hereif it wasn't for all of you and i'msuper happy that you're all willing tohelp out with the festival tooWatch at: 03:05:00 / 03:05:20yeah we can't wait for the festivallet's go let's go fam we can'ti cannot personally i can't wait for thefestival it's gonna be sickthis is gonna be nang[Music]it's gonna be [ __ ] nineeh when once you complaining about itjust yesterday not okayi mean well well yeah i'm not talkingWatch at: 03:05:20 / 03:05:40about our part of the festivalyou're dumbbut it's all their food it's all day ofschool listen listen listen listenwhole day of school we get to play andeat all kinds of food[Music]you sound you sound like sayori all of asuddenWatch at: 03:05:40 / 03:06:00monika indonesia doesn't fight squidsquid that's a pretty specific thing tolook forward tooh come on fam oh you say you don't likesquidyou or more people you[Music]ah i didn't say i don't like itWatch at: 03:06:00 / 03:06:20besides what do you mean by you of allpeople why are you racistbecause it's writing your name monechoah that's not how you that's how you saymy name is allalso that joke makes no sense inWatch at: 03:06:20 / 03:06:40translationahalso editor yeah editor yeah that's agood point the jokethe the joke is that in i think in umis it in japanese it could mean squidthat's a fourth ward joke that's a goodWatch at: 03:06:40 / 03:07:00onethat's a good one natsuki likes criticalinformationlet's just focus on our event for nowokayfive five five five four five five finefine i'll do it the reactions aren't asfun as yuri's or theories anyway[ __ ] bomb boring prickWatch at: 03:07:00 / 03:07:20excuse me[Music]where is sayori anyway oh there you aresiori is sitting at a desk in the cornerof the room looking down at nothingi walk over to her hey theoryi'll wait i'll wave my hand in front ofWatch at: 03:07:20 / 03:07:40her faceyou're spacing out againsorry don't mind me you can go talk toeveryone elsehuh is everything all right of coursewhy wouldn't it be it just feels likeyou're a little offWatch at: 03:07:40 / 03:08:00sorry sorry for assuming things geez youworry too much about mei'm fine see sayori shows me a big smiledon't let me distract you from havingfun with everyone wellwell all right if you say soi worriedly glance at siori beforeturning back towards everyone elseWatch at: 03:08:00 / 03:08:20but the conversation has alreadydispersed with everyone back at theirusual activitiesmaybe i should ask monica if she'snoticed anything about sayori recentlysince they've been preparing for thefestival they must be spending a lot oftime togetheri timidly approach monica who isshuffling through some papers at herdeskwhat's up hey this might sound a littleWatch at: 03:08:20 / 03:08:40bit strange but umhave you noticed anything up with sayorirecentlyanything up with her in what way do youmeanmaybe i'm reading into a little too muchbut she seems a bit downcast todayhuh you think so can't say i've noticedanything about herWatch at: 03:08:40 / 03:09:00monika appears across the room at sayoriwho's idly dragging a rubber eraser upand down her deskmaybe there's there is something on hermindbut i'm surprised i'm not the one askingyou [ __ ] huhyou certainly know her a lot better thani doyeah but she's never really like thisWatch at: 03:09:00 / 03:09:20she's always talked to me about thingsthat bothered her but this time when iasked her she was really dismissivesorry i know it's it's not your problemjust wanted to ask if you knew anythingso i'll just drop it nowno no no it's important to me too i meani'm also friends with her and i alsocare about the well-being of my clubmembers you knowWatch at: 03:09:20 / 03:09:40maybe i'll try talking to her myself huhare you sure about that she seemed likeshe wanted to be left aloneyou sure maybe she just has a hard timebringing up with the person of interestthe person of interest what do you meanby thati'm saying that maybe the thing on hermind is youWatch at: 03:09:40 / 03:10:00[ __ ] notme how on earth would you come to thatconclusionwell i probably shouldn't say much butsayori talks about you more thananything else you knoweh she's been so much happier ever sinceyou've joined the clubit's like an extra light what's turnedWatch at: 03:10:00 / 03:10:20on inside of her whatno [ __ ] way sayorizero is always like that she's alwaysbeen full of sunshineit's not any different now than italways has beenyou're so funny [ __ ] huh iWatch at: 03:10:20 / 03:10:40really thought about maybe you've alwaysseen her so cheerfulbecause that's just how she is whenshe's around youyeah i said too much i'm sorry what do iknow anyway i don't mean to jump toconclusions so you should just forgetabout what i just saidi'll try to talk to her so try not tothink about it for nowah all right monica smiles meaningfullyWatch at: 03:10:40 / 03:11:00i know she said to forget about it but ialready know that i won't be able to gether word out of my headmonica stands up from her desk and walksacross the room to where sayori issittingi watch her kneel down next to sayoriand gently talk to herbut she's keeping her voice so quietthat i can't hear her from hereWatch at: 03:11:00 / 03:11:20i sigh and sit myself down[Music]i know i know sayori told me not toworry about her and to have fun witheveryone elsebut that's impossible to do when she'sWatch at: 03:11:20 / 03:11:40behaving like thisexactly how much do i care about her asi'm letting this weigh me down so muchnow it feels like i'm the one behavingout of the ordinary but there's nothingi can do besides wait for monicayo hihey i look up to see natsuki next to meWatch at: 03:11:40 / 03:12:00i'm just gonna sit there stand nothinglike a little little [ __ ] boylittle [ __ ] my little hey lookthat much time we got we got no timeyou're wasting your timewhat am i am i lit am i the doctorah sorry i i didn't mean to make youWatch at: 03:12:00 / 03:12:20worriedor anything it's not like i'm waitingwhy do you think i'm worried are youtrying to shagare you trying to shag what are you onabout i was justnazi glances down as her side she'sholding a volume of manga in her handah yes that's right something just cameup for a minute but we can get startedWatch at: 03:12:20 / 03:12:40nowi won't make you wait any longer [ __ ]hell mannow you make me feel like a dick ifsomething's bothering you then you canjust tell me to leave you alone and iwilli mean assuming you didn't feel liketalking about anythingshe practically mumbles that last partnah nahi'm i'm probably i'm probably making itWatch at: 03:12:40 / 03:13:00seem like a bigger deal than it isi've just been thinking about siorithat's all what's it say say hithinking about her a [ __ ]she seems she seems pretty down todaybut she she did she didn't want to admitit to meso i can't help but wonder if somethinghappened to herah not to keep sealsWatch at: 03:13:00 / 03:13:20well listen first of all you shouldreally work on your phrasinganyway listen anyway anyway your bestfriend rightyeah i guess so yeah yeah yeah yeahthen in that case i think you shouldtrust her a little more like [ __ ] noWatch at: 03:13:20 / 03:13:40you don't trust her one bit you thinkshe's a slag in itif she needed you she'd be the firstperson you'd go to rightwhy the [ __ ] would she go to anyone elsewell well i i guess i guess that's truei mean some people just have those daysWatch at: 03:13:40 / 03:14:00i'm going to see this wait let me let mesee if i can let me see let me see if ican sort something outone second i've got a sampler and idon't know whether the sample is goingto work[Music]okay it didn't work the same platedidn't work all right back to what wewere doing anyway umi mean listen some people just havethose days like those kind of daysWatch at: 03:14:00 / 03:14:20you can't always avoid it everyone hasit everything's [ __ ][Music]are you quoting lim biscuit in my chatare you are you are you quoting biscuitin my chatanyway if anything listen listenWatch at: 03:14:20 / 03:14:40she probably doesn't want you to worryabout her because she's not it's notimportant it's not important what isimportant is you talking with meyeah that's what that's kind of what shesaid to me maybe it's not right for meto go against her wishesexactly exactly but she needs you toworry about herbe a lot more obvious in it yeahWatch at: 03:14:40 / 03:15:00i should have thought of it that wayfrom the start natsuki fiddles with thebook she's holding in her handsshe she she really means a lot she ismeans a lot to you doesn't she all rightdon't get the wrong idea or anythingwe've just been friends for a long timeit's normal to be worried about yourfriendsWatch at: 03:15:00 / 03:15:20i mean you're worried about me so i wasnot worried about you you doneshut up man i wasn't worried about youfor a bit are you acting weirdacting bear fruity you're moving madjeez listen if you're fine hurry the[ __ ] up and get started alreadyyeah yeah yeahWatch at: 03:15:20 / 03:15:40okay everyoneafter some time passes monica calls outto the club roomwhy don't we show our poems now before iknow it everything is back to normaleverything goes to retrieve their poemsand i do the same i make eye contact toWatch at: 03:15:40 / 03:16:00monica and she smiles at mei wonder what she was talking about withsayori all rightwho first do sayori first in case youknow what i'm interested to see i'mgoing to see what what does it sayalready[Music]wait let me saveWatch at: 03:16:00 / 03:16:20i mean we've already made the choicethere's no point[Music]it's nice i guess come on i can alreadytell you don't like itwell you don't need to worry about whati thinki thought you wrote this with someoneelse didn't youWatch at: 03:16:20 / 03:16:40probably you i just realized somethingi [ __ ] bro i betray yo i [ __ ] ibetrayed heri just realized something i i betrayedher because technically speakingi said i would i said i wouldn't getwith yuri yeah i wrote thisi wrote this poem for yuriWatch at: 03:16:40 / 03:17:00yeah i i just i just realized i i justit took me so long to realizethat it's that's why she'sbecause like[Music]Watch at: 03:17:00 / 03:17:20oh rock the front bruhbruh oh bruhoh no ohoh that's awkward that's awkward[Music]oh that is awkward i don't i don'tWatch at: 03:17:20 / 03:17:40[ __ ] up i i don't [ __ ] upso it's likewe literally yesterday we were literallyjust like oh siguri come onyou know i love you and only you sayoricome on manand then we just make a person we makeit for yuriWatch at: 03:17:40 / 03:18:00redo the poem[Music]this is going to be a super long streamif i end up redoing everything andgetting every ending[Music]the thing is we need to make sure weneed to make sure that we do thisin time for um getting all the cg'sWatch at: 03:18:00 / 03:18:20we gotta try and get the cgs everythingum we are locked outi know we are we are locked out whenum when sayori hangs herselfsodo i want to do that this stream we'regonna have toskip the dialogues if we do the otherWatch at: 03:18:20 / 03:18:40onesi just want i just want to like we havea save filei want to go through with this one okayno chat chathey thank you what's up value rich andthank you thanks kawami and copper forthe subs and 96 enough abj thank you forthe subsno i think the best thing to do continueWatch at: 03:18:40 / 03:19:00until nowand then umyeah we're gonna we're gonna continuewe're gonna continue but then we'll goback[Music]all right anyway because i want to get ido want to get all of them but anywayi'm going to continue i'm going tocontinuewe'll try and get as many sieges as weWatch at: 03:19:00 / 03:19:20can but unfortunately for those of youguys who are watching on the secondchannel and those you guyswho are watching on the vod i don'tthinki will be doing all the dialogue forevery single route or else the videowill probably be like a literal 12-hourstreamso i am thinking that i'm going to doall of the sea i'm going to try and gunfor all of the cgsWatch at: 03:19:20 / 03:19:40off i know i'm going to go for all thecgs but i'm going to skip the dialoguethenthat might that might be um that mightbe the way to go about itlike i will focus i will focuson um on sit onon this route and thenWatch at: 03:19:40 / 03:20:00go back but we're gonna have to skip allthe dialogueif that's okay with you guys are youguys are you guys okay with thatjose what am i editors are here hey heylouis[Music]like what what we saying what we'resaying also guys say hihi to the vod say hi to vod's channelWatch at: 03:20:00 / 03:20:20say i said staff vod or t9 dependingdependsso like to make it clear what the ideais is that umthe whole the whole idea is that what iwant to dois do the route as as per usualWatch at: 03:20:20 / 03:20:40but then beforesayori is there before umbefore sayori ends up biting the dustrightwe are going to do all of the otherroutes and get as many cgs as possiblebut we're going to skip the dialogue[Music]Watch at: 03:20:40 / 03:21:00because i want to do com i'm thinkingcompletionisti am i am i am i i want to do complete iwant to actually completionist this oneall right i didn't mess it with theintermission[Music]i can make this one for next week ifpeople want a ddlc t9 videolouis look at the look at how long it'sWatch at: 03:21:00 / 03:21:20been i mean unless unless you want to doit look how long the stream has gone onforbecause it would be a very long video imean it will act this will actually bea genuinely long video you don't evenneed to cut muchare you sureare you are you sure i'd have to splitupWatch at: 03:21:20 / 03:21:40because i i i'm uploading this onto vodtomorrowi'm going to try and rush well i want tosay rush because it's easy to uploadbut i'm going to try and get a vodupload of thistomorrow for you guysWatch at: 03:21:40 / 03:22:00rip vod viewers if vod channel hits 20ksure i'll do itthe vods channel has more than 20k subslewis[Music]Watch at: 03:22:00 / 03:22:20[Music]20k views all right i can do 20k viewsall right yeah so sorry if i'm not i'mdoing the game yet i'm just trying to umi'm just trying to uh we're notfinishing we're not finishing to make itclear i'm not finishing right nowi'm just doing an intermission to justupdate people on what i want to doso give me give me a moment give me aWatch at: 03:22:20 / 03:22:40moment[Music]um also if you guys don't know alreadyone second i'm just gonna just put thisright here um i have uploadedi have uploaded a new vod um if you ifyou want to watch after the streami have uploaded dark deception onto thatWatch at: 03:22:40 / 03:23:00vods and there will be a t9 video ofthat umthis weekend i just wanted to let youguys know so after the streamyou've got another four-hour vod to umyeah you got you got another four hourvlog to go for but anywayWatch at: 03:23:00 / 03:23:20but anyway but anyway um i think weshould go back to where we werehas there been a plug oh yeah this goodplug as well i haven't done a discordplug in a whilea little bit i'll do an obligatory discoplug tooall right i think that's i think that'sWatch at: 03:23:20 / 03:23:40all of the the can i step on the ninaplushthat's that that that's that's a youthat seems to be a youproblem that's a you thingall right umthink about gifting a sub but anywayi think i thinkWatch at: 03:23:40 / 03:24:00umyeah i'm gonna let's continue let'scontinuelet's go let's go let's let us go andcontinueWatch at: 03:24:00 / 03:24:20probably probably yuri heyi didn't write this for anyonespecificallymaybe that's not really what i meantthoughbut it's okay you're making new friendsWatch at: 03:24:20 / 03:24:40just like i was hopingthat makes me really happyand you're happy too right in this clubwellof course i am good it's all thatmatters to methank you [ __ ]sayori is is there something wrongWatch at: 03:24:40 / 03:25:00huh no no no no nothing nothing it'snothing it's nothingjust a little tide today[Music]i mean all right all rightjust tell me if you need anything i willdon't worry about me okay you can goplay with everyone else nowWatch at: 03:25:00 / 03:25:20if you insist yeah i'm going to go homea little bit early todaythere tell monica i wasn't feeling wellwait no sorry i had to i had to stop thevoice i had to stop the voicesomebody goes i'm feeling well todayokayokay editor wait editor wait whoa whoaWatch at: 03:25:20 / 03:25:40can you confirm that this was in theoriginalwhat's this in the originali think in post[Music]what's this in the originalchat wasn't original okay all right coolWatch at: 03:25:40 / 03:26:00coolall right because i need i need to knowi need to know so that i know when to gobacki need i need to know so that i knowwhen to goback[Music]all right[Music]i'll i'll see you tomorrow before iWatch at: 03:26:00 / 03:26:20could say anything elsesayori cheerfully walks out of theclassroom humming to herselfwe didn't even see sayori's poemum we didn't even we didn't evenwe didn't even see uh sayori's poemfellasWatch at: 03:26:20 / 03:26:40umseriously already didn't do anything allright who's nextwho's next[Music]it's okay you'll see it tomorrowWatch at: 03:26:40 / 03:27:00[Music]everyone's in yuri alright we'll do yuriWatch at: 03:27:00 / 03:27:20[ __ ] uh this iswonderful i can feel the emotion thatyou poured into itis this the result of triangles isuggested yesterdayyeah i guess so you did a good jobexplainingi really wanted to try giving it morefeeling yuri visibly swallowsWatch at: 03:27:20 / 03:27:40even uh[Music]that's what she said anyway even herhands appear sweatyi'm i'm not used to thisused to work i i don't knowit it's it's fine take your timeWatch at: 03:27:40 / 03:28:00yuri breathes and collects her thoughtsi know that yuri likes to think beforeshe speaks so i offer that patience toheryeah just being appreciated like thisi i guess it probably sounds reallystupid but seeing someone motivated bymy writingjust makes me really happyWatch at: 03:28:00 / 03:28:20[Music]where are you saying you've never sharedyour racing before yuri nodsreally i don't believe iti really only write for myself andbesidespeople just laugh at me what do youreally think thatagain you're in odds huhWatch at: 03:28:20 / 03:28:40even your close friends for some reasonyuri doesn't respond yuri yuri smilessadly[ __ ] uh during lunch time i eatby myselfdid you know that it's a great time tofind a quiet spot and do some readingWatch at: 03:28:40 / 03:29:00in fact i always have some books with mebecause i really enjoy readingwell that's one way to put it anyway butbooks are so full of amazing andinspiring peoplepeople you want to fall in love with orpeople you just know would make a reallygood friendcheerful people who always put a smileWatch at: 03:29:00 / 03:29:20on my faceor deep thinkers and problem solvers whodiscover the mysteries of lifeso when you look at it that way i'msurrounded by friends every dayyou know and this friends don't laugh atmethey don't see me for spacing out allthe time they don't make fun of my bodytypeand and they don't hate me fighting likeWatch at: 03:29:20 / 03:29:40a know-it-allwait wait what hang on hang on peoplesay that about youi'm not a know-it-all [ __ ] huhit's the opposite i don't i don't knowanythingi don't know how to talk to people idon't know how to make people see me asnormali don't even know how to make myselfWatch at: 03:29:40 / 03:30:00happy i have all these feelingsand all i could do with them is read andwrite but it wasn't until now as istarted sharing it with youbut i really understood what i wasmissing all this timebut i haven't really done anything nothat's wrong it's been patience andrespectfulWatch at: 03:30:00 / 03:30:20that's really important to me i know i'ma difficult person more [ __ ] uhi speak too slowly i second-guessmyself all the time i read too deeplyinto thingsbut every time people treated me likeanyone elseit's so rare that i feel comfortableWatch at: 03:30:20 / 03:30:40with myself when i talk to othersthat's why every time i talk to you ijust feelreally really happyi see well i treat you how you deserveto be treated yuriand if other people don't see it thatway then [ __ ] themi mean i joined this club club hoping ican make some friendsWatch at: 03:30:40 / 03:31:00and i would say i've at least had onesuccesswouldn't you umif you put it that way yeahwe really are friends now aren't weWatch at: 03:31:00 / 03:31:20yuri puts her head in her hand but thistimeshe's smiling as she does it do you wantto show me your poemyeah i do let me get it for youalrightWatch at: 03:31:20 / 03:31:40here we go here we go here we goyes all righta marvel millions of years in the makingwhat the world of earthis it chaotically or is it chasticallymeans the service it's chaotically isn'titholy cow what kind of oh is that that'sWatch at: 03:31:40 / 03:32:00the shitty o anywayunder a clear blue sky an expansiveblissbut beneath the grave rolling clouds ofendless enigmathe easiest world to get lost in is wheneverything can be foundone can only pull the sand castle wherethe sun is wetbut where the sun is wet the tide comesWatch at: 03:32:00 / 03:32:20will it gently lick it to yourfoundations until you give in that's[ __ ] weird or will a sudden wave sendyou crashing down in the blink of an eyeeither way the outcome is the same yetwe still build sandcastlesi stand where the foam wraps from myankles or my toes push into the sandWatch at: 03:32:20 / 03:32:40the salty air is therapeutic the breezeis gentle and powerfuli sing my turns into the ultimateboundary line tempted by the foamytendrilsturn back and abandon my piece to erodeat the shoreis it drift forward and i return toearth forever moreWatch at: 03:32:40 / 03:33:00[Music]um i'm whether the beach is kind of aname thing to write aboutbut i did my best to take a metaphoricalapproach to ityou say that listen you say that likeyou didn't even want to write about itoh you haven't heard after yet afteryesterday natsuki and iWatch at: 03:33:00 / 03:33:20well it was it was amusing that we wroteaboutsomething in similar in such differentways so natsuki wanted us to write thesame topic as each other againi suppose to be able to better comparethe differences in our writing style orthought processesanyway it was our idea knowing herit's no surprise that she'd want to dosomething like thatWatch at: 03:33:20 / 03:33:40she probably just wants to show off it'snot like i have a particular interest inher writing stylei just want with her request but welli suppose it's not so bad to write aboutsomething simple on occasionit can be refreshing you know it's goodfor me to call my thoughts once in awhileWatch at: 03:33:40 / 03:34:00yeah i think i agree thanks for sharingall right who next i don't know who i'dchoose all right she's natsuki all rightall right the road road man natsukichamps okayall right listenjust one's eye listen this one's rightWatch at: 03:34:00 / 03:34:20all right well yeah about as good asyesterday's anywaysit's not [ __ ] it's not [ __ ] i'd like tothink that yourstuff isn't [ __ ] anyway or else the[ __ ] the point of youbeing here i saw you going for it's justnot really my style's adirty style i mean that's fine likeWatch at: 03:34:20 / 03:34:40you must have just got your train alittle bitwell of course i'm at least trying whyso emotionally invested in my poemsanywayisn't that more of a compliment to me[Music]what what you want aboutno it's [ __ ] disgusting manWatch at: 03:34:40 / 03:35:00it's like okay don't give a [ __ ] and oneof us in the club has to make sureyou're not slacking offlittle lazy git reallywell what if you ended up just scaringme awaythat's uh it's like you'd actually dothat what are you a [ __ ]what your [ __ ] allWatch at: 03:35:00 / 03:35:20yeah you're right it's kind of fun tohang out here even if i have to put upwith youyeah natsuki's alba connects with mystomachhuh my wife might scare you away afterallWatch at: 03:35:20 / 03:35:40i was i was just jokingoh i know i know you were joking don'tworry i was too i was a bunch it wasjust banner it's just bannerit's a banner[Music]how the hell do you call that a jokethat seriously hurtwell maybe it was funny to her i guessWatch at: 03:35:40 / 03:36:00that's kind of the pointi should really just watch my moutharound that's okayanyway nantucky holds a promo to me likenothing even happenedoh [ __ ][Music]all right you guys ready for violenceWatch at: 03:36:00 / 03:36:20you guys ready for violenceall right here we go here we go here wego here we goi'll be your beach your mind is so fullyour mind is full of troubles and fearsthat diminish your wonder over the yearsbut today i have a special place orbeach for us to goa short region beyond your site i seeWatch at: 03:36:20 / 03:36:40the sparkles with a brilliant lightthe walls in your mind will melt awaybefore the sun glowi'll be the beach that washes yourworries away i'll be the beach that youdaydream about each dayi'll be the beach that makes your heartleap in a wayyou thought you had left long ago let'sbury your heavy thoughts in a pile ofWatch at: 03:36:40 / 03:37:00sandbathe in your sun beams and hold my handwash your insecurities in the salty seaand let me see you shine let me let'sleave your memories the footprint trailset you free my windy sail and rememberthe reason it'swonderful when you press your lips tominei'll be the beast that washes yourworries away i'll be the beast that youWatch at: 03:37:00 / 03:37:20daydream about each day i'll be thebeast that makes you a leadin a way you thought you left it longago but if you let me by your sideyou're on beach you're an escape youlearn to love yourself againyeah yeah yeah yeahWatch at: 03:37:20 / 03:37:40i felt like i keep writing them i feltlike i'm likewriting on negative things man so ithought i wanted to write something witha nice message for once like a nicesignalto all the youths out there who arehaving a bad time in itbesides beach is awesome like beaches[ __ ] you get everything in it kindaWatch at: 03:37:40 / 03:38:00hard to write anything negative aboutthe beastwell yuri's take on it's a little moresolemnwell that's you she's depend on shebetter not say anything about my mouthbang you out after she's one of wantedus to write about the same topicoh you could really see her doing thatWatch at: 03:38:00 / 03:38:20too as well[ __ ] him dick man making us write abouta simple topic then trying to impress meby coming up with something all fancyit's like i can't give a [ __ ] just didit anywaybecause mine ended up being kind ofmetaphorical too there's nothing wrongwith doing that once in a whilethe very least was good practiceWatch at: 03:38:20 / 03:38:40all right it's monika timei'm [ __ ] huh have you thoughtabout what you want to submit to performat the festivalwell being in this club is one thing butperforming in front of a bunch of peoplei'll have to give it some more thoughtWatch at: 03:38:40 / 03:39:00how did she read our mind okay nopressure but whatever you do i'm sureyou'll turn out greatit would also make me happy to seehow how did you how did you read hismind[Music]anyway let's take a look at today's poemWatch at: 03:39:00 / 03:39:20sure i let monica take the poem i'mholding in my handsgreat job [ __ ] huh i was goingooh in my head while reading it it'sreally metaphoricali'm not sure why but i didn't expect youto go for something so deepi guess i underestimated you it'sWatch at: 03:39:20 / 03:39:40easiest for me to keep everyone'sexpectations lowthat way it always counts when i put insome effortthat's not very fair well i guess itworked anywayyou know that yuri likes this kind ofwriting right writing that's full ofimageryand symbolismWatch at: 03:39:40 / 03:40:00unlike sayori who likes using simple anddirect words to describe happiness tosadness yeahyuri likes it when readers are left toderive their own meaning out of itit's very challenging to write like thateffectivelyboth allowing people to get somethingout of it by just by feelor letting them deeply analyze all ofthe nuancesWatch at: 03:40:00 / 03:40:20you can take years of practice which i'massuming yuri has at this pointnever really asked though i'm sure i'mnowhere near her level yetdon't worry so much about that you doyour own thing just keep exploring theland by trying new thingsanyway i'll share my point with you nowall rightall right all rightWatch at: 03:40:20 / 03:40:40[Music]yeah all right all right let's go let'sgothe lady knows everything an old taletells of a lady who once earththe lady who knows everything abeautiful lady who's found every answerWatch at: 03:40:40 / 03:41:00all mean all purpose and all that was ofa soughtand here i am a featherlost a drift in the sky victim of thecurrent of the windday after day i searched i searchedlittle hopeknowing legends don't exist but when allWatch at: 03:41:00 / 03:41:20else has failed me when all others haveturned awaythe legends all that remains lustingstuffglimmering in the twilight skyuntil one day the wind ceases to blow ifalland i fall i'm full and i fall and ifall and i fall and i fall and i fallWatch at: 03:41:20 / 03:41:40and i fall and i fall even moregentle as a feather a dry cruelexpressionistbut i can't catch me between the thumband the fourth finger the hand of abeautiful ladyi look at the eyes and find no end to agate the lady who knows everything knowswhat i'm thinkingbefore i can speak she spools sheresponds in a hollow voicei have found every answer all of whichWatch at: 03:41:40 / 03:42:00amounts to nothing there is no meaningthere is no purpose and we seek only theimpossible i am not your legend yourlegend justdoes not exist and with the breath sheblows meback afloat and i pick up a gust of windyeah yeah[Music]Watch at: 03:42:00 / 03:42:20all right that's exactly you do realizethat poem's literally what monika didjust nowlike you do i just realized somethingthat that joke that monica mademonica quite literally monica justliterally did that right now[Music]you know i feel like learning andWatch at: 03:42:20 / 03:42:40looking for answers are the sort ofthings that give life meaningnot to get too philosophical or anythingbut it was kind of on my mind so that'swhat i wrote abouti see i never really put much thoughtinto itit in a way is almost paradoxicalbecause if we had all the answerswouldn't the world start to lose itsmeaningWatch at: 03:42:40 / 03:43:00you know there's one thing i noticed itseems like everyone in the club preferswriting about things that are more sadthan happyare you surprised i mean if everythingwasokay we wouldn't really have anything towrite about would wehumans aren't two-dimensional creaturesi think you'd know that better thananyone[Music]Watch at: 03:43:00 / 03:43:20you mean one-dimensional oh yeah thatanyway here's monica's writing tip ofthe dayare you ever too shy to share yourwriting because you're afraid it's notthat goodit can be really disheartening to getlukewarm response to something you putso much into but if you find out otherpeople enjoy writing then sharingbecomes a lot easierbecause instead of just telling you thatWatch at: 03:43:20 / 03:43:40your writing is good or okay or badthey'll want to focus more on everythingthat went into it and the things you canwork onit's much more encouraging that way andit'll make you want to continueimprovingit's almost like having your ownliterature club don'tyou think that's my ideas the ideasWatch at: 03:43:40 / 03:44:00that's my advice for todaythanks for listeningokay you three we're all done shootingpoems rightwhy do we start figuring out hold upback up back uppause is it just me or do you saysomethingstrange right now did you just saysomething[ __ ] weird right now ehWatch at: 03:44:00 / 03:44:20something did sound a bit unusual[Music]that's right you deviated from yourusual catchphrase when addressing theclubokay catchphrase i i still have acatchphrasejeez yo why is the mood so weird todayWatch at: 03:44:20 / 03:44:40why is the vibeoff look even yuri isn't immune to itstagnating error is common foreshadowingthat something terribleis about to happen[Music]in your books maybelook the only difference is that sioriWatch at: 03:44:40 / 03:45:00isthe only difference is that theory isn'thereah it seems you're right ahsorry sayori always helps lighten themood a little bit doesn't sheit's almost like everyone's balance isthrown off a little when she's notaroundthe [ __ ] she run off to anyway littleWatch at: 03:45:00 / 03:45:20[ __ ] oh thought she just went to peenatsuki please show some decency oh comeonah she she actually wasn't feeling toowell and went home earlieris that so i hope she's all rightseriously all the time's not going thatyou pick the time she's not feeling wellWatch at: 03:45:20 / 03:45:40so much for you two being alllovey-dovey now you you're a prickyou'reyou're a [ __ ] ah nofirst of all stop misunderstanding myfriendship with theory and secondshe's kind of been avoiding me today soi didn't want to force it[ __ ] that curious expression comingWatch at: 03:45:40 / 03:46:00from yuri of all peoplecalm down guys i talked to her earlierand everything's finewhat did she say anyway we need tofigure out the rest of the professionalpreparation solet's decide what everyone will be doingthis weekend listen i already know whati'm doing i already know i'm doing themthat's right that's cool we're makingcupcakes but we might need a lot of themWatch at: 03:46:00 / 03:46:20and different flavorscan you handle that all by yourselfnatsuki challenge accepted easyeasy trust easyand as for myself i'm going to beprinting and assembling all the poetrypamphletssarah will be helping me design them andask for yuriWatch at: 03:46:20 / 03:46:40yuri you canalrightguys let me help can you can help mecome put something for yuriuseless no no it's notat all you know what time's the bestWatch at: 03:46:40 / 03:47:00thing you knowand then now now not to get passing toojeez i can't even i can tell now i guessi nevergave siori enough credit but i can tellthings are even harder on you when she'snot aroundthat may be the case but if i can't be aleader on my own then i won't grow as apersonso yuri you have peace of handwritingWatch at: 03:47:00 / 03:47:20you know so you should make some bannersand decorations to help set theatmosphereatmosphere about that ii love atmosphere[Music]yuri's expression suddenly changes asshe stares at her desk in focus andstarts nodding to herselfyour mind is already racing i seeWatch at: 03:47:20 / 03:47:40that's great you'll be a wonderful helpyuri but anywaythat just leaves you more [ __ ] huhthe one who's[Music]trulyuseless i don't say that in factboth nights can yuri have some prettyheavy tasks to handle it'll probably goWatch at: 03:47:40 / 03:48:00a long way to give one of them a handyou can always help me out as well i'llbe really appreciative of thatthat's is monica suggesting i spend theweekend with one of my club membershow on earth are they going to respondto a suggestion like thati i suppose i wouldn't mind a bit ofhelpwhat are you even doing now to pickWatch at: 03:48:00 / 03:48:20there's always some dirty work there'ssomebuttery work i can give to you not likemonica's gonna give me a choice and youshouldn't besitting on your own ass anyway andthat's a good chance to mumble a bunchof excuses like thatum if i recall natsuki you mentionedthat you'd like to handle the baking onyour own[ __ ] i might not be around maynot be like to be around if you onlyWatch at: 03:48:20 / 03:48:40make him out to be a nuisanceso therefore he may be more suited toassisting with the decorationsoh hold up hold on i didn't see any ofthatnone of that how could it be to make medecorations anywaysounds like you're just making an excusefor my [ __ ] heart well what are yousayingit'll be extremely meticulous work andbaking isn'tWatch at: 03:48:40 / 03:49:00do what you think guys guys guys let'ssettle down for a momentin the end i think it's up to my [ __ ]ear to decide how he'd like tocontributebesides he hasn't really gotten thechance to spend any time with me yet youknowso i'm sure she's i'm sure he'sinterested in you literally justi'm surprised as well sorry sorry i wasWatch at: 03:49:00 / 03:49:20just saying thoughjeez can we just settle this alreadyyeah [ __ ] are you okay withthis rightin the end it's up to youof course huh very wellin that case everyone looks straight atme but of course i'm gonna go withWatch at: 03:49:20 / 03:49:40all right i am definitely saving this[Music]we we couldn't pick monica beforeno what's interesting is that we couldwe couldn't i don't think you couldchoose monica beforemonaco was not an option before guysWatch at: 03:49:40 / 03:50:00monaco was not an option beforeno wait no it's new monaco was not anoptionmonaco is not an option i'm choosingmonica first i saved so i'm gonna choosemonica first[Music]well i guess i should probably beWatch at: 03:50:00 / 03:50:20helping monica yeah you picked meoh wait is it going to be forced hold upbroyeah monica you don't want to lose thelease above all of usbut i agree with natsuki not only isyour work already most suitable for onepersonbut you already have sayori as well butWatch at: 03:50:20 / 03:50:40[ __ ] i was the one whouh that doesn't matter you would alwaysget him to pick him in the first placeyou undercut president monica brownyou're supposed to make responsibledecisions for the club monica youshouldn't let any ulterior motivesinterfere with this decisionarterial motives what are you sayingWatch at: 03:50:40 / 03:51:00yuri in fact sounds like you guys arethe ones with ulterior motivesexcuse me brooke otherwise this wouldn'tbe made in such a big deal in the firstplacethat's completely false monika yeahwe have a lot of work to do you knowwon't do as good as a job if you make uswork aloneuh maybe that's trueWatch at: 03:51:00 / 03:51:20think of the club monika if we want ourevent to succeed then we need toappropriately distribute our resourcesall right all right so you're going todo the right thingpresident e to youokay okay okay i get it i get itit's technically most logical for[ __ ] let's help one of you twoWatch at: 03:51:20 / 03:51:40so i guess that's what we'll dodo you have a preferencei don't like how monica's staringdirectly at youat me monica is staringdirectly at meWatch at: 03:51:40 / 03:52:00like i don't i don't think you guysunderstanddirectly at meall right i'm going to i'm going tosayorii mean if it's going to be anyone then iprefer helping sayorii mean we're already neighbors and butmonica saidWatch at: 03:52:00 / 03:52:20monica said that siri was helping hergeez do you really hate us that muchno sorry i didn't mean for this to bedifficultalright okay so we have to do it[Music]Watch at: 03:52:20 / 03:52:40i'm gonna save again[Music]yuri on that's key who are we doingnot to kill yuri paul mud check paul youknow i'm gonna pull itWatch at: 03:52:40 / 03:53:00i'm gonna pull ityuri natsukilet's go let's go let's go let's golet's go let's go give me a give megive itokay while the pole is going well whileWatch at: 03:53:00 / 03:53:20the pole is going i'm gonna see ifthere's anything i i am i am thirstyright now so i gotta check if there'sanything toeat so i'll be back when the poll is[Music]Watch at: 03:53:20 / 03:53:40finished[Music][Music]Watch at: 03:53:40 / 03:54:00[Music]Watch at: 03:54:00 / 03:54:20all right i'm backall right back oh god wow that wasthat was very close what the [ __ ] thatwas verythat was very close whoa whoa whoa allrightWatch at: 03:54:20 / 03:54:40did i save i'll make sure[Music]well i'll probably be most used forhelping out yurimeare you [ __ ] [ __ ] meWatch at: 03:54:40 / 03:55:00why would you that's okay i can alreadytell you're about to say something meanno i was just sayoh just fam i was just saying oh [ __ ][ __ ] manWatch at: 03:55:00 / 03:55:20so you'll be helping yuri then[ __ ] huh yeahthat's what i'm going to do i'm gladi have a bad habit of overthinking thesesorts of thingsso i think your assistants will be veryusefulthat's great to hear masking will beable to handle the baking yourselfWatch at: 03:55:20 / 03:55:40i mean yeah i already said i'll be fineokay okayeveryone can tell natsuki's a feelingeveryone can tell natsuki's feeling alittle sourso is everything you need to go overyeah that should be about it are youguys excitedwell excited may not be the right wordbut i suppose i'm looking forward to alittle bitWatch at: 03:55:40 / 03:56:00feel the same [ __ ] huhme i guess you can say i'm interested tosee how it'll turn outit's good enough for me what are younatsukithat's the key what why is everyoneyelling at medidn't even do anything man no it'sWatch at: 03:56:00 / 03:56:20not what i meant at all ahyuri anxiously glances between everyonein the roomi'm so sorry for this i don't reallyknow why [ __ ]picked me and also your cupcakes are thebest cupcakes i've ever hadthey go really well with my tea i don'tthink that i can do for the event whencompared to that soWatch at: 03:56:20 / 03:56:40so i get it listen listenlisten i get it kind of surprised thoughwhy um well i'm the one likeimmature in it i already know thatyou're trying to cheer me up all of asuddeni know i'm not very good at it so if isaid something badWatch at: 03:56:40 / 03:57:00that's the key is disney i i don't thinkthat gives you anyone surprisedmonica and i are also taken back byyuri's words when she already hastrouble with words trying to sharesomething up it must be far out of myown comfort zone but i begin tounderstand yuri was trying to sound likesayorieven if it didn't work perfectly i couldtell they tried to say something sayoriwould say at a time like thisbecause sayori always helps everyoneWatch at: 03:57:00 / 03:57:20smile and feel good about themselvesno i kind of appreciated it no i'm sorryfor making a big deal i'm nothingno we good we're good yeah we're goodyeahi'm going to say this you better betmy couple is going to be the best partof the whole [ __ ] eventone job i've got one jumping up but i'mgonna [ __ ] else up fromWatch at: 03:57:20 / 03:57:40ah i believe you yeahi hope to see everyone do their best butwith that there's nothing more for todaythat gets time for us to head out allrightscout let's leaveeveryone packs up their things i startto follow monica and let's get out ofWatch at: 03:57:40 / 03:58:00the door as they chat between each otherum heyi turn around sorry i realized that idon't have any way of contacting youthis weekendoh you're right you're right i can'tbelieve that slipped my mindshould i give you my phone number iWatch at: 03:58:00 / 03:58:20think that would bebest i think that i think it'll be bestyeahall right then euro and i exchangedphone numberswe got a number we're in chat we're inwe're in we are in we are in[Music]Watch at: 03:58:20 / 03:58:40then then i'll be stopping by your houseonsunday heymy house isis that a problem no not at alli just thought that i would be the onegoing to your house since i'm the onehelping youi suppose that makes sense but if youWatch at: 03:58:40 / 03:59:00don't mindi think i would prefer going to yourhouse[Music]all right oh no betrayal we betrayedsiori again in that case it won't be aproblemi decide not to press yuri for a reasonit's not like it should matter muchWatch at: 03:59:00 / 03:59:20either way so i'll just need to makesure my room is clean[Music]hope i managed to make myself useful insome way i'm not nearly as creative asyou aredon't underestimate yourself[ __ ] huh i think that we'llmake a very productivestream yuri streamer anywayeven if you only choose me because youfelt bad or somethingWatch at: 03:59:20 / 03:59:40wait you don't actually think that doyoui don't know it's difficult to come upwith any other reason you may havechosen meyou're forgetting the one reason withthe most common sense i chose to helpyou because that's what i want to dobut yuri thinks us up with an extremelyWatch at: 03:59:40 / 04:00:00tense expressionyuri you're overthinking this you wantedme to point out when you're overthinkingrighthey i didn't realizei'm telling you i want to that's allthere is to itdo you believe me i[Music]yuri thinks really hard again she looksWatch at: 04:00:00 / 04:00:20straight to my eyes for a long whilewe smoking that cereal pack today ibelieve youas everything a tremendous effort yurifinally says that relaxes her expressionand i'm really looking forward to sunday[Music]yeah yeahWatch at: 04:00:20 / 04:00:40yeah siri is deadsierra is [ __ ] deadi am too[Music]what was that little beep it's a glitchin the systemWatch at: 04:00:40 / 04:01:00it's a glitch in the system[Music]oh my god the timingthank you after that exchange i make myway out the door and yuri followsi can't believe this oh [ __ ] i can'tbelieve i've done thisyuri's going to be coming to my house onsunday even though i would haveWatch at: 04:01:00 / 04:01:20preferred to do this withoh no oh nomy anxiety still shoots through the roofi guess i've gotten pretty used tohandling her at this pointbut who knows that what might end uphappening when we're outside of schoolshe even told me she was looking forwardto it i shake my headwhy do i feel nervous that sayori findsWatch at: 04:01:20 / 04:01:40out about thisah it's like we feel that way about eachotherah besides like monica said this isabout the clubi have nothing to worry about if i justgo with it then i'll have a good timeit's already sunday holy [ __ ] it'sWatch at: 04:01:40 / 04:02:00already sundayi've been getting increasingly anxiousabout yuri's upcoming visit i keeptelling myself there's no reason to benervousbut it doesn't hurt much you're clearlyan introvertan instrument person in general there'sno doubt that she'll open up a littlebit when it's just the two of usmeanwhile we've been textingoccasionally she was extremelyWatch at: 04:02:00 / 04:02:20apprehensive at first but it wasn't longbefore i already were learning moreabout herbut putting yuri aside ihaven't heard a thing from siori sinceshe left clubearly the other day it's not like wetext each otherall the time or something but i've beenworried about her in the back of my mindbetween what siori said and what monikaWatch at: 04:02:20 / 04:02:40saidis it really okay for me to put siri'sfeelings aside when she might need me[Music]i decided to visit sayori beforeWatch at: 04:02:40 / 04:03:00yuri comes overrather than asking i simply tell her i'mcoming over much like we've done in thepastonce i reached sayori's house i knock onWatch at: 04:03:00 / 04:03:20the door before entering it myselfagain we used to make it's not the sceneis itthis isn't the scene no it's not thescene again we used to place it offbecause remember there's like one morepoemagain we used to play so often that wemade our habits of simply entering eachother's houses like we were familyWatch at: 04:03:20 / 04:03:40the house is quiet siori isn't anywhereon the first floor so i assume she's upin a roomthis sound i know this scene's the nextday but this sounds exactly the same asit's already strange of her not to rundown and greet mei head up to a bedroom where i finallyWatch at: 04:03:40 / 04:04:00find heroh god oh god wow ohwhoa whoa whoathat was a close one saved savedwe savedeasy save all right give me one secondWatch at: 04:04:00 / 04:04:20one secbefore we continue my phone went off whydid my phone go offwhy why did my f why did my phone go offumWatch at: 04:04:20 / 04:04:40interesting interesting series sayori iscalling meimagine imagine serious calling me thatwould be hilariousum all right i'm gonna do iam going to do obligatory discord plugreal quick andi'm going to quickly go and checksomething real quick becauseWatch at: 04:04:40 / 04:05:00umlet's seewhy is everyone why is why is my why ismy timeline exploding right nowwait why is my timeline exploding whathappeneddid something happen with the gameWatch at: 04:05:00 / 04:05:20what's happening herewait hang on hang on hang on hang onhang on stop stopstop stopokay it's nothing major i was likewondering what the [ __ ] was going onall right okay so apparently apparentlyWatch at: 04:05:20 / 04:05:40it's just oh it was planning it was adiscord thingapparently it was a discord thing goddamn itgod damn it all right wow my timelinescared me [ __ ] hellanyway um let me uhbump the stream once more i'm just gonnaWatch at: 04:05:40 / 04:06:00be like should i just say shit's aboutto hit the fani'm just gonna say still goingit's a good thing i started my stream upearlyin finale hack also came in at just theright timeso yuri time yes it's the only timeWatch at: 04:06:00 / 04:06:20all right let me let me bump the streamreal quick [ __ ]may or may not be about to hit the fani am still going all right let's try andtrend something as well during thestream that'll be fun anyway umWatch at: 04:06:20 / 04:06:40let me just should like remove thisremove thisshow obs why steam open why is steamopenwhy is steam doing this to me anywaysayorii'm a [ __ ] uh i sit down in her roomWatch at: 04:06:40 / 04:07:00siori forces a smile but it's easy totell that she'sdifferent there's a minute of silencebetween usyou haven't come over like this in along time have you uhi guess i guess you're right it hasbeen a long time eight monthsvery cool not much has really changedhas itWatch at: 04:07:00 / 04:07:20[Music]seriousness messes always been i alsorecognize the same stuffed animals andworld decorations that she's had foryears nowif you came over more often it wouldn'tbe such a messthat's because i end up cleaning it foryou how come you suddenly wanted to comeovertoday aren't you supposed to see yuriWatch at: 04:07:20 / 04:07:40todayhow the [ __ ] she find that out how didshe find outno wait no how did she find outyeah but waitexactly yeah how the [ __ ][Music]siori had already left by the time weWatch at: 04:07:40 / 04:08:00decided that last meetingmonica told me it's only natural for herto keep me informed about the festivalpreparations rightmonica snitched that's that [ __ ] idon't like that's that [ __ ] i don't likeanywayWatch at: 04:08:00 / 04:08:20ah that's true but what about youaren't you going to be helping monicatodayof course but i'm just helping heronlineis thisWatch at: 04:08:20 / 04:08:40[Music]that doesn't that i don't rememberonline classes there's a zoom momentthat's a new linewe didn't we didn't plan to meet up oranythinguh oh so it's just me and yuri thenyep there's more silence between usWatch at: 04:08:40 / 04:09:00sayori stays in a random directioneverything about her behavior is reallyuncharacteristici finally get to the point i just i justwanted to see how you were doingafter you left on friday whensomething's wrong you can't hide it frommei know you too well sosorry smile shaking ahead that's no goodWatch at: 04:09:00 / 04:09:20[ __ ] uhhey why can't it just be like it'salways beenthis is all my fault if i didn't get soweak and accidentally express my fear ohnoif i didn't make that stupid mistakethen you wouldn't have worried about meatall you wouldn't have come here youWatch at: 04:09:20 / 04:09:40wouldn't have been thinking about meright nowbut this is just my punishment isn't iti'm getting punished for being soselfishoh jesus jesus christ here what the [ __ ]i think that's why the world decides tohave you come over todayit just wants to torture me [ __ ]health jesus christ theory what the [ __ ]Watch at: 04:09:40 / 04:10:00bro calm down what you wantanyway sorryi grabbed sorry about the shoulders whatthe [ __ ] you sayingyou're listening to yourself right nowyou're sounding you're sounding reallyweirdi know something happened to you there'sno other explanation for you to be likethisso tell me already until i know i won'tWatch at: 04:10:00 / 04:10:20be able to stop thinking about iti uh pers sosorry gives me an empty smile you reallyput me in a trap more [ __ ] huhbut um you're wrongnothing happened to me nothing happenedto me at alli've always been like this you're justWatch at: 04:10:20 / 04:10:40seeing it for the firsttime seeing whatwhat are you what are you talking aboutsayoriyou're really just gonna make me sayaren't you you're gonna say it say itsay it say iti guess i have no choice this time thething isi had really bad depression my wholelife did you know thatWatch at: 04:10:40 / 04:11:00why do you think i'm late to schoolevery day because most days i can't evenfind a reason to getout of bed what reason is there to doanything when i fall in how worthless iamjesus [ __ ] we go we gotta go back bro wegotta go back and there's gonna be a wayto saywe're gonna save her we're gonna saveheranyway why go to school why eat why makeWatch at: 04:11:00 / 04:11:20friendsi make other people put the energy andcarrying to waste by having them spendit on methat's what it feels like and that's whyi just want to make everyone happywithout anyone worrying about me i'm inshock i can't even figure out how torespond how is it impossible that sirikept this from me the entire timeWatch at: 04:11:20 / 04:11:40i've known her bestie i know it's sadright now but it's not the angry birds[Music]butdid you really want so badly to just notWatch at: 04:11:40 / 04:12:00think about herwhy theory eh why is it that you'venever toldme about this it almost feels like i'vebeen betrayedas your close friend because if iknew i would have done everything icould to support you even if there'sonly so much that i could doi would have tried a little bit harderWatch at: 04:12:00 / 04:12:20to make every day a little better foryouthat's why i'm your friend all you haveto do is tell meyou you don't understand at all my[ __ ] her why do you think i didn'ttell youbecause if i told you then you wouldhave to waste effort caring about meinstead of doing important thingsi didn't want to be cared about it's abit sweet when people try to care aboutmeit feels nice sometimes why do peopleWatch at: 04:12:20 / 04:12:40why did why did the main character saythatbut it also feels like a bat being swungagainst me headthat's why i want so badly for you tomake friends with everyone else helpingeveryone be happy is the best thing tomeWatch at: 04:12:40 / 04:13:00[ __ ] oh god but then i discoveredbut then i discovered something else tooseeing you make friends and get closerwith everyone in the clubit feels like a spear going through myheartso that's why that's why i decidedthe world just wants to torture me everypath leads to nothing butWatch at: 04:13:00 / 04:13:20hurt[Music]you write this i don't understand but idon't understand your feelings at allsayoribut i don't need to understand whateverit takes for me to help you stop hurtingthat's what i'll do no no [ __ ]uhthere's nothing nothing at allWatch at: 04:13:20 / 04:13:40the only thing that could have helped isif everything could be like it alwayswasbut i was selfish i finally showed youwhat a horrible person i amso strict downstairs why are you cryingno why crying why are you koreanyo why why why are you clean i made youjoin the electric club because i wasselfishand i was punished by my heart to getaway i couldn't understand it and nowyou came here and i made you hurt tooWatch at: 04:13:40 / 04:14:00i'm just weak and selfish that's all iam and that's why i'm going to acceptthese punishmentshonestly this kind of this kind of stuffdoes hithard because you're just like [ __ ] it'shard whatit's especially um i think i think ithurtsWatch at: 04:14:00 / 04:14:20when it's more um oflike as a streamer and a youtuber youhave to you have to be like happy allthe time rightyou have to you have to be happy all thetimefor the audience because the audienceyou got to enjoy it's entertainmentum first and foremost so yeah thisWatch at: 04:14:20 / 04:14:40i was like this does this does hitdifferent this [ __ ] this [ __ ] all rightthis [ __ ] hurtyhey hearty but to refer as dan umi think dan did mention something abouthow it's kind of a reflection of how hewas as a developer so i'm just likeah [ __ ] it's like ah [ __ ][ __ ] man that deserve every last oneWatch at: 04:14:40 / 04:15:00without thinking i once again grabbedsayori's shoulders this time i pulledinto a tight embraceah sorryi don't care if you feel selfish i'mreally happy that you just convinced meto join the clubseeing you every day makes it worthwhileWatch at: 04:15:00 / 04:15:20enough[Music]can you don't no noif i make friends everyone else thenthat's just a bonus but please neverunderestimate how much i care about youokayi wouldn't had it any other other way[ __ ] are you [ __ ]legend siori isn't hugging me backdespite my arms being wrapped aroundWatch at: 04:15:20 / 04:15:40there serious arms remainat her side she starts sobbing next tomy earwait is this like another route but likeif i don'tum no don't do this to meplease don't do this [ __ ] don'tdo the [ __ ] don't do thisi serious sayori barely manages to speakWatch at: 04:15:40 / 04:16:00between the subsi don't know if i'm doing the rightthing but all i want is for her to knowthis i careif you haven't done it to call yourselfselfish then you have to let me beselfish too no matter what it takes i'llfigure out what needs to changei just realized it might not besomething cursed like a meatopia whenlike yuris is looking through the windowandsees this i'll make these feelings goWatch at: 04:16:00 / 04:16:19awayand if there's anything that you need meto do then you'd better tell mei'll get mad if you don't i'll get angryi'll get angry if you don'ti i don't know i don't knowi don't know generally sayori finallyputs arms around me in returni don't know anything it's all reallyWatch at: 04:16:19 / 04:16:40scary i don't understand any of myfeelings more [ __ ] uhthe only time i'm not feeling nothing iswhen i'm feeling pain butyour hugs are so warm and that's reallyreallyscary too sorry lets me goactually so i let the go as well thefestival is tomorrowyeah it's going to be funWatch at: 04:16:40 / 04:17:00right yeahhow would you like me for me to spend itall with you ahah it's what i want i promisei think that would be nice thenyeah cereal wipes her eyes if i couldspend all day here i wouldWatch at: 04:17:00 / 04:17:19of all days this has to be the one wherei have other plans [ __ ]maybe i should cancel no no don't pleasedon'tif you did that then i really wouldn'tforgive you butit's almost time for yuri to meet me atmy house at very least do you want tocome along and help outit would be fun to my surprise shealreadydoes shayori sayori shakes her headsherry sticks aheadWatch at: 04:17:19 / 04:17:40i'm sorry i don't know if that'll bevery good for me todayyou understand right uh it's kind ofhard for me to fully understandbut i'm trying my hardest it's okaydon't worry too much about it i'll seeyou tomorrow okayall right i look forward to itWatch at: 04:17:40 / 04:18:00[Music]i said goodbye to sayori and exit herhouse on the way home ifind myself still feeling uneasy butit's hard for me to keep thinking aboutwhen yuri is about to come over allright what i'm gonna dois i'm going to save i'm goingi'm going to save and i'm going to goWatch at: 04:18:00 / 04:18:19returni think sayori is right i shouldn't bewearing too much and we're definitelygoing to have a great time tomorrow ishould focus on what's ahead of meas i approach my house i see somethingthat makes me feel a moment of panic[Music]before we do that before before we dothat imf just got back from the dentistWatch at: 04:18:19 / 04:18:40and my dentist looks like lady dimitry'scoolit was the best thing ever besides thefact she drilled the hell out of myteeth ican't feel my mouth at all oh my godall right all right let me i'm going toseeWatch at: 04:18:40 / 04:19:00i just got an achievement saying no ijust i gotta i got an achievement sayingnoall right overrides it [ __ ] itall right umnothing's changed nothing nothing haschangedlet's see pictures all rightWatch at: 04:19:00 / 04:19:19[ __ ] we got a lot of cg's missing oh[ __ ] i know that there's i know there'sa yuri one hereand then i know oh there's a lot there'slots over here thoughthere's a lot that's a lot of cgs howmany cg's are there againthis seems like more is this stuff fromthe after stories as wellWatch at: 04:19:19 / 04:19:40i never thought secretssecrets hmmi think i think a lot these are from theside stories because i know that there'snot many from the actual gameum filesWatch at: 04:19:40 / 04:20:00game there's still nothingthere's still nothing there's none ofthat in-game poem thing that they doanymore that sucksthere's new music thoughum secrets of the poems again act twoWatch at: 04:20:00 / 04:20:19fair enough interesting all right haveyou unlocked any of them yetno we have not we have notall right all rightlet's just start againwhat was that that pops up wait what wasthat that pops up did you guys see thatWatch at: 04:20:19 / 04:20:40[Music]all right hmmthis is a loading screen try puttingseries wrong as a background[Music]i mean i could try but let's continueWatch at: 04:20:40 / 04:21:00let's continue and do the thing withyuriall right let's do it let's let let's dolet's let's uhlet's just let us do the yuri the yurithingyall right yuriah thank goodnessyou're a little early i'm sorry i wasn'thome yet were you waiting for a longWatch at: 04:21:00 / 04:21:19timeno i i just got here but i started toget really nervous whennobody answered the doorbell you alwayscould have texted meif i had known i would have reassuredyou and hurried more on my way homei suppose that's true i didn't think ofthat for some reasonWatch at: 04:21:19 / 04:21:40it should be common sense to do that buti decide to ignore it[Music]anyway let's go inside i see you broughta lot of stuff with youthat's right and did you manage to findeverything i asked you to buy as wellyeah pretty muchat least i hope i got everything rightWatch at: 04:21:40 / 04:22:00i'm sure i'll be finei take yuri to my room the first thingshe does is glance around curiouslywhich makes me feel anxiousit's it's so cleanhuh i cleaned it before he came over soWatch at: 04:22:00 / 04:22:19that's very considerate of you to do ahnoi would be really embarrassing my roomto be a mess while you were herewell i do enjoy cleaning i would havegladly helped you cleanall right that would be even moreembarrassingwait don't look in there i snatch youWatch at: 04:22:19 / 04:22:40his wrist which is an impressive openinga desk drawer of mineah i'm sorry i wasn't thinking for somereasoni was just spacing out it's fine it'sfinei let go of yuri's rest she puts both ofher hands firmly in her lap as if makingsure she's keeping track of themso uh should we get startedWatch at: 04:22:40 / 04:23:00uh yes i'm having fuel i have a fewthingsplanned that you can help withdecorations and other atmosphericenhancementsatmospheric enhancementsyou know mood lighting aromatherapycandlesoh wow i didn't know you planned ontaking it that farWatch at: 04:23:00 / 04:23:19of course i want to help take our gueststo a far away placealthough many will stop by just out ofcuriosityand for cupcakes i guess i'm determinedto provide an experience that will leavethem wanting morethat's great it's easy to forget thatyou're a pretty intense personintense i guess that's the best way toWatch at: 04:23:19 / 04:23:40put itis that a bad thing no no not at allit's it's something i like about youactuallyis that sothat makes me feel relievedand kind of happyWatch at: 04:23:40 / 04:24:00yeah no need to be anxious you can relaxa littlerelax i brought some things forrelaxationi was going to use them during thepoetry event oh yeah like whatlet's see yuri rummages through her bagshe pulls out a few candles and woodenWatch at: 04:24:00 / 04:24:19cylinder-shaped objectsi did some shopping on the way here so ihave to have these in my bagi plan to cover the windows in blackpaper and use the candles to light theroomi think that would be amazing don't youyeah that would be that'll bereally neat what's that wooden thingthoughyeah what the [ __ ] is that wooden thingoh thisit's a diffuser for essential oils youWatch at: 04:24:19 / 04:24:40how familiar with aromatherapynot not familiar at all ahis that so it's one of my favoritecontributors to a positive atmospheredepending on the oils or herbs youchoose you can change the mood of theair itselfyou can even feel it permeate throughyour bodyWatch at: 04:24:40 / 04:25:00relaxation positive energy romancereflectionit's almost like a magic yuri takes thecylinder and pushes the switch on thebottomin just a moment a thin ray of vaporbegins to spark from a small hole at thetopwow that's that smells wonderful[Music]Watch at: 04:25:00 / 04:25:19yeah yeah stop itstop that what kind of mood is that oneforthis is a jasmine essential oil itsmells a little sweet and flowery rightyeah that's a good way to describe it ichewi chose jasmine for the event because itWatch at: 04:25:19 / 04:25:40provides more than relaxationjasmine enhances your emotions and helpsyou feel them flow through your bodyif you're warmer and your heart poundsmore heavily don't you think that willbe perfect for sharing your poemsit does sound suitable but you seem toknow a lot about this so i'll trust youropinion with anythingyuri smiles gently clearly enjoyingWatch at: 04:25:40 / 04:26:00herself she again reaches into a bag andpulls out several spools of thin ribbonwhat are those for welldid you purchase the origami the origamipaper i asked you to getwait seanit's origami killer yeah i have it overhereWatch at: 04:26:00 / 04:26:19we won't be using the paper for foldingorigami what i'd like to do is write adifferent word on each paperwe'll need about 100 of them oh yeahwhat will those be used for well i'mgoing to cut pieces of ribbon to hang upfrom the doorway of the classroomthen we can fasten the paper onto theribbon to create a doorway curtainWatch at: 04:26:19 / 04:26:40wouldn't that be wonderfulit would also catch the eye of thisparty room it may also it may attractsometo peek inside now that'sreally really creative i had no ideaso we'd be so good at this yuri is isWatch at: 04:26:40 / 04:27:00that sowell i suppose i do get a little intenseas you put it[Music]yuri giggles with red cheeks is it justme or is she more relaxed when it's justthe two of usor maybe it's the excitement she feelsfrom sharing something that she enjoyshere's the marker my [ __ ] heart youWatch at: 04:27:00 / 04:27:19can write any of the characters you wanti'll help you once i finish cutting theribbons yeah alrightsitting on the floor together the two ofus get to work i carefully drawdifferent characters on each paper doingmy best to manage my bad handwritingyuri unravels a long strand of redribbon to her desired lengththen she reaches into a bag once moreand pulls out a pocketknifeeh the knife is strangely beautifulWatch at: 04:27:19 / 04:27:40the silver handle has the intricatepattern of waves etched onto itthe blade itself is gently tinted bluethat'sno ordinary pocket knife it looks reallyfancyah well wellembarrassed yuri looks away what is itWatch at: 04:27:40 / 04:28:00you're gonna think it's weird yuriwhatever it is i have noreason to judge to each their own youknowif you promise you won't be waited outchad chadchad you better not be waiting outyeah i promiseWatch at: 04:28:00 / 04:28:19[Music]all right all rightthe thing is i've kind of into knivesi've got anentire knife collection from elementalknives i've got a karambiti've packed so many knives literallyeverything i've packedeverything don't worry they're justreally really pretty you got those stuckWatch at: 04:28:19 / 04:28:40karambits those are sick i can't help iti don't know what it is the combinationof craftsmanship and feeling of dangermaybeoh [ __ ] what am i saying please don'tthink i'm wait for this[Music]i'm waited out you're laughing you'relaughingi just told you about my knifecollection and you're laughing at meWatch at: 04:28:40 / 04:29:00no i'm not laughing at you it's justfunny how nervous you got about sharingit's while an interesting thing to beinto i guess but i think it kind ofsuits yousuits me yeah it's kind of intensebesides it's a really cool looking knifei can't deny thatit is it is isn't itWatch at: 04:29:00 / 04:29:19your relaxation relaxes her expressiononce againwould you like to hold this sure i'llcheck it outyuri carefully hands me the knife withthe handle facing me i take it and turnit around in my handit feels heavy and extremely solid wheredo you even get a knifelike this curious of its sharpness iWatch at: 04:29:19 / 04:29:40feel the point of the knife with myindex finger[Music][ __ ] up why'd you do thati didn't expect it to be that sharp ibarely touched it at allthat is my faulti should have warned you this knife isWatch at: 04:29:40 / 04:30:00extremelysharp it can cut through skin like it'spaperoh no a small drop of blood tricklesdown the side of my fingeryuri takes my hand and gives the wound acloser lookah she stared at she stares at it andnoticeably fidgetsif you're squeamish i'll go wash it offWatch at: 04:30:00 / 04:30:19nowah without warningyuri puts the puts my finger in themouth and licks the woundi feel a tongue curl around my fingerstartled i instinctively pulled my handbackoh what the [ __ ] the homie what the [ __ ]Watch at: 04:30:19 / 04:30:40what are you doing ohbut please forgive me i wasn't thinkingiyuri low's ahead her face burning upyuri yuri what the [ __ ] was thatthat's the most embarrassing thing i'vedone how could i do something like thatWatch at: 04:30:40 / 04:31:00i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry yuri yuriwhat the [ __ ] sure it was a little weirdand they took me by surprisebut i guess she was just trying to helprightyuri i think you're overreacting alittleah she doesn't lift her head what if shedoesn't recover from this from this forthe rest of the afternoonWatch at: 04:31:00 / 04:31:19all right you know what this might be astupid thing to do but i do it anywaywhat the [ __ ] is wrongi take yuri's hand to liquor indexfingerwhat bruhWatch at: 04:31:19 / 04:31:40that makes no yo what the [ __ ]stop stop that like ow[Music]like ow why are you dying stopactually actually stop like that's notgonna that's not how it worksWatch at: 04:31:40 / 04:32:00it doesn't cancel each other out twoweird things don't cancel each other out[Music]that's not that makes no sense[Music]does he really just do thatnow now we're even now we're evenWatch at: 04:32:00 / 04:32:19oh god someone got someone just gottimed out for ascii i forgot those iforgot no ascii in this chatoh god that was whoopsuh yuri just looked at me like i didsomething wrongWatch at: 04:32:19 / 04:32:40ahaha i knew that would be a bad ideaif not for the sweet or remove thejasmine oil the air would be extremelyheavy right nowyou're so [ __ ] weird [ __ ]huh you're a giggle shylyeh you're really calling me weirdi have no response to that where do youWatch at: 04:32:40 / 04:33:00keep your ban like no seriously likewhy does he keep his bandages where doyou keep your bandagesuh i don't think i need one actually itwas a tiny cutlook already stopped bleeding i seethat's relievingthe tension is quickly lifting we eachresume our respective activitiesi watch yuri's knife cut through theWatch at: 04:33:00 / 04:33:20ribbon like it's nothing but airmeanwhile i continue to make progress onthe paperafter we finish attaching the paper tothe ribbons we laid them all out side bysideit looks better than i expected and willbe very effective as a door curtainlooks great good thing coming up withthis yuriah thanks it's just something i sawonline reallyWatch at: 04:33:20 / 04:33:40are you ready to move on to the nexttask yeah let's do itwhat do you have in mind i'd like tocreate a banner that's why i asked youto buy the paint tablesoh yeah that's right one of the itemsyou had asked me to buy was a kit ofwatercolor paint tabletsyeah those wacom tablets we'll needabout sixwe need about six cups of water to putWatch at: 04:33:40 / 04:34:00each of the tablets in do you mindfetching those for usof course like listen listen of coursenotsix cups of water i'll be right back ina minutethank you very much oh and just a littlebit of wateris okay if you fill the cup too muchWatch at: 04:34:00 / 04:34:20it'll be too diluted[Music]taking yuri's advice i decided to use asmall plastic bathroom cups rather thanfull size glassesi put them on a plate to catch any paintthat drips then bring it backinto my room yuriyes i come in to see yuri quicklyunrolling the sleeve pulling it backWatch at: 04:34:20 / 04:34:40over her armnothing your face is a little red is ittoo hot in here or anythingah no no not at allthere's nothing wrong so let's mix thepaintyuri hardly dismisses me and takes itupon herself to unwrap the tabletsdropping them into the cupsWatch at: 04:34:40 / 04:35:00so i thought we would do somethingsimple that would look very nicei'd like to paint a gradient across thebanner[Music]starting with the colors for sunrisethen daytime then sunset at night timeonce it dries i'll write aninspirational quote across the bannerwe can hang it from the wall besidebehind the podium at the front of theclassroomWatch at: 04:35:00 / 04:35:20ah neat what are you going to writewell it'll be more fun to surprise youyuri smiles at me if you say so afterrolling out the banner euro and i kneelon opposite sides so we don't get in theway of each otheryuri uses a brush and adds a few dots ofdifferent colors across the banner toserve as a color guide when we paintWatch at: 04:35:20 / 04:35:40this kind of reminds me of elementaryschool painting on a banner withwatercolors feels a lot like art classprojects that we had back thenit's relaxing ah i'm sorry if this feelstoo childishno i don't mean that at all it's kind offun you knowyeah it is fun i'm glad you feel thatway tooWatch at: 04:35:40 / 04:36:00yuri stops painting for a momentthinking to herselffor me i don't need scars to do crazythings to have fun in fact i usuallydon't even want toit's i just like when i can spend timewith one other person even if it'ssomething simple like reading it doesn'teven matter we don't talk muchjust having a friend next to me makesthings a little bit betteri think that's all it takes for me to beWatch at: 04:36:00 / 04:36:20happyis that so even if yuri and i are quitedifferenti can understand where she's coming fromi feel that way about things like animeand games where simply sharing theexperience with someone can make mehappyi think i feel the same way yuri smellsgentlyi knew you'd understand yuri leans overWatch at: 04:36:20 / 04:36:40the banner to grab an unused paintbrushbut i move at the same time causing myhead to bump into hers[Music]medic medic ruffmedic medic get dog come on manWatch at: 04:36:40 / 04:37:00oh oh sorry yuri reels back and iquickly lift my hands in surpriseare you hurt nah i'm just joshingi'm not hurt it just startled me that'sall sorry i should have asked you to getit for meWatch at: 04:37:00 / 04:37:20it's not your fault it's on your facethere are droplets of paint on yuri'sface and neckis there is there something on my faceyeah i accidentally got paint on yousorry sorry it's totally my faulti'll get a towel right away i rush outWatch at: 04:37:20 / 04:37:40some fetch a small towel then i dampenit with hot wateri return to my room and kneel back downin front of her[Music]oh remasteredgod it looks oh god oh god this is hdhere i pat down yuri's face and neckwith the toweluh is something wrong it's hotWatch at: 04:37:40 / 04:38:00i did not expect it sorryi didn't want to use cold water ihaven't finished i start to retract myhandbut yuri suddenly holds my wristwait heyjust for a little longerWatch at: 04:38:00 / 04:38:20it feels really nice why is the chinpointier yeah bro you could kill someonewith that chinah i keep my hands still against yuri'sneckshe look she looks into my eyes it's anintense expression that i recognize fromWatch at: 04:38:20 / 04:38:40when she reads her bookalmost as if she's lost in her daysenveloped by her own thoughts shebreathes gently half through slightlypast her lipsthe [ __ ] is happening is it the aroma ofthis jasmine or giving me the dizzyfeelingyuri's gentle fingers wraps around mywish send a tingling sensation throughmy arm and suddenlyher face seems to be much closer to mineWatch at: 04:38:40 / 04:39:00than it was just a moment agouh yuri slowly pulls awayah saved saved saved sorryi've just been feeling a littlelightheaded today i didn't mean to spaceoutit it's fine the moment is over as soonWatch at: 04:39:00 / 04:39:20as it beganyuri picks up her brush again but hermovement seems clumsier like she'sunable to focusi remain silent vocal forced to ignorethe event that just transpiredi instantly retrieve my own brush andcontinue following yuri's examplethat should do it i finished filling theWatch at: 04:39:20 / 04:39:40night sky with the white dots that looklike starslooking at the banner as a whole is verypretty and natural lookingi think it came out better than iexpected i'm really happy with theresultsyeah me too are you going to add thelettering nowah not yet it needs to try firstthat's true but won't that take a whileWatch at: 04:39:40 / 04:40:00wellperhaps it'll be best to leave it herethen you have it bring it have you bringin the morningi can do the lettering in the classroombefore our event starts is that okaythat's totally fine wonderfulwonderful in that casei don't think there's anything more forus to do hereWatch at: 04:40:00 / 04:40:20you say that like you're glad it's overwas i wrong to assume that you at leastenjoying yourselfoh no it's not that i'm just glad wemanaged to get everything donei see i am too i was a little concernedabout timei need to start making dinner soonthat's actually very very poignantbecause i gotta make dinner soon as wellWatch at: 04:40:20 / 04:40:40ah so you don't have any time left isecretly hope you could have extra timeafter finishing the workwell yuri thinks to herselfi think i'll be too irresponsible of meto wait much longer i'm sorry also maybethere'll be more time as wellit's probably my fault sorry for beingsuch a slow workerWatch at: 04:40:40 / 04:41:00no it's not your fault at all and theimportant thing is that we've goteverything done rightyeah so i shouldn't be disappointed oranythinggathering all the things yuri seems tolook a little downcast i understand whyit sounded like she rarely gets theopportunity to spend time with friendsin a relaxed environmentbut that doesn't mean this is the lasttime it can happenWatch at: 04:41:00 / 04:41:20once yuri packs up i walk out the frontdoor thank youlisten thank you very much for having metodayno prob no problem i'm glad i was ableto helpjust let me know if there's anythingelse you need me to bring tomorrowall right[Music]Watch at: 04:41:20 / 04:41:40i will well then yuri fidgetsi guess i'll see you tomorrow wait ikind of say that without thinkingabout today it's fine that we didn'thave to get as much time as we wantedbecause we can do this again wheneveryou want you can come overwe can go out somewhere i forgot youWatch at: 04:41:40 / 04:42:00don't like going out muchas i stumble over my words yuri simplysmiles bashfullyanyway you know what i'm trying to saysoyou're very thoughtful [ __ ] uhyuri takes astep closer to me then briefly squeezesmy hand[ __ ] hell get whoa whoa whoa awayWatch at: 04:42:00 / 04:42:20also why did the music just stopwhy did the music just stop all of asudden what the [ __ ]that's too close that's way too close icai kind of like that about you wellhow am i supposed to respond to that buti don't even get a chance as yuriWatch at: 04:42:20 / 04:42:40suddenly pulls backwhat's it say all righthi hi ohohoh oh noWatch at: 04:42:40 / 04:43:00[ __ ] that's all i can say[ __ ] i'm going to save againoh let me say [ __ ] oh not like thisnot like this but this this is odd brothis is a doctor disrespect momentWatch at: 04:43:00 / 04:43:20this is a stupid thought stupid [ __ ]mistakes man [ __ ]oh oh [ __ ] hi[ __ ] uh sorry just now we wentwe went it's okay [ __ ] uhi just stopped by to say hiWatch at: 04:43:20 / 04:43:40uh um well it'snice to see you i'm sorry but i'malready on my way toto leave reallythat's too badi'm i'm sorry but but we'll be togetherWatch at: 04:43:40 / 04:44:00at the festival tomorrow soso so that's fine rightof course theory beamsyes so i'll see youtomorrow i guess clearly embarrassedyuri hurries up oh she pelted off holy[ __ ]siori waves goodbye after herWatch at: 04:44:00 / 04:44:20sayori i thought you didn't want to comeover todayoh well i tried staying in my roombut my imagination was being really meanto me so i had to come here and see itfor myselfsee what what are you talking about youWatch at: 04:44:20 / 04:44:40knowhow much fun you were having with yuriand how close you got to herit makes me really happy that you'vemadesuch good friends that's all thatmatters to metears start to fall down siori's facethat's all that matters to meWatch at: 04:44:40 / 04:45:00why am i feeling this way [ __ ]uh i'm supposed to be happy for youwhy does it feel like my heart'ssplitting in half it hurts so mucheverything hurts so much oh my godtimingthis will be so much better if i canjust disappear sorry don't say thatit's true mo [ __ ] uh if i wasn't nearthen you wouldn't have to waste yourWatch at: 04:45:00 / 04:45:20sympathy on meyou wouldn't have to put up with mebeing selfish bro stop monica was righti should just monikawhat did monica say monica was rightabout whatsorry what i said before is truei'm not going to let this continueWatch at: 04:45:20 / 04:45:40caring about you like this isn't theburden your mind is making out to beit's something that makes me happy it'ssomething i wouldn't trade for anythingelseso even if it takes an entire lifetimei'm going to be by your side until youdon't feel any more painbut sayori looks away i put a hand onher shoulder to reassure heri'm scared [ __ ] i'm reallyWatch at: 04:45:40 / 04:46:00scaredwhat are you scared of sayori i'm scaredthatthat i might like you more than you likeme sorryit's true isn't it i was weak andstarted to like you too muchi did this to myself [ __ ] uhall right i'm gonnaoverwrite the save all rightWatch at: 04:46:00 / 04:46:20overwrite it i like you so much this iwant to diethat's how i feel and and that's enoughsorryi don't want you to hurt anymore i slidemy hand down sayori's arm and squeezeher hand in my owndo you remember how i said i always knowwhat's best for youWatch at: 04:46:20 / 04:46:40do you still believe me wordlesslysayori nodseven if you don't understand all of yourown feelings i know what you need themost right nowand that's what i'm going to give to you[Music]say ori let's do it let's do iti love you sorry huh those are my trueWatch at: 04:46:40 / 04:47:00feelingsthis feels like school days this feelslike this feels like school daysi don't know about you guys but thisdoes feel like school days you knowthose where you just like multiple andthen one time you get a texthave you guys oh god this reminds me ofWatch at: 04:47:00 / 04:47:20school days [ __ ]oh [ __ ][Music]those are my true feelings so there's noway you can like me more than i like youi should have realized it sooner butspending time with everyone at the clubmaking new friends and having fun withyou every dayit helps me realize that you are trulyWatch at: 04:47:20 / 04:47:40the most important person to methat's why i'll accept any of yourburdens as long as we continue like thisevery daywith you by my side then i know we willbe both be happy i can feel it nowat the burning [ __ ] huhsuddenly siri wraps arms tightly aroundme [ __ ] uhWatch at: 04:47:40 / 04:48:00is this really okayyeah i'll hold cereal in my arms andpull up closeryou'll never have to let go of me againi love you [ __ ] uhi want to be with you forever me tooi feel serious grip around me weaken alittle bit what is thisWatch at: 04:48:00 / 04:48:20say alright i'm supposed to be happyright now i always thought this would bethe happiest moment for mebut why even now i want the ring cloudsgo awaythey're not going away at all[ __ ] huh it's okay sorryit might take some time for things toget better again but no matter how longit takesi'll be there every step of the wayWatch at: 04:48:20 / 04:48:40that's all that matters right nowokay i trust yousorry and i slowly release each other soi guess that makes the festival tomorrowour first date huhwhat are you saying i don't think aboutthose things you know i want everythingto be the same as alwaysalways has been even if we really areWatch at: 04:48:40 / 04:49:00a couple i don't know if i can handleanything more right nowit's really new and scary to me iunderstandregards whatever pace suits you best hey[ __ ] uhsiri gazes at me once again smilingsadly even if i get really really sadthis is the best thing for me right heyWatch at: 04:49:00 / 04:49:20i don't really understand what theorymeans by thatare you saying that this is making youfeel sad sayorii don't know i don't understand what i'mfeelingit felt like a bunch of thorns when youtold me you love me but that's why iwant to trust youyou know what's best for me yeahi do that's my promise i say that but inWatch at: 04:49:20 / 04:49:40reality i've never felt more uncertainwhen it comes to sayoriyeah this is like school days i knowthis i love heri know she loves me but i'm having asmuch trouble understanding sarah'sfeelings as she iseven though i can comfort her i keepwondering if i should be doing somethingmore or something differenti know these thoughts will continue toWatch at: 04:49:40 / 04:50:00plague me until things are back to theway they wereis that what sayori meant by not wantinganything to changei don't know but i know that i'll giveit to everything i gotsayori is the most important person tome and i'll do whatever it takes to havea happy future with herahwhat the [ __ ] no stop stopWatch at: 04:50:00 / 04:50:20stop stop stopwe saved all right anyway um[Music]before before we goforward before we go forwardwe are not going to continue just yesWatch at: 04:50:20 / 04:50:40pause we're going to put some pause onthisand we are going to go andum we are we are going to go and checkthe files firstfirst we are going to go and check we'regonna go check the filesso let me just go to the main menu exitddlcnothing has changed new pictures thoughWatch at: 04:50:40 / 04:51:00okay okay[Applause]interesting there's nothingthere's there's nothing there's anythere's any newWatch at: 04:51:00 / 04:51:20hmm[Music]all right i'm gonna set i'm going to setsiori's room as the wallpaper and see ifanything happensall right we're gonna have that and thenWatch at: 04:51:20 / 04:51:40instead instead of going back through itwe're going to speedrun we're going to speed run the otherroutes we got to get all the cg's ifwe're going 100this we got to get all the cg's also i'mlooking at the filesoh ohthere it is oh noWatch at: 04:51:40 / 04:52:00oh no oh no oh nothere it is that's ohoh [ __ ] okay oh [ __ ] oh [ __ ]um umWatch at: 04:52:00 / 04:52:20so what do we do fellasi'm thinking i'm thinking before wecontinuebefore we continue because there is apoint of no returnand i know there's a big point of noreturn i am goingto do the side stories so we're going todo some new content nowWatch at: 04:52:20 / 04:52:40i think we're going to do some newcontent to keep the illusion thateverythingis completely fine so we are going to bedoing side storiesand then i'm going to 100 the cgsand then we'll call it can we check mailno mail we'd have a notification ifthere was mail all rightWatch at: 04:52:40 / 04:53:00we will do the side stories the sidestories are stories of friendship thatare unrelated to the events of the maingame to getall six side stories try writing poemsfor different characters and viewingtheir special scenes in ddlcall right we're going to start with thefirstside story which is trust part one thisconcernsmonica and sayori rightWatch at: 04:53:00 / 04:53:20begin do we beginall right we beginnew content timeWatch at: 04:53:20 / 04:53:40oh [ __ ]oh there's different there's differentareas nowthere's different areas nice broWatch at: 04:53:40 / 04:54:00why did i flinch why why why did iflinchall right anyway okay everyonethe literature club is starting let'sall have a season and take attendanceokay ohWatch at: 04:54:00 / 04:54:20i missed the bait club who knew it'd beso difficult to start a new clubi feel worse than every day that passedwithout anyone coming in ohoh i'm really starting to loseconfidencemonica is the only member of theliterature club in the days that havepassed all of our efforts to recruit newmembers have beenfruitless am i going about this wrongWatch at: 04:54:20 / 04:54:40monica glances at one of her flyers theheadline isdo you like literature maybe maybe nonobody's intellectual enough to pick usover their other club interestsi just can't rely on people likingliterature i need to sell them on avisiona vision but what kind of visionWatch at: 04:54:40 / 04:55:00monica rests her head on her desk deepin thoughtbut before she realizes it the recentnights of staying up too late start tocatch up to herit's so quiet and the noise of the airconditioner is soothingoh is he sleeping all rightWatch at: 04:55:00 / 04:55:20um hellohuh suddenly a voice causes monica tosnap awakeoh oh my gosh oh god i'm sorrybro i never i never do that i never doWatch at: 04:55:20 / 04:55:40thatis this the napping club nothis is monika pauses suddenlyembarrassed to admit that this is infact the literature clubthis is the the the literature clubyeah yeah i thought i got it wrong for aWatch at: 04:55:40 / 04:56:00seci'm super sorry it was like sounprofessional of me to do thathey don't apologize i do that all thetimeoh did i miss the clubmeeting where where is everyone wellabout thatWatch at: 04:56:00 / 04:56:20this is everybody reallyreally just you gave more members forgetmy members i'm working and workingreally hard on it hold on a secif it's just you huhthat means i get to be vice presidentWatch at: 04:56:20 / 04:56:40vice president timewait vice president what what are yourqualifications well i'm better atnapping than youohWatch at: 04:56:40 / 04:57:00anywaymaybe i should be president oh [ __ ]now you know you're just making fun ofme ohoh i'm sorry um what was your namesiri sayori is my nameokay sayori i've been tryingWatch at: 04:57:00 / 04:57:20really really hard on this club i knowyou caught me at a weird time butit's really dishonest to not be takenseriously you knowi care so much about this i just want tofind other people who do toooh no i'm sosorry i do care i promiseWatch at: 04:57:20 / 04:57:40i have a hard time being serious that'sall i didn't mean for it to hurt youand i was joking about the vicepresident thing too i'd make ashitty vice president i mean i'm surethatmonica tries to say something reassuringbut it's difficult when she stilldoesn't know much about sayoriyeah she doesn't know any that knows[ __ ] all what were they gonna doWatch at: 04:57:40 / 04:58:00i'm sorry that this isn't like a realclubyet would you still be interested injoining us i found a few more members atleastwell no i want to join now reallyWatch at: 04:58:00 / 04:58:20yeah it sounds like a lot of funbesides i can tell how hard you've beenworking you're doing something amazingyou should be proud of it you knowso let me help you something stressfulinto something funif nothing else i'm good at that sohonestly how could iWatch at: 04:58:20 / 04:58:40possibly say no to that that's reallysweet if you say alrightoh i'm monica by the way money girlthat's such a cool thingokay now now you're just trying to cheerme upbut you're smiling look at you smileWatch at: 04:58:40 / 04:59:00well i didn't say it didn't workmonica glances at the flyer on her deskand realizes that her name is alreadywritten on it[Music]do you want to do first wellit's getting pretty late isn't it we cango home and try to come up with some newideas to recruit club membersWatch at: 04:59:00 / 04:59:20i know i can do that i can do that cooland i think i need to put some some morethoughts into my vision for the clubyou know like a missionmy mission is to make everyone happyyeah something like that i need to thinkabout it heyWatch at: 04:59:20 / 04:59:40do you do you like hugsi guess so siri suddenly pulls monicainto a friendly hug then let's gosome people can just use a hugsometimes besidesWatch at: 04:59:40 / 05:00:00see sorry whispers loudlyi get it just what gives me my blushwait hug hug energy monica laughswell the series is very different fromher monika feels the spirits liftedmaybe it's just because she finallyfound another club memberbut well i'm looking forward to tomorrowWatch at: 05:00:00 / 05:00:20thenit'll be oh yeahi'm excited i'm gonna think really hardtonight about to get more peopleyeah me too waitso why did monica betray siri like thatWatch at: 05:00:20 / 05:00:40a day passes and the time comes for theliterature club monica and sayori toreconveneas president monica ensures that she'sthe first to arrive to the club roombut she finds herself waiting longerthan expected for sayoriit's been 10 minutes already also giveWatch at: 05:00:40 / 05:01:00it up for five hoursgive it up for five hours anywaymaybe sayori changed her mind aboutjoiningno that can't be she was so excitedyesterday but i'm getting kind ofworriedsuddenly sayori comes pounding throughthe door in her hand she's holding asheet of paper sorry i'm late i'm hereWatch at: 05:01:00 / 05:01:20it's okay welcome backsorry spins over to monica and depositthe sheets onto monica's desk huhwhat's this[Music]oh all right we gotta do this we gotWatch at: 05:01:20 / 05:01:40this properly[Music]i'm going to tell you to put yourvolumes down i'm going toput your volumes down all right firstpoem first poemWatch at: 05:01:40 / 05:02:00Watch at: 05:02:00 / 05:02:20hope you guys enjoyed that one[Music]Watch at: 05:02:20 / 05:02:40oh my godhey this is pretty goodyou wrote this theory of coursewait wait no that's one side of thepaper huhWatch at: 05:02:40 / 05:03:00i wasn't ready to show that i was soembarrassedmonika flips over the paper written onthe other side is a list of ideas forrecruiting club membersso this is what you meant to show meWatch at: 05:03:00 / 05:03:20but i'm curious now do i poetry oftensee i i do but i'm i'm surei'm not anywhere near as good as thisyou arereally i'm actually terrible at writingpoetryi've never written anything i was happywith like i always read this again aftera week i was alright and i'm likeWatch at: 05:03:20 / 05:03:40wow this is stupid this isoh no like the dramatic version of medoesn't agree with the person i wantmyself to beor something like that noyou should have more confidence inyourself religious club presentWatch at: 05:03:40 / 05:04:00i guess you're not wrong there i need tolike set a good example or whateveryou know i can envision a club doingsomething like that doing whatyou know like sharing poems we write andstuff like thatoh yeah i would love thatit's such a good way to learn aboutWatch at: 05:04:00 / 05:04:20other people you knowit's like we have so many differentemotions that we can't express to otherpeople usuallybut you can when it's a poem right yeahi think that's helping me form a morecreative vision for the clubso i'm glad you showed me well eventhough it was by accidentme too i felt embarrassed at first butWatch at: 05:04:20 / 05:04:40now it feels kind of good that someoneelse read iti'll try to show you more of them in thefutureoh yeah i'd love that oh geez i'mgetting distracteddo you want to go over this recruitmentbrainstorm together my brainstorm sowardit was like a bright hurricane mybrain's a natural disasterWatch at: 05:04:40 / 05:05:00sarah that's terrible anyway let's takea look at the listmake cupcakes i wasoh i was hungry but it was a good ideaisn't it all rightlet me think about this one i mean whenwould you have the chance to give peopleWatch at: 05:05:00 / 05:05:20cupcakesit's you know like when they come intothe club where what if we hadfree cupcakes on the flyerswhy is everyone saying why is the whitewhy is the music wonkyit's fine for me i don't know what is itWatch at: 05:05:20 / 05:05:40i don't know what you talking about it'sfine for mewrong kindpeople people would just come from thecupcakes and thenleave oh mateno one would do that that would be meanWatch at: 05:05:40 / 05:06:00but you know i want to find people whoare really into literature even if theydon't know it yetlet's see the next thing on the listhunt for people reading booksi don't think i get it like going aroundthe school and finding people arereading books you knowlike in the morning or during lunch andwe tell them to check out the lectureWatch at: 05:06:00 / 05:06:20clubsee well the problem is that wouldn'tmost people reading books just be doingit for an assignment or somethinghow do you know if they're just readingit for fun oh well we could ask thembut then we'd be bothering people whowere trying to do schoolworki i didn't think about that i'm sorryheyWatch at: 05:06:20 / 05:06:40don't apologize you're coming up with alot more things than i canoh your next idea is to hand out flyersrather than just put them up on the walli definitely like to start doing thati'm useful i never said you weren'ti just need to think what would we tellpeople when handing them out i don'tthink just be likeWatch at: 05:06:40 / 05:07:00let's figure out how we can betterengage peoplewhat have you told them about the clubactivities and stopwhat club activities yeah i guess it'ssupposed to be my job to just come upwith that righta vision for the club okay sorry butthen you're a normal person for a secondWatch at: 05:07:00 / 05:07:20wait oh oh [ __ ] i i did not i did notmean thati did not mean that like that yo yeahi'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorryyou know like a random passerby that isgetting a flyerhow would you react to the idea of aliterature clubWatch at: 05:07:20 / 05:07:40probably like legit just[Music]i'm joining the anime club wait hang onthat sounds very familiarthat sounds very familiar i'm not goingto liewhat the what the heckWatch at: 05:07:40 / 05:08:00[Music]oh sorry i was just thinking of a friendof mine i was just thinking of a friendof mineoh see exactly[Music]okay what if i said that we we like wedo group reading thendiscuss it togetheri'd probably nap through thatWatch at: 05:08:00 / 05:08:20that's you sayori yeah but that doesn'treally sound fun to most people anywaywe need to really catch the interest youknow ahthis sucks why is it so hard monicadon't be sad what do you like aboutliteratureme well kind of what i said about thepoem earlier i think it gives you thechance to express yourselfWatch at: 05:08:20 / 05:08:40like express yourself in ways you can'tnormally do when you're just doing yournormal day and talking to your friendsi mean we all have many thoughts andfeelings that just don't get to shareyou know it's likeintimate yeah how do we get that acrossto peoplewe could be like express this yourselfbe intimate with the okay whoa whoaWatch at: 05:08:40 / 05:09:00whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa sorrycalm down [ __ ] [ __ ] whoa calm downdamn i i i'm just kiddingoh my gosh oh my godwhat what is it i've got all my thingsWatch at: 05:09:00 / 05:09:20in my classroomi must go into excessive rush here sillyme rushedbut what i said never mind did you wantto get your stuff theni'll forget if i don't do it nowwell i'll wait for you then okay onlysecond secondtheory dashes out of the room leavingmonaco momentarily aloneWatch at: 05:09:20 / 05:09:40monica sizes starts adjusting theirthoughts on a sheet of paperexpress yourself be who you want to bemake new friends discovera new you discover your heartno write your heart out noright into your heart right the way intoWatch at: 05:09:40 / 05:10:00your heartjoin the literature club right the wayinto your heartwow that's lame my god[ __ ] you scared me sorryoh sorry but it's something importantWatch at: 05:10:00 / 05:10:20all the way to my classroom there was agirlreading a book reading a book hurrysorry recruiter wait are you sure she'snot doing justdoing homework i could tell she wasreally into itah well i guess we could take a lookWatch at: 05:10:20 / 05:10:40monica grabs one of her flyers andstands up from her desk then the twodepart the classroom with sayori leadingthe way[Music]this way you don't have to runsiori leads monica over to a particularclassroom then lowers the voice to awhisperin here monica peers through the windowWatch at: 05:10:40 / 05:11:00sure enough there's a girl sitting aloneintently reading a booki feel like a creep doing this youshould go inside and talk to herme you're the president and i'llprobably scare her awayokay fine i'll do it monica takes a deepbreath and then timidly enters theWatch at: 05:11:00 / 05:11:20classroomwhoa that was fast oh my gosh i'm soembarrassedwhy what happened all right welli i entered the classroom and she didn'tlook up from a book so i kind of justleft the flyer on the desk andwalked out it's kind of cuteWatch at: 05:11:20 / 05:11:40but i'm sure she'll see him want to jointhe club i hope soshall we head back now did you head backto the classroomtheory feeling rather accomplished andmonica still feeling a bit embarrassedby the encounterupon returning monica and sayori resumedWatch at: 05:11:40 / 05:12:00their strategy meetingthey discussed various different variousdifferent kinds of recruitment tacticsfrom professional to sillyafter going through sarah's list andwith monica coming up with the ideas forher own the two end up in a better spotthan from where they beganwell i'd say that today was prettyproductive wasn't ityeah i think it's time to make progressWatch at: 05:12:00 / 05:12:20i can't wait to get some new members heywhat's this theory appears that thesheets of paper monica was justing onearlieroh oh don't mind that i was justthinking to myselfjoin the literature club right the wayinto your heartthat's so cuteWatch at: 05:12:20 / 05:12:40i thought it was a little overdramaticbut sorrysorry siri pauses and thinks for amoment you knowi don't think you give yourself enoughcredit what what what do you meanlike i don't know i feel like itselffrom talking to you today it seems likeyou're always afraid of doing somethingwrongyeah but would you call yourself aWatch at: 05:12:40 / 05:13:00perfectionistyeah yeah i definitely am i mean ialways have an idea of my head on how iwant things to goand it's like i can't accept anythingless than thatbut when i but i think in the end uh ithelps me channel hardest to everythingso i don't think it's that badlike with this club we have such anopportunity to make into exactly how weenvision itbut it feels like we only have one shotWatch at: 05:13:00 / 05:13:20at itso i'm afraid of really deviating fromthat divisionwhat's division it'smonika pauses to think then shakes aheadto herself she sighsi don't know i just want everyone tomonika chills off smiling siri taps afinger against a sheet of paperWatch at: 05:13:20 / 05:13:40right the way into your heart i thinkwhat you're trying to dois to make the club that you need themost out of anyonewell you're the one who knows this thebest of course but i'm here to help youmonica returns sayori smile sort ofamazing how kind you are we're reallygoing to make this the best club everWatch at: 05:13:40 / 05:14:00siori nods and the two remain silent fora moment lost in thoughtthe only sound is the steady whisper ofthe air conditionerand the only movement is the afternoonsunlight trickling its way in and out ofthe moving cloudstheory breaks the moment with a big yawnWatch at: 05:14:00 / 05:14:20time to go you told mein that case today's meeting isofficially overi look forward to tomorrow me toosorry beams and grabs the thingsWatch at: 05:14:20 / 05:14:40you can go on ahead i need a few minutesstill oh i can waitthat's all right i just want some alonetime hmm in that casesiori waves enthusiastically at monicagood luckmonica smiles and waves in return theseries spins away out of the club roomall alone she says to herself and takesa minute to zone out she wasn't preparedWatch at: 05:14:40 / 05:15:00for the self-reflection encouraged bysiori but she decided it was somethingshe probably needed right about nowthe club i need the most i don't get iti just wanted to start a new club withmore passionsomething that i could see to help leadpeople to happiness literature is thekey to thatbecause it's the window to the realperson inside of us underneath theperson who's supposed to always smileWatch at: 05:15:00 / 05:15:20and blend in the person who's forced tobeperfectmonica suddenly noticed her folder onthe floor by her deskdid did sayori leave this behindi hope it doesn't have a homework in itWatch at: 05:15:20 / 05:15:40worried monica opens the folder to checkpoems it's a folder of poemsdo you want to do death metal againdo you want to do do we want to do wewant to do ityou know what i'm just going to bereally really no we're going to be calmall rightWatch at: 05:15:40 / 05:16:00become the flower a feeling of joy is aflower plucked from the groundthe color the scent it's so pretty in myhair every day i pluck some flowers asthough they grew just for mea lifetime of peace and nourishmentyoung to win an instant all for meor for joy i need more[Applause]Watch at: 05:16:00 / 05:16:20i need more joy i need more happy pluckpluck plug every dayplug plug plug so pretty in my hair plugplugplug you're going to die andyou too beneath my feet the flowerstands aloneit beckons to me i twist the stemfreeing it from its clinging rootsWatch at: 05:16:20 / 05:16:40caressing the final joyous momentbetween my fingersbut to what ends i look in everydirection and the field i stand in theprosperous fieldis a barren wasteland the fruits of mylabor the carnage of my joyand that is why i've decided i mustbecome the flowerWatch at: 05:16:40 / 05:17:00what the wait sorryfirst side story done all right what dowe haveoh we got some new stuffoh these are new new new pngsWatch at: 05:17:00 / 05:17:20new new pngsnew png's though right what else do wegotdoes anything new pop updamn we're getting like we're actuallyWatch at: 05:17:20 / 05:17:40like filling this all outtrust part two hmm they could be jpegsthoughthey could be all righti think though i'm going to leave youguyson a bit of a cliffhanger because it'sbeen five hours right nowand i feel like i should probablycontinue this tomorrow i'm gonna leaveWatch at: 05:17:40 / 05:18:00you guys on the cliffhangerso um i willyou know what you know what chad give mea like go rightnow i need to like go right now i thinki'm going to go for 5 000 likes5 000 likes and i'll probably do more ofthis because i go i want to finish itby um i want to finish i want to finishWatch at: 05:18:00 / 05:18:20thislike by the way by the week so umi won't do the out trip just yet yeah iwill not do the outrojust yet but i will be doing umi i will be recording a couple of stuffi'm going to be 100in it off camera because i feel likeit'll be way too long for a streambut thank you guys so so much forWatch at: 05:18:20 / 05:18:40watching the streamum i'm gonna hit myself for a secondthank you guys so so much for watchingthe streamum i very much appreciate you guys beinghere andum i think i am so hungry right now idon't think i'll be able to go on to theserver or anythingbut um i'm gonna go get something to eatand then exercise for a bit becauseright now i feel really heavy but anywayWatch at: 05:18:40 / 05:19:00uh we are going to raid john wolfewe're gonna yeah let's read john wolfeall right we will read john wolfeand i want you guys to uh just um tellhim tell him thoughts on the game justtell him that we were watching ddlc andstuff like thattell tell him that we've been having agood time a good old-fashioned timebut anyway thank you guys so much forWatch at: 05:19:00 / 05:19:20watchingthis stream and uh make sure to show himsome supportand i will see you guys probablytomorrow to go and continue through thegamealright thank you so much for watchingi'll see you guys in the next one byeguys

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